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The Heartache of Beauty

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00:01 - So why do you think it is that when you sometimes
00:02 see something really, really beautiful,
00:05 it kinda produces a, well, low-level heartache?
00:08 I mean, how can you be profoundly happy
00:11 and profoundly sad at the very same time?
00:14 That's what we're gonna look at
00:15 on today's episode of Authentic.
00:18 [upbeat music]
00:39 Open a Bible to the first two chapters of Genesis
00:42 and give them a read, especially
00:43 if it's been a little while.
00:44 Actually, if you're streaming this, just push pause,
00:47 go read those two chapters and come back
00:49 'cause I think you're gonna find this interesting.
00:52 Here's what I want you to notice.
00:54 It's almost impossible to read those opening passages
00:57 and not start to kind of pine for what it's describing.
01:01 It's a primeval description of the world
01:04 and it reveals a pristine planet that is,
01:06 well, radically different than the one we live in right now.
01:10 In fact, you'll notice the creator steps back
01:12 at the end of every single day
01:14 and declares that his work is good.
01:17 Then on the sixth day, after making the human race,
01:19 he ups the ante just a little bit and calls it very good.
01:23 And when you read that,
01:25 there's a part of you that longs for it,
01:27 especially when the world we're living in
01:29 appears to be anything but good.
01:31 As of right now, as I'm sitting here,
01:34 that awful war in Ukraine is still being waged.
01:36 And of course, back in October of 2023,
01:39 Hamas launched that brutal attack on Israel
01:42 and did unspeakable things to civilians,
01:44 which prompted a massive military reply from Israel
01:48 and led to an awful lot of death and destruction
01:50 on the Gaza Strip.
01:52 It's another painful reminder
01:54 that human beings find themselves mostly helpless
01:56 to solve our very worst problems.
02:00 And of course, on a more personal level,
02:02 there's a pretty good chance that your life
02:04 has been a constant struggle too.
02:07 Maybe you're working overtime to make ends meet
02:09 in this new inflationary economy,
02:11 or you're dealing with a debilitating disease
02:14 or maybe you've got serious family problems.
02:17 And then you read these opening verses in Genesis
02:19 and you can't help but feel, well, a lot of sadness.
02:23 It's not describing the world you live in
02:26 and you kind of wish it was.
02:29 And that's the way it is
02:30 with beautiful things, unfortunately.
02:32 I remember there was this painting
02:34 in my 12th grade English lit textbook that captivated me.
02:38 I found it on a day when we had this really,
02:40 really bad substitute teacher
02:43 who seemed like he was in love with himself
02:45 because he kept prattling on
02:47 about how unbelievably intelligent his college papers were.
02:51 I mean, who does that?
02:52 Especially in a high school classroom.
02:55 He was, in his not so humble opinion,
02:57 the most insightful man who ever lived.
03:00 The problem though was that he was number one,
03:02 deluded about his own intelligence
03:04 and two, he was also the most egotistical man I'd ever met.
03:08 So, when I turned the page in my textbook
03:11 and found this stunning painting from the Romantic period,
03:14 it was a massive upgrade from what was happening
03:17 at the front of the classroom.
03:19 I've always wished I could find that exact picture back
03:22 because to this day, I still think it was one
03:24 of the most beautiful works of art I've ever seen.
03:27 If you're watching me with visuals,
03:30 it's not the one that's on the screen.
03:31 I tried to replicate it best I could.
03:34 It was a scene from the mountains
03:36 with a river running in the foreground
03:37 and a prominent castle high up on a hillside.
03:41 The colors were breathtaking.
03:43 The artist had used light so masterfully
03:45 that it nearly brought tears to my teenage eyes.
03:49 And I'm not exactly a squishy guy
03:51 when I walk through an art gallery.
03:53 I think it was the first time I'd ever been
03:56 profoundly moved by a painting.
03:59 I mean, I was used to music making me feel that way,
04:02 but not really visual art.
04:04 And it was a really strange emotion.
04:06 I remember it well because it wasn't just joy or happiness.
04:10 That scene was so hauntingly beautiful
04:13 that it actually caused me to feel a little bit of sadness.
04:17 The only other time that's ever happened
04:19 is when Gene and I were driving across New Mexico
04:21 and I saw this conical-shaped mountain,
04:24 probably an extinct volcano,
04:26 with a simple little cabin perched on the side of it.
04:30 It was one of the most peaceful bits of property
04:32 I have ever seen.
04:33 And I suddenly had all these melancholic feelings.
04:37 Kinda surprised me.
04:39 So here's the question.
04:41 Why is it when we're faced with incredible beauty
04:44 that the joy we feel is almost always coupled
04:48 with a hint of sadness?
04:50 Personally, I think it's because we're looking at something
04:52 that is, for the most part, completely unobtainable.
04:56 The reality of daily life doesn't match the beauty
04:59 that you're looking at.
05:01 I'm reminded of something that the late great
05:03 Lutheran theologian Helmut Thielicke once said
05:06 when he wrote these words.
05:07 He said, "But why is it that this encounter
05:10 "with what is perfect and whole always makes us a bit sad?
05:14 "What is the source of that faint touch of melancholy
05:17 "on the faces of Greek statues and their perfection?
05:20 "Why do beauty and sadness dwell so close together?
05:24 "Why is it that the clear bell-like tones
05:26 "of a boy soprano not only delight,
05:28 "but also fill us with aching pain?
05:31 "Why is the utmost of beauty so heartbreaking?"
05:36 That's a really good question.
05:38 And it certainly applies to the creation account
05:40 that you find in the book of Genesis.
05:43 That describes a world that actually put a smile
05:46 on the face of God.
05:48 But when you compare it to the world we're living in now,
05:51 well, the word heartache is almost a little too tepid.
05:55 One of my favorite Bible verses is found
05:57 in the book of Ecclesiastes, where the wise man says this,
06:00 "He," speaking of God,
06:02 "has made everything beautiful in its time.
06:04 "Also, he has put eternity into man's heart,
06:07 "yet so that he cannot find out what God has done
06:10 "from the beginning to the end."
06:13 Honestly, you and I can't even imagine
06:15 what it would be like to live in a pristine
06:17 or perfect world, and yet our hearts still seem to want it.
06:22 There's something inside all of us that reminds us
06:24 the world was once a much better place.
06:27 All of us seem to have this latent memory
06:29 of a better time and better place,
06:31 and we also somehow know that we've completely destroyed
06:35 that original innocence.
06:37 We've lost that world forever.
06:39 It's not gonna come back, at least not in my lifetime.
06:43 The very presence of the human race on this planet
06:46 and the terrible things that we do
06:48 have become a blight on the perfection of God.
06:52 Frankly, the way we live is a betrayal of the Creator.
06:55 So all we can do now is look back on a world
06:58 that we have never actually lived in
06:59 and guess at how perfect it might have been,
07:03 and then experience this profound heartache,
07:05 the heartache that comes when you recognize real beauty.
07:10 And here's the thing.
07:12 We're not the only ones who feel that.
07:13 God Himself was actually there to witness
07:16 the perfection of His creation,
07:18 a perfection He called very good.
07:21 According to Job 38,
07:23 when God spoke this world into existence,
07:25 the "morning stars," that's another term for the angels,
07:29 the morning stars sang together
07:31 and all the sons of God shouted for joy.
07:35 That's how amazing it was.
07:37 So now think about the fact that God Himself
07:39 has to look at this unbelievable moral mess
07:42 that you and I have made,
07:43 and He has to remember what used to be here.
07:46 I know that some people don't really like
07:48 what it says in Genesis 6,
07:50 where God examines the evil of humanity
07:52 and He's suddenly sorry that He made us in the first place.
07:56 Some people point to that passage
07:58 to say that God's character must be somehow flawed
08:00 because what kind of God would want to eliminate
08:03 the whole human race?
08:05 Well, I'll tell you what kind of God
08:06 would be tempted to do that,
08:08 a God who remembers,
08:10 a God who smiled with pleasure
08:12 when He saw the world that He originally made,
08:14 a God who took delight in bringing
08:16 the human race into existence
08:17 because everything was perfect.
08:19 There was no pain, there was no death.
08:22 And if my heart is bothered
08:24 when I think about the hypothetical beauty
08:26 of that place I've never been,
08:29 try to imagine how the one
08:30 who actually experienced it must feel.
08:33 Let's just think about this.
08:35 You and I are usually very unhappy
08:37 with the suffering that we have to experience in life,
08:40 but what about the suffering that God has to endure?
08:43 Did He really walk into Eden angry that day,
08:47 the way that some people tell the story,
08:48 or did He call out to Adam from a heart crushed by grief
08:51 with tears in His eyes?
08:53 Adam, where are you?
08:55 What have you done?
08:57 I'm guessing if I was in charge
08:59 or if you were in charge,
09:01 we would have acted much faster
09:02 to flood the surface of the planet.
09:04 I mean, just think about the revulsion you feel
09:06 when you hear about just one absolutely horrible crime
09:10 and then multiply that by millions.
09:13 It's a good thing, as Peter reminds us,
09:15 that God is patient towards you,
09:17 not willing that any should perish,
09:19 but that all should reach repentance.
09:21 I mean, my heart aches when I see the kind
09:24 of original beauty that is beyond my grasp,
09:27 but let's be honest,
09:28 I've never actually known it, not firsthand.
09:31 And so while my sense of loss
09:32 when I'm reading Genesis is profound,
09:35 it can't even come close to the loss that God must feel.
09:39 I'll be right back after.
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10:14 - There's an old story about the Russian author,
10:16 Leo Tolstoy, who decided he'd go and live
10:19 with the peasants for a little while.
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10:39 And you'd think that the peasants would appreciate it
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10:45 But to his great surprise, they didn't trust him.
10:47 "Look," they said, "this is just a game for you.
10:51 You're not stuck here forever like us
10:52 because you can go back to your daddy's money
10:54 anytime you choose."
10:57 Now, I kinda get that.
10:58 I sometimes have those same thoughts
11:00 when I see an American president
11:02 or a member of the British royal family
11:03 spend a few hours with everyday working people.
11:07 Somebody running for office suddenly shows up at the factory
11:09 where people live a monotonous existence
11:12 40 hours a week or more,
11:14 decade after decade after decade,
11:17 and this candidate will pretend for just a few minutes
11:19 that he or she can actually identify with them.
11:22 But they can't, not really,
11:24 because in a few minutes after the photo-op,
11:27 they're gonna climb back into a private limousine
11:29 and spend the night in a hotel that costs more per night
11:32 than some people fork over as a monthly mortgage payment.
11:36 So it's not really believable.
11:39 And then if I'm perfectly honest,
11:41 I'd have to say that I've actually experienced
11:44 the other side of that equation.
11:45 It's not that I'm wealthy, because believe me, I'm not.
11:48 I'm anything but.
11:50 But sometimes, when I travel to a developing country
11:54 where the average worker makes like 20 bucks a month,
11:57 and I'm suddenly the richest man in the room,
12:00 I can tell they all know it.
12:03 Now, I can express all kinds of sympathy.
12:05 I can promise to raise money and send help.
12:07 I can shed tears when they cry
12:09 about how hard life is there.
12:12 But everyone there knows that when the visit is over,
12:15 I'm gonna get back on a plane and return to an existence
12:18 that most of them could only dream of.
12:21 I remember visiting an impoverished village
12:23 on the other side of the world,
12:24 and as I was walking down the street,
12:26 a mother suddenly came up to me,
12:28 shoved a two-year-old child into my arms,
12:31 turned around and walked away.
12:33 Now, that's a completely unnatural instinct for a mother.
12:36 Most mothers would never give a child away.
12:39 But of course, this lady understood
12:40 that all she had to offer that kid
12:42 was a life of unbelievable hardship.
12:45 So she gave her child to this so-called rich American,
12:49 assuming that I could take her home
12:50 and give her a much better life.
12:53 What she couldn't possibly know was that,
12:55 well, A, there was no way I could take that kid
12:57 out of the country, and B, by American standards,
13:00 there was really no way I could
13:01 afford to feed another mouth.
13:04 But still, there was this little moment of guilt
13:06 because I knew full well that even though
13:08 I was experiencing the awfulness of these people's lives,
13:12 at the end of the day, I was going to escape,
13:16 and they never would.
13:18 So now let's consider God's solution
13:21 to the mess we made on this planet,
13:22 because some people are going to think of this
13:24 in similar terms.
13:26 What difference would it make for the Son of God
13:29 to become human and live right here among us?
13:32 Was that really an authentic human existence?
13:35 I mean, couldn't Jesus just blow the whistle
13:37 at any given moment and go straight back
13:39 to the glory of heaven?
13:40 Was Jesus some kind of humanitarian tourist
13:43 who came here to help repair a few buildings
13:45 before he returned to the luxury of his own home?
13:48 Was he merely sympathetic to our predicament?
13:51 The way you feel sympathy when you see
13:53 those ads of starving kids.
13:55 I mean, how completely did Jesus identify with us?
13:59 I think there might be an answer
14:01 in the story of his betrayal
14:02 when Judas returned with the mob to arrest him.
14:06 Peter was understandably upset,
14:08 and he attempted to help by pulling out his sword
14:10 and chopping off someone's ear.
14:12 Jesus told him to stop and then said this,
14:15 "Do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father
14:18 and He will at once send me more than 12 legions of angels?"
14:22 Now that's the point I've been driving at.
14:26 At any moment, Jesus could have tapped out.
14:28 He could have walked away from the mob
14:30 that was about to spit on him,
14:32 mock him, and whip him like a common criminal.
14:35 They were going to turn him over to the Romans
14:37 to die by the most cruel method imaginable,
14:40 but the fact is Jesus did not tap out.
14:44 Tolstoy went back home.
14:46 I got on a plane, went back to my home.
14:49 But Jesus so completely became one of us
14:51 that you find him crying out in the dark,
14:53 "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
14:57 He was so much like us that even people
14:59 who do not believe that he was God in human flesh
15:02 will point to Jesus and admit
15:04 that he was the most noble example
15:07 of a human being who has ever lived.
15:09 And it's on this point that we find another deep heartache
15:13 that is tied to something really, really beautiful.
15:16 The longer you examine the life and teachings of Christ,
15:19 the more your heart aches for the rest of humanity
15:22 because it becomes so obvious that we are not like Christ.
15:26 Our lives are broken and imperfect
15:29 and driven by these dark, selfish impulses.
15:32 In fact, we don't even see just how broken we are
15:36 until we see the beauty
15:37 of that one and only perfect human life
15:39 you find recorded in the Gospels.
15:42 I'm pretty sure I've told you this story before,
15:44 but quite a few years ago, I was working for a church
15:47 that decided to renovate their basement.
15:49 And the first thing they did was replace the dingy lighting.
15:53 And I remember the anticipation of going downstairs
15:56 to turn those new lights on for the first time,
15:58 and we all thought it would make the basement
16:00 look a whole lot better.
16:02 That's not what happened.
16:03 All it did was make it look worse
16:05 because now with new lights, you could see all of the flaws,
16:09 some of which had been hidden in the dark.
16:12 The basement looked better with the old lights.
16:15 And that's kind of the way it is with the person of Christ.
16:18 What you see when you examine his life and teachings
16:21 is the way that human life is supposed to be,
16:24 except of course for the fact that Jesus had to live
16:27 his perfect life in a broken world.
16:29 And that means that his perfection is even more astonishing.
16:34 Sometimes people despair of finding
16:36 a meaningful relationship with God,
16:38 and they'll tell me that they don't think
16:39 that God can accept them because they're so horribly flawed.
16:43 But that's the real point of the whole thing.
16:47 Seeing your flaws more deeply
16:49 is exactly what should happen
16:51 if you're examining the life of Christ.
16:54 It's really a bit of a paradox
16:55 because the closer you get to the light,
16:57 the worse you're gonna look.
16:59 To study Jesus is to see yourself like you really are.
17:03 There's no more deluding yourself,
17:05 no more pretending that it's really not all that bad.
17:09 Honestly, as a minister,
17:10 I'm not really worried about people
17:12 who feel sadness in the presence of Christ
17:14 because it means their conscience is still alive.
17:17 I mean, don't forget what Jesus taught in John 16
17:20 regarding the work of the Spirit.
17:22 He said, "And when He comes,
17:24 He will convict the world concerning sin
17:26 and righteousness and judgment."
17:29 According to the Bible,
17:30 the third person of the Godhead, the Holy Spirit,
17:33 is Christ's continued presence in this world.
17:36 And one of the Spirit's primary roles
17:38 is to convict us of sin.
17:40 That's how you actually know that your life
17:42 falls way short of the glory of God.
17:45 Many people know that the Greek word for sin
17:47 is actually hamartia, which means missing the mark.
17:51 It's a word that an archer might use
17:53 if his arrow went wide and completely missed the target.
17:57 What God does is allow you to see the life of Christ
18:00 and know for sure you're nothing like Him.
18:03 He's the one who makes your heart ache
18:05 when you recognize that your life is not all that beautiful,
18:08 or at least not as beautiful as it should be.
18:12 And there's another paradox that comes from studying Christ,
18:14 because while we know that we are not like Christ,
18:17 the Bible underlines the idea that He is still like us.
18:21 It's a comparison that seems to run in one direction.
18:24 And as soon as I take a really quick break,
18:26 we'll come back to that.
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19:10 - Right before the break, we were talking about
19:13 how examining the life of Christ
19:15 can make you feel pretty inadequate.
19:17 And I was mentioning how when somebody tells me,
19:20 "Look, God can't accept me because I'm too broken."
19:23 That feeling is actually a pretty good sign.
19:26 I'm not really worried about people who feel inadequate
19:29 when they compare themselves to Jesus.
19:31 It means they're kind of getting the point.
19:33 It's the boastful people
19:35 or even the apathetic people that I worry about
19:37 because they're not getting it at all.
19:40 - Look, if you've been worried
19:41 that your life looks miserable
19:42 by comparison to God's standard,
19:45 that actually means you're moving in the right direction.
19:47 It likely means that God is working with you right now.
19:50 What you're going through
19:52 is exactly what's supposed to happen.
19:54 The Bible calls that conviction.
19:58 You know, I've been in the ministry for about three decades
20:00 and I can tell you,
20:01 I feel less worthy today than when I first got started.
20:05 Does that mean I'm a lost cause?
20:07 No, and I can back that up
20:09 with something that Paul wrote to the church in Rome.
20:11 This might be my all-time favorite Bible passage
20:14 from Romans 5 and verse 8.
20:16 It says, "But God shows His love for us
20:19 and that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
20:24 The fact is that God isn't waiting for you
20:26 to get everything right before you can approach Him
20:29 as if that was even possible.
20:31 I mean, think about it.
20:32 If you could achieve moral perfection
20:34 before you came to God,
20:36 that would mean you don't really need Him.
20:39 God knows full well who you are
20:41 and He invites you anyway.
20:44 But now let's get back to the paradox
20:46 I mentioned before the break.
20:48 What I said was that you and I are nothing like Christ
20:51 and that's the reason that we are both stunned
20:53 by His sheer beauty and feel
20:55 sadness at the very same moment.
20:58 It's a little like that painting I found in my textbook.
21:01 I suddenly knew that I could
21:02 never live in a place that nice.
21:05 And the same way I know
21:06 that my life will never be like Christ's.
21:10 But at the same time,
21:11 the Bible teaches that Christ is like me.
21:14 I mean, just listen to this unbelievable passage
21:17 from the book of Hebrews
21:18 and I'm gonna read quite a bit of this.
21:20 Listen to this.
21:21 It says, "Since therefore the children share
21:24 in flesh and blood,
21:25 He Himself likewise partook of the same things,
21:28 that through death He might destroy the one
21:30 who has the power of death, that is the devil,
21:33 and deliver all those who through fear of death
21:36 were subject to lifelong slavery.
21:38 For surely it is not angels that He helps,
21:41 but He helps the offspring of Abraham.
21:44 Therefore He had to be made like His brothers
21:46 in every respect so that He might become a merciful
21:50 and faithful high priest in the service of God
21:52 to make propitiation for the sins of the people.
21:56 For because He Himself has suffered when tempted,
22:00 He is able to help those who are being tempted."
22:03 You know, the reason we call this show authentic
22:06 is because we're exploring what it means
22:08 to live an authentic human life.
22:11 That's why we spend so much time looking
22:13 at our very best efforts to understand ourselves.
22:16 And for the most part,
22:17 we've seen that human philosophers are at a loss
22:20 to figure this out.
22:21 We conceive of these very high ideals,
22:24 but every time we try to implement them,
22:26 every time we try to construct utopia,
22:29 we completely blow it.
22:31 But in Christ, we have this person who pulled it off
22:35 against all odds, and in spite of the fact
22:37 that the world was fighting Him every step of the way,
22:41 He could have.
22:42 He could have tapped out at any moment,
22:44 and it would have been His right to do that.
22:46 He owed us exactly nothing, but He went the distance
22:50 and lived an authentic human life
22:52 that continues to amaze everybody,
22:54 I mean, even the most dedicated skeptic.
22:58 Most people just instinctively understand
23:00 that Christ's life is the best example we've got.
23:04 That's why reading the Bible can become
23:06 such a roller coaster of emotions.
23:09 On the one hand, you feel this profound sadness
23:12 because the beauty of this person is so profound,
23:16 but then somehow you're still irresistibly drawn
23:18 in His direction, and He helps you realize
23:21 you are not alone in this world.
23:23 There is a God who has noticed your suffering,
23:25 and He's actually doing something about it.
23:28 Even after Christ came back from the grave,
23:30 you'll notice that He retained His humanity.
23:33 The disciples were able to touch Him.
23:34 He even had a bite to eat.
23:36 He did not go back to the way it was before the incarnation.
23:40 He has identified with us so completely
23:43 that He adopted humanity forever.
23:47 I'll be right back after this.
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24:59 One of my all time favorites is the second movement
25:02 from Beethoven's Seventh Symphony.
25:05 It really just starts out with this one single note
25:08 being repeated over and over and over and over,
25:11 but the harmonies underneath it are so stirring.
25:14 And the great composer just pulls you in
25:17 with this relentless march that makes you feel
25:19 like you're moving to something great.
25:23 And again, as I'm sitting there listening to it,
25:24 I experience this mixed bag of emotions.
25:28 On the one hand, it's so irresistibly wonderful
25:31 that I can't stop listening.
25:34 But on the other hand, it's so beautiful
25:36 that it stirs up feelings of sadness.
25:39 Why?
25:40 Well, it's because in this world,
25:42 that kind of beauty is the exception, not the rule.
25:46 Beethoven makes use of such a broad range of harmonic color
25:49 that by comparison, my own daily existence
25:52 begins to feel like I'm just living grayscale,
25:55 black and white.
25:56 The same is true for a handful of other pieces
25:59 like Brahms' Romance in F major
26:01 or the Nimrod Adagio by Elgar.
26:04 There's just something about those works
26:07 that reminds me that there is still beauty out there
26:10 that completely transcends my monotonous,
26:13 painful daily existence.
26:15 There is something greater,
26:16 something higher than this horrible mess we live in.
26:20 For a guy who loves music,
26:23 these kinds of compositions serve as a powerful reminder
26:26 that the world was not always like this,
26:28 not always this painful.
26:30 And the sadness we feel when confronted with the beauty
26:34 of those opening chapters of the book of Genesis
26:36 or the beauty of the person of Christ,
26:40 there's a really good reason for those feelings.
26:43 It's an expression of that eternity
26:46 that God has placed in our hearts
26:48 because God refuses to let us just drift off
26:51 into the darkness of oblivion
26:53 to reap a fate that, frankly, we richly deserve.
26:57 The fact that we still long for what we lost
27:01 is proof positive that our Creator has not abandoned us
27:04 and He plans to restore us completely.
27:08 It's proof that God's heart also aches
27:11 over the condition of our world
27:12 because He feels the disconnect
27:15 just as profoundly as you do
27:17 and then some.
27:19 And God is determined to do something about it,
27:22 to do something to redeem you.
27:25 I mean, if that wasn't true,
27:26 then our hearts would just turn to stone
27:28 and we would all stop caring
27:30 as the lights just slowly went out.
27:34 Thanks for joining me again this week.
27:36 I'm Shawn Boonstra,
27:37 and this has been another episode of "Authentic."
27:41 [upbeat music]


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