Participants: Cheri Peters (Host), David Parnell
Series Code: CLR
Program Code: CLR000052B
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00:13 On the last segment we left and David we were talking
00:16 about you grabbed a gun and put it up to your chin, 00:19 everybody is screaming, they think you are dead, 00:22 your son called 911, your mom came over. 00:28 In all that chaos take us to what happened next. 00:33 Well the sheriff's department showed up, 00:35 of course and the paramedics. 00:36 They called Nashville, to a trauma center to try to get 00:40 a helicopter to come out and get me, but they couldn't 00:45 get a helicopter to get me because he was picking 00:46 somebody else up. 00:47 The other guy couldn't fly in bad weather. 00:49 They decided to take me to a local hospital. 00:52 My sheriff, and some of the deputies there, 00:54 said they had wrote me off for being dead. 00:56 We didn't think you could make it because of the 00:59 injuries were so severe. 01:00 So everything was broken in-your-face and 01:03 half your face was... 01:04 My right side of my face was actually touching the 01:07 middle of my right shoulder. 01:09 Cheri: nose was gone and all that was gone. 01:11 My nose was gone, and I can't see out of this eye 01:13 anymore, or hardly anything. 01:15 The paramedics said my eye ball was actually moved, 01:19 it wasn't in the same spot. 01:20 It really freaked all of them out and most of them 01:23 hadn't seen, and I live in a little area. 01:25 I have seen the pictures and they freaked me out. 01:28 Yeah so you can imagine them guys that day. 01:30 One of the officers told me he actually had a panic 01:33 attack, he said, I had to leave the room. 01:35 They don't see that many gunshot victims were I live. 01:38 So they took me to that local hospital, 01:42 my family was holding out hope, 01:43 the doctors told my wife we have to get him to 01:46 Nashville, to a trauma center. 01:48 We are afraid he is going to die, we are not equipped 01:49 for this kind of injury. 01:50 So they decide to take me 2 and 1/2 hours in an ambulance. 01:53 When they told Amy that she was in so much shock 01:57 she don't remember seeing any blood and 01:59 she was covered in it. 02:00 She said what you mean he's going to die, 02:01 he was just talking to me at home? 02:03 And the doctor just told her, the sheriff's department, 02:06 there is no way that he talked to you. 02:07 They said the tip of his tongue is blown off, 02:09 the rest of my tongue was split in 2, 02:11 and the roof of my mouth was disintegrated. 02:14 Cheri: and every bone in your face was broken. 02:16 David: right and they said how could he talk, 02:18 but I did. 02:20 I talked to the paramedics, the police, 02:22 I talked to my wife, my mother. 02:24 The only way I can explain that, in my own mind, 02:26 was God gave me the ability that day to tell those 02:28 2 women I was sorry. 02:29 When I woke up 3 days later in Nashville, 02:31 it took me 2 months to learn how to start speaking again. 02:34 And about a year before you could understand 02:36 everything that I say. 02:37 It was the ambulance ride that was the greatest 02:40 ride of my life. 02:41 It was in that ambulance that 2 and 1/2 hours because, 02:46 I didn't know it at the time, that was my Damascus Road 02:50 to where I met our Savior in that ambulance. 02:53 Cheri: I wish I would be, you know when somebody says, 02:56 a fly on the wall, I wish I was in that ambulance 02:58 because I bet God just loved on you. 03:01 David: oh yeah He did and that is what changed my life. 03:06 I haven't been the same man since 03:07 I came home from that hospital. 03:09 They actually woke me up 13 hours later after I 03:13 finally made it to Nashville, and told my wife they 03:16 had worked on me a number of hours, they would lose me 03:19 and bring me back. 03:20 But 13 hours later is when they woke me up, I don't remember 03:23 that, I don't remember nothing for 3 days. 03:25 My wife, my sister and my cousin Debbie, 3 women around 03:29 the bed and they give me a notebook and a pen. 03:32 Fox news, out of Minneapolis, wanted to do a special 03:34 on the things I wrote, which surprised me that the 03:37 secular media, they would want to do that but I let them 03:39 do the story on it. 03:40 The first thing I wrote in big letters was 03:42 Jesus loves you all. 03:43 Then I wrote, Peter, Paul, and John and upside down cross, 03:46 and a regular cross and I wrote some people's names. 03:48 I cannot explain why I wrote them, I don't remember 03:52 nothing, but I wrote EV Hill. 03:54 What really amazed me was I asked my wife, 03:57 who is EV Hill? 03:58 She said that is a black preacher that use to come 04:00 on TV that she would watch. 04:01 I would come in and be cursing the guy. 04:04 Anything that had to do with God, I wanted to reject and 04:08 would say why are you watching this junk? 04:10 Cheri: but it stayed in your head, 04:12 David: No! I did not remember him, but it stayed in 04:16 my wife's head, so I didn't remember, I had no idea. 04:19 I asked her who is EV Hill and 04:21 she explained it to me later. 04:23 But what amazed me, EV Hill died 3 days after 04:26 I shot myself, the day I came back to my senses, 04:30 EV Hill passed away. 04:33 That has always fascinated me, why I would write 04:36 his name, why it would be on my mind at that 04:40 particular time, I can't explain it. 04:41 Cheri: you know what is amazing about all that is that 04:44 as people talk about, or when say they want to minister to 04:48 somebody that is completely out to lunch. 04:50 Frying on drugs, lost in their addictions, 04:53 and it is amazing to me what stays in. 04:56 Those seeds that we think really find no ground at all, 04:59 and you say you know what don't even try to guess, 05:03 God will use that in the middle of a coma. 05:06 You know what I thought was funny the first time 05:09 I heard your testimony, or you speak, is that at one 05:12 point you decide, laying there, face blown off 05:14 and they are trying to reconstruct everything, 05:16 I think I'm not going to do drugs anymore. 05:18 I'm like Amen! 05:21 Medically right now you are. 05:24 Yeah I'm pretty slick aren't I? 05:27 But all of heaven must think, you think! 05:31 Well hey, I was in the hospital with a guy that was 05:35 paralyzed from his neck down going after Meth. 05:38 And me and him was both at the crossroads, 05:40 my face blown off, and him paralyzed, 05:42 but yet I decided to ask God into my heart and ask 05:46 Him please help change my heart, 05:48 forgive me for what I've done. 05:51 I would cry and cry, the guilt of my kids would flash 05:54 over me, but he, we was both at the crossroads. 05:57 I've prayed to God that he finally seen the light, 05:59 because his wife was going to get him Meth and bring it 06:02 to the rehab center and put it in his stomach tube. 06:05 He had told her there was no way he could stop. 06:07 What has to happen to a man to change him, 06:12 what has to happen? 06:13 I had hung myself, I've been shot once before because 06:17 of drugs and alcohol, years earlier in my right shoulder 06:21 with a 38, it didn't change me. 06:22 Cheri: as you speak we are going to show a graphic of 06:26 you in the hospital and them reconstructing your face. 06:30 Because they literally had to reconstruct your face, 06:33 build you a nose, talk about some of that kind of stuff. 06:37 Well over the last 5 and 1/2 years I have had 30 surgeries 06:42 or more, I don't even know now. 06:43 I just have won a couple weeks ago. 06:45 They actually built my nose from my forehead and when 06:49 I first came home, I had wrote on a notebook the 6th 06:52 day in the hospital, I wrote to my wife I want to tell 06:55 people the truth about drugs. 06:56 God had put that on my heart from the first week 06:59 I was in the hospital. 07:00 When I first came home and Amy kept saying are you 07:02 going to talk to people? 07:04 I'd said, not yet because the doctors told me one 07:06 day they would be able to make me look pretty normal. 07:08 When I first came home I didn't have a nose at all, 07:10 not even any holes to breath out of and I was 07:13 embarrassed about the way I looked. 07:14 Amy kept saying don't wait until they fix you. 07:18 She said, go now and let them see what 07:19 it has done to you. 07:20 Tell them what it has done to our family and 07:22 you hope they get help before it kills them. 07:24 If they haven't stopped maybe they will stop before 07:28 it kills them, if they haven't started 07:29 maybe they won't start. 07:31 I realized Amy was right. 07:33 I am no longer embarrassed about the way I look. 07:37 I felt bad about that way in the beginning, 07:39 but I'm just thankful to God that I am still here. 07:42 They eventually took skin off my forehead and built my 07:45 nose, and took bone out of my hip, that's the bone in my nose. 07:48 I have had 5 bone graphs, 2 out of each hip, and one out of 07:50 my rib into my face, a bone where my teeth go on 07:54 the bottom and top. 07:55 One day they will put implants in eventually. 07:57 I have had skin grafts off both my legs and one off the back 08:01 of my ear into my face in different areas. 08:04 I have got over 30 titanium plates and screws to hold 08:08 hold my sinus in and my face together. 08:10 When I first started speaking, going out to churches 08:13 and stuff, I used to have a tracheae that stuck out of 08:16 my throat and I would hold that tracheae and be able to 08:18 talk to the kids otherwise all the air would run out. 08:20 Since then they have taken the tracheae out. 08:24 In the beginning it was hard to understand me. 08:27 Cheri: I hate to interrupt but do you know, 08:30 I want to say, is David you are so handsome to me. 08:32 I think that what God has done in your life, 08:34 and the fact that you have a passion to educate kids, 08:37 that there is going to be children not using drugs 08:40 because of meeting you. 08:41 I just think how cool are you. 08:43 The fact that nothing stops you from that. 08:46 You have even educated yourself on drugs and Meth 08:50 and some things that we need to know, I would like 08:53 you to share a little bit of that with us too. 08:56 So what have you found out about this drug beyond 08:59 what you knew even in your own little circle? 09:02 Some of the things that I have learned from the 09:04 researches, things like the dopamine, 09:07 where Meth affects the dopamine in our brains, 09:10 floods our brain with dopamine, 09:11 which is very damaging to the brain cells, 09:14 for one thing. 09:15 Cheri: it tells us everything is great. 09:17 We could be seconds before death and 09:19 we think we're doing great. 09:20 David: absolutely, it is what makes us feel good. 09:22 Just like for example, if you took a good peach 09:25 and take a bite out of peach and say, 09:27 mmmm that peach is good. 09:28 That is the dopamine has kicked into your brain. 09:31 Some of the experts, from the studies that I've done, 09:34 says that once it damages that dopamine that you 09:38 will never feel good about anything again. 09:40 I don't agree with that, because I believe our God is 09:44 the great Healer and that He can heal. 09:46 I know nowadays I can take a bite out of a peach and 09:50 it is the same as before. 09:51 Cheri: You can laugh at your children. 09:52 David: I laugh at my kids and have fun, 09:54 watching movies with them and I feel better than 09:57 I have ever felt before. 09:58 Some of the other research, that was really 10:00 fascinating to me that I came across, 10:02 was how Meth is such an epidemic world wide. 10:05 I used to think it was just a drug here in the 10:07 United States, but when I found out is that it 10:09 didn't even originate here in the United States. 10:11 It's not, like I thought, our drug. 10:13 It originated, they believe, with Japan and Germany 10:19 during World War II. 10:20 They actually had amphetamines before that, but the 10:23 methamphetamine was created during that time period. 10:26 Cheri: To keep soldiers up at night. 10:27 David: yeah they started using it with the soldiers. 10:29 Japan, they said, would use it not only with soldiers, 10:31 but with factory workers. 10:33 Adolph Hitler, they claim, used it every day just about. 10:36 He would have injections, had chocolates outside of his 10:40 room, his office that is. 10:42 Cheri: I just got back from the Czech Republic and 10:44 really popular over there with dancers, 10:47 with people that like partying and go 10:49 the whole dance scene. 10:51 Everybody, well not everybody, but tons of 10:54 young people are strung out on Meth. 10:56 David: and they use it with the soldiers. 10:58 They said it worked pretty well in the beginning 11:01 because, being a stimulant, they would fight for 11:04 days at a time without a break. 11:05 Some of my research said it was so effective with 11:08 Germany that the United States government and Britain 11:11 government actually started to give it to our soldiers 11:15 during World War II. 11:16 But they said in a short period of time they would 11:18 become paranoid schizophrenic, and of course you 11:20 can't control a guy with a machine gun that's 11:22 going to act like that. 11:23 We actually stopped using it, and by the time 11:25 by the time Japan outlawed it, it was plum up in the 1950's 11:31 from what I remember, but it was too late, 11:33 this thing had spread like wildfire. 11:35 Some of the first ones in the United States to 11:38 actually start pushing this drug was the Hells Angels. 11:41 Most of those guys, in that biker gang, the leaders, 11:44 was ex-military men from World War II. 11:46 That is where we got the name crank, they would 11:49 hide it close to the crankshaft of their motorcycles. 11:52 That is where the word crank came about. 11:54 Once the Hells Angels and Bambinos, lot of the biker gangs 11:59 out Southwest, was running the Meth labs. 12:01 Once the Internet came around, 12:03 that's when I think it really spread around. 12:06 In my research, I haven't actually seen nothing that 12:08 said that, but just from following it over the years, 12:11 and the research you can see when the Internet got a 12:13 hold of the recipes, here is how you make it. 12:17 Right my now there's 198,000 recipes on how to 12:21 manufacture Meth. 12:22 Of course most of them are wrong, and I tell kids they 12:25 either have steps missing, or backwards and this stuff 12:28 is so at explosive if you have it wrong, 12:29 it's going to kill you. 12:30 Once the Internet got a hold of those recipes, that 12:33 seems like when it just exploded across the country. 12:37 Now I have been from one corner of the nation, 12:40 and I'm going to New York here again in another 12:42 month or two, then I will be in New Mexico, 12:45 and Canada, and California. 12:46 Every corner I have been at there's methamphetamine use. 12:50 You go back 20 years ago, just 20 years, it wasn't like 12:54 that as far as this drug here. 12:57 This drug has really taken over, and we ought to be 13:00 really afraid of it. 13:01 Any drug that will take a person on 20 bucks, 13:05 take a teenager and keep them awake for 2 or 3 days. 13:08 It's a very dangerous drug because any teenager 13:11 can come up with 20 bucks. 13:13 And you can ask a teenager, we asked some one time in 13:16 an audience of about 1500 teenagers, how fast would it 13:19 take you to get some Meth? 13:21 One boy said 5 minutes, all I have to do is go 13:23 walk to the lockers. 13:25 We have asked another group of about a 1000, 13:28 9th graders in Texas, have you been affected by Meth, 13:31 by either somebody using it, somebody close to you, 13:33 or someone you know? 13:35 95% of them put up their hands. 13:37 It really shocked the newspaper people in that town 13:39 down in San Angelo. 13:41 They just couldn't believe that the percentage 13:43 was that high. 13:44 It did not shock me at all because this is really 13:46 a drug of that generation has embraced. 13:49 For one thing in our society it is all about go, go, go. 13:53 We've got fast food, movies and all this stuff that is 13:56 about going and going. 13:58 So this drug fits right into this generation, 14:02 culture and it is really terrifying to see. 14:05 For us who have been through it we know how fast it 14:08 will damage a person. 14:10 If you have any love it all in your heart for people, 14:14 you are going to feel emotionally affected by watching 14:19 young people destroy themselves. 14:20 Cheri: we have to have you back on because I want 14:23 that you have all kinds of research on Meth houses, 14:26 on children that are raised in Meth houses, 14:28 and what is happening in their communities. 14:30 I want to cover all that, but what I want to ask you 14:35 before we open it up for questions. 14:36 I want to ask you why does the church need 14:38 to know about this? 14:39 David: because the church has the answer to the problem. 14:44 God has the answer to any problem there is an life and I 14:48 think we all agree, from our experiences, 14:51 that God is the answer. 14:53 The church has the greatest weapon, 14:55 but fact is they are the spear to go into this. 14:58 I believe it's the devil's drug, and the church should 15:01 be the spear to go into the devil, 15:03 to make a change in our communities. 15:04 Cheri: we need to educate ourselves. 15:06 We need to understand that we are the answer, 15:08 and this is hopeless unless we step in. 15:11 David: you watch any other tragedy in our country, 15:13 Katrina the hurricane. 15:15 What would have happened to those people if the 15:18 Christian community hadn't stepped in to help? 15:20 It is the same with drug addiction, if the Christian 15:24 community does not step in to help, 15:27 then there is no hope for them at all. 15:29 For communities to sit back, I has seen some communities 15:33 that don't want to admit they have a problem. 15:34 They say it is not that bad here. 15:36 I lived in a community like that and what I tell them 15:38 is that our communities are no different than an 15:41 alcoholic and until we admit there is a problem 15:44 in our area, there is no fixing that problem, 15:46 and we won't know where to go. 15:48 Cheri: but as soon as we admit 15:50 David: but as soon as we admit it and start looking 15:51 for solutions, and start praying about it, 15:53 and having the church involved. 15:55 The Black communities did this with crack cocaine, 15:58 and I admired them so much for that. 16:00 Crack cocaine is a drug that devastated so many young 16:04 black men and women in the 1980's when I was a 16:07 teenager in the inner cities, but yet some of the 16:10 churches in these inner cities stepped in. 16:12 They turned their churches into places where they were 16:15 take in the orphans. 16:16 And drug education, and now here we are this 16:20 many years later from the 80's and there is a lot 16:23 of black youth that wouldn't touch crack cocaine 16:26 with a 10 foot pole because of the church leaders 16:30 and their congregation, those sheep that stepped in and made 16:34 a stand to protect those young people. 16:36 They are the ones that made a difference, 16:38 and we have to the same thing with methamphetamine. 16:42 Cheri: because we are the answer. 16:44 I'm going to open up the floor. 16:46 I know that we have some questions, 16:49 Susan you had some questions. 16:50 I do have a question, first thank you for your 16:53 testimony, it has been a blessing. 16:54 I too am an ex-Meth user, and for me and 16:58 my recovery was forgiveness. 17:00 At what point were you able to, because you talked 17:02 about earlier in the beginning of your story how you 17:05 felt guilty about things, when were you able to reach that 17:08 point of forgiveness, and was it a turning point 17:10 for you in your life? 17:12 Cheri: so you're even saying forgive himself? 17:13 Susan: correct! 17:14 David: I found that not only with me, but with so many 17:18 other people, whether you are a Meth addict, 17:20 alcoholic or whatever it is addiction, 17:23 it seems like its hardest for us to forgive ourselves. 17:26 I wish I could give you a point in time where I had 17:30 forgiven myself, it's been 5 and 1/2 years. 17:32 Right when I think I have forgiven myself, 17:35 then I will start feeling bad again. 17:37 Cheri: something else comes up. 17:39 David: another memory comes up and I have to deal with 17:41 that, but we have to finish the race, 17:45 run the race and we go day by day, 17:49 and we deal with those issues as they come up. 17:51 Right now I feel really good, and I feel like I have 17:54 forgiven myself because I know God has forgiven me. 17:57 my children have forgiven me and that is how 17:59 I am able to get up in front of so many people. 18:02 When teenagers say how can you get up and talk about 18:04 how you slapped your wife and neglected your children, 18:06 isn't that hard? 18:08 I said well it seems hard, it was hard in the beginning 18:10 just getting up in front of people, but when you know 18:13 that you have been forgiven, and you know your wife and 18:16 kids have forgiven you, and you know you are trying to do 18:18 help somebody, it makes it so much easier. 18:20 God has blessed me with the boldness to be able to do 18:23 that, but I do have days and times when I'm in Hotels 18:26 a by myself that some of those feelings will come back 18:29 of sadness and guilt. 18:30 It always makes me feel better to read my Bible, 18:34 or call my wife and talk to her and the kids and 18:37 listen to them tell me how they love me. 18:39 Cheri: so you actually have to go to the word of God, 18:41 and the word of God says, I don't remember, 18:44 this I don't hold this against you. 18:46 I have taken all of your sins, onto myself, 18:49 so please don't carry that yourself, 18:50 so you really have to reaffirm that forgiveness for yourself? 18:54 David: absolutely! 18:55 Cheri: because I love when you say, in a hotel I go back 18:56 to the word of God, and say, 18:57 it says right here that I am forgiven, 18:59 ask and I will forgive you, 19:02 confess your sins to Me and I will forgive you. 19:04 David: yes, we have to feed on the word. 19:06 I feed on the word daily, if not, I'm afraid I'll starve 19:11 to death, so I feed daily. 19:12 Cheri: I know John that you had a question. 19:15 John: I do and thank you for sharing with us. 19:18 What stuck out to me is the ambulance ride and 19:21 specifically the experience you had were you felt like, 19:25 Christ just came to you. 19:27 I relate to it because my experience wasn't so much 19:30 that I woke up one day and said, wow my life's a mess, 19:33 I think I need to get it together and then it happened. 19:37 I felt like God gave me a gift, is that the similar 19:40 experience that you had, God came to you first and then 19:44 you decided, oh thank you God, or was it different. 19:47 Am I misunderstanding? 19:48 David: it may be a little different, 19:51 for example did you want to quit? 19:53 John: I did but I never really could get it, 19:56 and so I feel like God handed it to me and said, 19:59 here is what I want to offer you. 20:00 I pleaded with God and said, I can't do this God, 20:03 I don't know what to do, You have to help me, 20:06 and at that moment I didn't really want to quit, 20:08 I didn't want to keep going either. 20:10 I just wanted it to be over. 20:12 Cheri: you wanted the pain to stop 20:13 John: yes and I feel like God just did it for me 20:17 and once He did it, it opened up the door and 20:20 I said okay now I can do it because I know that 20:23 God is in it with me. 20:24 So I guess that is what stuck out to me, 20:28 in the ambulance story. 20:29 David: well I wanted to quit real bad and had 20:32 tried a number of times and would always fail. 20:37 In that experience I think that God did come in 20:42 and help me, but with recovery it seems like our 20:47 recovery is all different. 20:50 Just like all of us are different. 20:51 I have people say that God came in and He took it away, 20:54 just like that and all the desire. 20:55 Then you have other people like me that wanted to quit, 20:58 and I had given my life to God, but yet I still had 21:01 cravings for almost a year. 21:03 I didn't ever think I was ever going to go back to 21:05 the drug, but I had cravings and would get in my 21:08 bedroom and cry. 21:09 My wife and kids will get around me and hug me, 21:11 and would start praying in my ears, 21:13 and that always seem to help. 21:14 I would get into the word but I still had cravings 21:17 for almost a year. 21:18 I have talked to people who have been sober 21:20 a couple of years and say, I still have a craving 21:22 every once in awhile. 21:23 So I think all of us have different experiences 21:26 like some, it will be gone just like that, 21:29 and have no cravings, then there's others, 21:31 there is still going to be a little bit 21:34 of a struggle there. 21:35 The faithful thing is what I kept telling myself 21:39 over and over, is that God will never put nothing on 21:42 me I can't handle, and He will never allow nothing to 21:46 be put on me that I can't handle. 21:47 I think that bad things, any bad things comes from our 21:52 God because I think He is good, and He's good all the 21:55 time, but sometimes things are allowed to be put on us. 21:59 I believe it made me a stronger person by not 22:01 taking it completely away. 22:03 But my experience was similar to yours, 22:05 I wanted to quit and the pain to go away. 22:08 I couldn't seem to do it on my own. 22:10 Cheri: I heard you say, not particularly on this 22:13 program, but another time I heard you speak, 22:17 in the ambulance you literally felt Christ 22:21 look at you and smile at you. 22:23 That has got to be life-changing. 22:26 David: yeah that is definitely a life-changing 22:31 experience for me. 22:33 Cheri: with forgiveness in His eyes, 22:35 with all love in His eyes. 22:36 And you know even John, what you're saying, 22:40 is just the fact that it was a tremendous gift 22:44 to give an addict that is afraid. 22:46 I don't know I'm going to do this. 22:48 I don't even have a face right now, 22:49 you know and all that kind of stuff. 22:51 I know that God is smiling at me. 22:53 David: I know that He loves me, 22:55 I didn't think that God loved me up to that point. 22:57 I thought how could God love me, 23:00 how could anybody love a guy like me, 23:02 as selfish and as mean as I was. 23:06 How could anybody love me, 23:08 but God loves us right where were at. 23:09 You know what I love is to tell people, 23:11 don't worry about straightening yourself up. 23:14 I had a young lady tell me one time, 23:16 she said one of these days I'm going to straighten 23:18 myself up and I told her, if people in the church are 23:21 telling you to straighten yourself up and then come, 23:25 they are telling you wrong because that is not 23:27 what our Bible tells us. 23:28 He said, to me come as you are. 23:30 I've washed you clean you with My blood, 23:33 and that is how Jesus loves us right where we are. 23:35 He doesn't love anyone anymore than the other. 23:38 Cheri: you know we're out of time, I hate that. 23:41 I just want to say David thank you so much 23:44 for being on the program. 23:45 Thank you so much for allowing God to work in your life. 23:49 And thank you so much for giving your testimony, 23:52 going out and leaving your family to share with us. 23:55 David: well thanks for having me, 23:57 it is really my honor to be here. 23:58 Cheri: incredible, we are going to go ahead 24:01 and take a short break, but stay with us. 24:04 I just always, I have a crush on God. 24:07 I can't even help it. 24:08 I love Him, I love what He does in our lives, 24:10 and I love recovery. 24:12 Stay with us we'll be right back! |
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