Participants: Cheri Peters (Host), Harmony Dust and Ashley Dodson
Series Code: CLR
Program Code: CLR00036A
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00:09 Welcome to Celebrating Life in Recovery.
00:11 I'm Cheri your host. 00:12 Have you ever heard the expression that God brought 00:15 a person out of darkness into light. 00:17 Do you want to know what that means? 00:19 Stay with us! 00:20 In my opinion, it's a bigger miracle than the 00:22 parting of the Red Sea. 00:50 Welcome back. 00:51 I love this show. 00:53 I love doing it, I love putting it together, 00:55 I love introducing you to friends of mine, just 00:57 the miracles that God is doing around the 01:00 world are absolutely incredible. 01:01 We are going to do the show a little bit different 01:03 today from a because I have some friends from Milan. 01:05 Also, I want to bring Dr. Doug Weiss back in to 01:08 meet them and kind of go over their testimonies. 01:11 Not so much their testimonies, you know I don't 01:14 when I hear somebody's testimony. 01:15 I understand where people are coming from, hard 01:19 backgrounds, or molest issues or addiction. 01:23 What really excites me is when I hear somebody say, 01:26 then they saw God and God stepped in 01:29 it was this huge thing. 01:30 So are going to talk about all that today. 01:34 We're not only going to talk about how God, not only brings 01:36 you out of that kind of darkness into light, but stands 01:39 you up in ministry, which I think is absolutely 01:41 the coolest thing. 01:42 But you know, first of all I want to share with 01:44 you a little bit. 01:46 We're going to talk about how to be holy in the 01:47 presence of a holy God. 01:48 When I first read that I thought, 01:49 what does that mean? 01:51 You know, I've been on the streets for ten years, 01:53 I have this background is a little different from 01:56 yours more than likely. 01:57 So holy and from a holy God, and I'm thinking holy. 02:01 I don't even know what that word means. 02:03 but it doesn't sound like it's very much fun. 02:05 You know, I may not want to be holy. 02:07 And then I watching Saturday night live, 02:09 and for people haven't seen that show, 02:11 there was a woman there called the Church Lady. 02:13 And she came and she has her hair in a bun, 02:16 and she's like, always kind of mad. 02:17 She has got this black dress on, and serious. 02:20 She holds up a Bible, you know who made you do that? 02:24 Satan made you do that. 02:25 And I'm thinking God, I love you, but do not make 02:28 me the Church Lady, because I don't even like her. 02:31 And I wouldn't even look good in a bun, you know. 02:34 So, I really fought against, I don't know if I 02:37 want to be holy. 02:38 I just want to be fun, you know! 02:39 You can stay the holy thing, I just want to hang 02:42 out with God and have fun. 02:43 And so God kind of showed me, you know what holiness 02:45 is to live a life of recovery. 02:50 Live a life where you like being in your own skin. 02:52 To live a life where you're not manipulated like a puppet. 02:54 With all your addictions and all the junk that was 02:58 told to you as a kid, for some kids that are molested. 03:01 We don't even know how to stay present, 03:02 in any kind sexual situation. 03:04 And we don't know how to love our spouses, 03:06 because of all the junk we carry with us. 03:08 Holiness for God is stepping out of all 03:10 that and being free. 03:12 Step out of all the bondages and all the 03:14 darkness that just kind of wrapped around you. 03:16 God says I'm going to pull you out of all that. 03:19 And He disciplines us in a way that we are able to 03:22 see what's light and what's dark. 03:23 And that doesn't sound good for a lot of people in 03:25 recovery, and so if you're out there and saying 03:27 Cheri I don't like discipline, 03:29 just imagine it this way. 03:30 If I'm going to adopt a kid and I fall in love 03:36 with a little kid that's a gangster, nine years old, 03:39 but a little gangster. 03:40 He steals, and lies, beats everybody up, 03:42 he's s very violent. 03:44 When I bring him into my home, I absolutely fall in 03:46 love this kid, but do you think I'm going to let him 03:49 steal and lie still? 03:50 I'm going to try teach him how to get out of that, 03:53 because I love him and I want him to live a 03:55 life that is good. 03:57 A life where he can connect with other people, 03:59 where he can understand what it feels like to be 04:01 trusted, to be full of joy and 04:04 Just get out of that. 04:06 So when he steals, I'm going to nail him. 04:09 I'm going to say, you know what stealing is not okay. 04:11 When he lies to me I'm going to say, hey buddy. 04:14 I know that you are not a millionaire, your nine, 04:17 you live in my house. 04:18 And every time he lies, hopefully. 04:20 I'm going to come back and say, you know Buddy. 04:24 So as we look at this show we talk about God 04:27 bringing us out of one place into another place. 04:31 Then, setting in front of us a standard, please 04:34 think of the words in a different way. 04:36 He literally adopts us into His house, and says the 04:39 behaviors that you have that you so think are 04:41 normal that are killing you. 04:43 Killing you and keeping you from having an 04:45 incredible life with the people around you. 04:47 I'm going to show you way to get out of them and 04:49 then you'll stand holy in the presence of a holy God. 04:53 And even change a word you'll understand happy. 04:55 In the presence of a happy God, you know what I mean, 04:58 you will use a word that doesn't trigger you. 05:00 Because holiness triggered me. 05:02 I'm okay on that, so stay with that, and then I'm 05:05 going to introduce you to Harmony Dust. 05:06 Harmony, I just want to say God bless you for being 05:09 on the show with us. 05:11 Thank you, it's my honor. 05:12 I'm thrilled - I'm excited. 05:13 You said you would come, I'm like no way. 05:15 I call people here and I said you know what, 05:17 you're going to be blessed. 05:18 And I would like you to start out with your testimony, 05:21 because I want people to know who you are before we 05:24 talk about your ministry. 05:26 Gotcha, I gotcha. 05:27 Yeah, I was raised in Venice, California area 05:29 called Ghost Town. 05:31 My family had a lot of financials struggles. 05:34 My dad left when I was about a year old. 05:36 And I was raised by my mother who was struggling 05:39 with an addiction to cocaine. 05:40 So I just want to say this, because a lot of people 05:44 do not understand that when you're dad leaves you 05:47 really are, you and your mother, are unprotected. 05:50 So you do the best you can, but that is a huge thing. 05:53 And when you say it, we say in our stories, in our 05:56 testimonies, and we say it in a way that people do 05:59 not realize it's unbelievable not to have that 06:01 covering over our families. 06:03 And you know, I'm glad you stop me there because a 06:05 lot of times, I used to gloss over that 06:07 fatherlessness issue because it is so common. 06:10 You know, who even has a father nowadays! 06:12 Where I come from and it is very 06:14 uncommon to have a father. 06:15 But later on, years down the line, I realize that so 06:18 many of the choices that I made came from that void, 06:21 that lack of a really orphaned heart. 06:24 So not having a dad from that early age 06:27 played a huge role in my life. 06:29 Not having the protection not having the covering. 06:31 So, that was a big deal and is a big deal, 06:34 and a lot people can relate to that. 06:35 My mom got involved another relationship, and 06:42 there was domestic violence in my household, 06:43 there was just a lot. 06:44 Not a predictable kind of atmosphere, but one thing 06:47 that did seem to be predictable, unfortunately, 06:50 was that there was this threat of sexual 06:52 abuse throughout my life. 06:53 I was exposed to pornography at three years old. 06:56 And molested by multiple people, men and women, 06:59 and raped as a teenager. 07:01 And it really took its toll on me but 07:04 cause I internalized it. 07:05 I thought it was my fault, I blamed myself like a 07:07 lot of abuse victims do. 07:09 I just thought something must be wrong with me, 07:12 because how do I keep ending up in these situations. 07:14 How do I keep drawing these sort of 07:16 people into my life? 07:17 I really dealt with a lot of blame and a lot of shame. 07:19 I didn't talk about it. 07:21 Can I even jump on there because I think too, 07:24 that somebody is more normal and doesn't have 07:27 that as their every day life, because I had that too 07:30 as my everyday life. 07:31 Is that at soon as somebody even gets into a 07:35 sexualized place with us as children, we know how 07:39 to dissociate and just be gone. 07:40 It doesn't even have to be the act yet, as soon as 07:42 they look at me and I know that that is coming. 07:45 I can dissociate and just deal with what ever is 07:48 happening and then go out and skate. 07:49 Yep Yep! 07:51 The saddest thing, as I got into recovery, 07:54 to realize that it is not just one child, 07:57 it is 1 in 4 girls right now, and 1 in 7 boys. 08:00 So it's huge, but we learned how to associate in 08:03 deal with that as a norm in life. 08:05 And that's what you're saying it was. 08:07 the only constant in your life was that. 08:08 And you do you start to compartmentalize about those 08:12 experiences and you keep them kind of over here 08:14 separate and try to live as normal a life as you can 08:17 over here, you do not know what else to do. 08:19 It does create a life a separation there, 08:21 dissociation definitely. 08:23 So I was sexualized from an early age, and really 08:26 taught that my only value was in my sexuality. 08:29 And you're only power - and my only power. 08:32 Yeah, that's a big one too. 08:34 I ended up at the age of eleven, I met a young boy 08:38 who came, he, you know he was only a little bit older. 08:42 He became almost like a father figure in my life. 08:45 When my mother left for three months, she left me to 08:48 take care of my eight year old brother. 08:50 By yourself in your home. 08:51 Unum, hum! 08:52 I just have to say that because when you told me 08:54 that the first time. 08:55 We were on the radio, but we weren't in the same 08:58 room together, and I just cried for you. 09:00 By yourself taking care of this child. 09:02 And I'm thinking you had no skills anyway, 09:03 because you didn't have any mentor and stuff. 09:05 I'm just thinking man, that's huge. 09:08 And now as an adult looking back, there is some 09:11 rejection, there, but at the time 09:13 I was thinking freedom! 09:15 I was like okay, now I don't have to worry about 09:18 arguing, about how disciplined my brother, no one's 09:21 going to tell me what to do. 09:22 I just started stealing food from the liquor store 09:25 to kind of get by. 09:26 But then this young man he would come along, 09:29 he offered me a sense of security, protection, 09:32 made sure we ate, took us down bought us food. 09:35 There was just a tie that developed there. 09:38 I started to, is years went by, realize he is 09:41 the only one who is here. 09:42 After everyone's left, people came and go, 09:44 people you know hurt you, they've abused you, 09:45 rape you, yet he's here still. 09:47 I was so afraid of being rejected and abandoned 09:50 again that I pretty much obsessively did everything 09:52 I could to keep him in my life. 09:54 Because I didn't think I had enough to offer just 09:57 as a person as the human, one of the ways I thought 10:00 I could make him depend on me was financially. 10:03 And so I mean as young as fifteen I was giving him all the 10:07 money I was making. 10:08 From my jobs, by seventeen, I was stealing 10:11 money from the register work, to fully support him, 10:13 to put him up in apartment and 10:15 everything by seventeen. 10:16 And then left home and by nineteen I was $35,000 10:19 dollars in debt, and on the brink of bankruptcy. 10:22 I just want to say to people because we are not 10:25 seeing the whole picture, because you 10:26 stayed in school. 10:27 I stayed in school during this whole time. 10:29 Shut up, how did you do that, because I'm thinking 10:32 out of all this chaos, and mom being gone, whatever 10:35 you stayed in school probably kept your brother in 10:37 school, all that kind of normal thing. 10:40 You were a good student. 10:42 You know, it's almost how could I've left school, 10:45 because there was a time were I wasn't going to 10:49 school, and my grades start getting really bad, 10:51 but I ended up in a group home when 10:54 I was just turned seventeen. 10:56 It was through that experience, in meeting some of 11:00 the counselors, that had grown up in the same 11:02 neighborhood as I had, that they were going to school. 11:04 And I thought that's my only way out, it's only why 11:06 we get out of the situation, it's only when I get out 11:09 of my neighborhood, it's only when going to break 11:11 some of these cycles. 11:12 I didn't have all the tools, but I knew that was the 11:14 one thing I got to stick to. 11:15 I've got a get out of this - yeah! 11:17 Somebody's got to rescue me. 11:18 Yeah, and even later as just as the circumstances 11:21 in my life got more out of control, the only thing 11:24 I had was coming home, ironically reading 11:27 my psychology books. 11:29 You know like I wasn't seeing myself in any of it 11:32 but oh, I was studying. 11:34 I saw myself on every page, when I went back to 11:36 school either think like I'm schizophrenic. 11:38 I think oh man! 11:40 Yeah, and later a start to become more self-aware. 11:43 But first off, it was interesting, studying the human 11:47 mind, have no self-awareness, no understanding 11:50 of your own choices. 11:51 So, what ended up happening - I want to interrupt, 11:55 but I love you. 11:56 Oh I love you too! 11:57 So a boy at school, knew my financial situation and 12:03 suggested that I become a stripper. 12:05 At first I thought no way I'd set foot 12:08 in a strip club. 12:09 It just seemed like something I wouldn't do. 12:10 This financial thing started spinning out of control, 12:14 and it became more and more like an option. 12:16 I took the idea to a psychology professor that 12:18 I really respected. 12:20 And I was hoping he would say to me no you have got 12:22 a career in front of you, you're worth more than that, 12:25 that's not a good idea. 12:26 Instead, he said well, you don't have 12:28 put on your resume. 12:29 So, he spoke a curse into your life at that moment. 12:32 And I still made the choice to go and audition. 12:36 But that played a big part in it. 12:38 There was no other voice in my life, 12:41 there was no one telling 12:42 me you're worth more, your valuable. 12:45 You know, whatever and so I ended up- 12:48 I just want to break in and say if you just heard that and 12:51 if you are a man in the church please speak into 12:54 peoples lives and let them know that they are valuable. 12:57 And it don't mean to interrupt you, but that is 12:59 such a burden in my heart. 13:00 Just to know that I don't think that we realize 13:03 that there are people that are looking at us and 13:07 saying, Please somebody tell me that I am of worth. 13:11 And not that I'm cute or pretty, or intelligent, 13:15 just in the eyes of God, I have worth. 13:17 Inherent worth, it doesn't have to do with the outside. 13:21 Go ahead, I'm sorry. 13:22 That's a great point. 13:23 I just want to weep when you say that because. 13:27 I wish there was somebody in your life at that time, 13:29 that said, are you kidding me. 13:30 Look at you, you're fabulous and stand up and you 13:33 have such a future. 13:35 And instead you took the audition. 13:37 When I start working at first like everybody else, 13:40 I thought I'll only do this for a couple months 13:42 to control my finances. 13:44 Every dancer I've ever worked with said that. 13:46 Everybody, I use to tell the girls, you'll save money, 13:48 I can open a business hopefully. 13:50 And then sure enough, the psychology professor 13:55 comes into the club a couple months later- with his addiction 13:57 He wanted you there. 13:59 That was a really low moment for me, because he kind of 14:04 encompassed everything I hoped was possible that 14:07 there would be upstanding men, that had good careers 14:10 and lived with a white picket fence or something. 14:12 That's what I had saw in him, and it's gone now. 14:15 It was really devastating. 14:18 I ended up getting totally caught up in the lifestyle. 14:22 The one thing that I didn't do is use, because I had 14:26 seen my mother go through that. 14:28 Let me just say for when I first heard that when you 14:32 said, the only thing I didn't do I wasn't a drug addict. 14:36 And I'm thinking, I don't know how you survived. 14:39 The only way I could survive that lifestyle is I took 14:42 myself out every single day. 14:44 I didn't have to do it in my right mind, and 14:49 if I started to come down. 14:50 I would want to jump in front of a train. 14:52 So, it's like gimme some heroine, give me some drugs 14:55 because I don't want to sit through this life without 14:58 that, I can't do that. 14:59 And so I don't know how you deal with that much 15:02 pain, that much dysfunction without taking yourself 15:05 out with some chemicals. 15:07 The dissociation, I perfected that skill I'm telling you. 15:11 I've had to un-perfect it. 15:14 So that I can be back in touch with reality. 15:16 I mean I could just snap. 15:18 Just a physical sensation to un-feel almost like when you 15:22 are on painkillers, something like that. 15:23 You feel the physical sensation of the numbing, 15:27 you can just oooh. 15:29 And I would be dancing at be studying for tests in my 15:32 mind for school the next day. 15:34 Because you stayed in college. 15:36 Yes I did, I stayed in school that's one thing that I did do. 15:39 and just that relationship, the dynamics of the 15:42 relationship that I was doing everything 15:45 I could to maintain. 15:46 I got worse physically abusive, emotionally abusive. 15:50 And he as with other women, he got another girl pregnant. 15:52 People who watch your show probably don't watch the 15:55 Jerry Springer show. 15:56 They might, but my life was like an episode of the 15:59 Jerry Springer show. 16:00 You could've been on that show - yeah! 16:02 I could have mailed him 25 episodes for that show. 16:05 I was a supporting him, and the baby's Mama. 16:07 One of the guys that I was with was on that show. 16:09 Oh really! 16:11 So to me understand what you are saying that that 16:13 lifestyle that is kind of normal in our lifestyle. 16:16 And it's really tough to look at how normal people 16:19 look at the world, because that's how you live. 16:22 I used to come home from work and watch it because it 16:25 made me feel more normal. 16:26 Just a little - just a little. 16:28 I'm more normal see I'm not the only one out there that 16:30 are dealing with is so that's enough. 16:33 Isn't that funny! I made is sad funny, but it's funny 16:36 because it's so out there. 16:37 You know you're going to get into how you 16:40 got out of that. 16:41 So basically what happened is I met a girl - this 16:44 is my favorite part - it is my favorite part too. 16:48 So, I met a girl in a ballet class at school. 16:51 Shut up, when you said that the first time, I'm 16:54 thinking wait, dancing, stripping, living that 16:57 lifestyle and taking ballet. 16:58 And my mind just froze, I even had to stop you when 17:02 we were doing the interview, 17:03 you were in a ballet class? 17:05 If that's how the enemy twists things, because 17:07 I was actually always very passionate about dance, 17:09 which made it easier to rationalize dancing. 17:11 Stripping, because I'm just like-dancing. 17:13 If they want to make of it, how you have all your 17:16 little rationalizations, - but this is 17:18 an art form for me. 17:19 That's exactly, but you know, ballet, jazz, African dance. 17:22 I always loved it, I danced throughout my life. 17:25 Taking this ballet class, I met this girl, just 17:29 beautiful full of life, just glowing, funny. 17:33 For some reason I was honest with her about the 17:37 circumstances in my life. 17:39 What I did for living, which I normally didn't. 17:42 I found out that she was a Christian - then you 17:44 thought oh man, I can't believe I've done that. 17:47 Oh, she's never going to to talk to me again. 17:48 Next time I showed up a class I was thinking, 17:50 oh my gosh it's okay. 17:52 I'll understand it if she doesn't 17:53 say anything to me. 17:54 And she was just like, hey Harmony how are you? 17:57 And just loved on me and I was so surprised 18:00 because obviously I wasn't raised in the church. 18:03 All I knew about God, is if there was a God, 18:06 and I wasn't convinced that there was, 18:08 He didn't like people like me. 18:10 Because I had been told if you don't believe it 18:12 then you're going to hell. 18:13 You know when you said that, I just want to weep 18:15 because I know that God likes people like us. 18:18 You know what I want to weep because most of the 18:21 world has some how got that message. 18:22 That He doesn't like people like us. 18:24 And I remember one time, in prayer, as saying God, 18:26 who do you like? And who don't You like? 18:28 He said put a mirror under their nose, 18:30 if it steams up I like them. 18:32 I'm like okay. 18:34 That's pretty much it, go ahead. 18:37 I didn't mean to interrupt, you know there's a part 18:40 of me that when I hear that, I just want to run and 18:43 hold somebody and say somebody lied to you, 18:45 God likes you, He loves you, 18:46 He can't do anything else! 18:48 That's huge, that's like the biggest 18:50 revelation to get ever. 18:52 And so that's, actually through this friendship with 18:55 the girl I met in ballet class. 18:57 That is the revelation I started to have, 18:59 because I saw that she liked me and she loved me. 19:01 And she pretty much was the hands and feet, 19:03 and through her I experience the love of God. 19:04 I started realizing, all my gosh, maybe. 19:07 Tell them about her inviting you to church and you 19:10 wouldn't go there. 19:11 That's right! I didn't go there, I didn't want to go. 19:12 I'm not ready to go, I wasn't ready for that. 19:14 But when I did go to church, she invited me to coffee. 19:17 Yeah, she didn't bat an eyelash. 19:20 How cool is that-Yeah, I loved it. 19:21 You can't come in the building that's all right, 19:23 let's go for a walk. 19:24 Right exactly! 19:25 Let's go bowling, let's go have coffee. 19:27 It spoke volumes to me because I thought, 19:28 you know what, I'm not just some project 19:30 on her check list. 19:31 To get brownie points for getting people to come 19:35 to church with her. 19:36 That she actually seemed like she was - 19:38 Can I just say again? 19:39 Do you realize what she just said? 19:41 If you have ears, the Bible says if you have ears 19:44 hear what the Spirit says. 19:45 A lot of times people look at us, as Christians 19:49 as we go to love on them. 19:51 If it's not authentic, if you're truly not into what 19:54 you're doing as far as that person is concerned. 19:56 It used just about numbers, the world is just saying 19:59 don't play me, don't play me. 20:01 If it's just about numbers to you, 20:03 go find someone else. 20:05 But if you truly are interested in me, 20:08 I truly need help. 20:09 I truly need, so it is just like we know 20:15 even a kid knows. 20:16 You know, you can sense when someone is genuine. 20:18 That's what I saw in her. 20:20 So I eventually ended up taking her up on an 20:23 offer to go to church. 20:24 Because I saw something in her life that was missing. 20:27 And I thought all right I'm going to go. 20:29 And I walked in, and I thought I'm home. 20:31 Like I had never even about church home, whatever. 20:33 I'm like I'm home, and I'm telling you they couldn't 20:36 keep me out of that place. 20:37 Every time the doors were opened. 20:38 How cool is that - I was still in the strip club. 20:41 I go to church and then go straight to the club. 20:44 And people think that couldn't be authentic, then. 20:47 But I've met people smoking weed, smoking a joint, studying 20:50 the Bible, the ash of one of my friends, the ash falls on 20:53 the Bible and burns the page. 20:54 He get so freaked out, because all my goodness, 20:57 I just burned the Bible. 20:59 And I said what did you do and he said well, 21:00 I switched to a pipe. 21:02 How funny are you. 21:04 You know, and so God loves on us through those steps. 21:07 We think, how dare us mentioned the name of 21:11 God on our lips. 21:12 And God said, don't you put a stumbling block 21:15 in front of them. 21:16 It took the Holy Spirit this long to get her 21:18 in the building, this is the only time she has felt safe. 21:20 She will drop all that stuff, not because I demand 21:23 her to, but because she is responding to My love. 21:26 Right, it's the goodness of God that 21:28 leads people to repentance. 21:29 That is really what happened for me. 21:33 God did it transforming work in my heart, I began to 21:36 realize that I was valuable and that He loved me. 21:38 He created me with a plan and a purpose. 21:40 And as I started realizing those things, this is 21:43 over a span of time, but it became impossible to live 21:45 in a way that contradicted it. 21:46 I start with small steps. 21:48 I actually decided that I was going to save 21:50 myself for marriage before a quick dancing. 21:52 How funny is that! 21:55 All of heaven, how adorable is she. 22:00 So, that is where really started that journey. 22:05 I think a real defining moment for me was when I 22:10 went somewhere heard this man speak. 22:11 And he just shared his story very simple, five 22:14 minutes ten minutes maybe. 22:15 He had been homeless, he had been at drug addict on 22:18 the streets and he shared John 15:5, "I am the vine, 22:21 and you are the branches, if you remain in Me you'll 22:24 bear fruit, apart from me man can do nothing. " 22:27 It was so simple, but I thought, what if God can 22:29 love him than I think He can probably love me too. 22:32 If so then how do I do this abiding thing? 22:35 I've got to figure it out because I felt like that 22:38 withered branch apart from God. 22:40 I wasn't doing anything, my life wasn't bearing any fruit. 22:43 I felt like a withered dried-up branch that was 22:46 like spinning my wheels my whole life trying to 22:48 do things on my own, it wasn't working. 22:50 Look at the situation, I was in, you know. 22:52 But God was giving you the privilege by 22:55 saying abide in Me. 22:56 Literally, I will graft you into my family, 23:00 onto Me, you'll never be alone again. 23:02 All that for someone in your situation coming 23:06 out that is life. 23:07 It was your very life. 23:09 How cool is that. 23:10 Where I go ahead we're going to break, because 23:14 I want to come back. 23:15 I want to talk about not only did He save you 23:18 and pour everything into you. 23:19 And I feel the Holy Spirit in you from across the room. 23:22 I mean, I just love that about you. 23:24 But He stood to up in ministry right back to the 23:28 very darkness that you came out of to bring 23:31 people into the light. 23:32 That's right - how cool. 23:34 Stay with us, and if you haven't been blessed. 23:37 We need to come to your house to do an intervention. 23:40 I just want to say, stay tuned, there's more to come. 23:43 You are going to be blessed. 23:44 We are going to talk now about how God stands somebody up, 23:47 coming from that place. 23:49 How does He enable us to not only receive His love, 23:53 but to heal to the point where we have something 23:56 to say through the Holy Spirit. 23:58 I know who God is, I know the saving grace of Christ, 24:01 I know how much He loves us, 24:03 and I just got to tell someone. 24:05 It's just absolutely the best. 24:08 Stay with us |
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