Participants: Cheri Peters (Host), Ashley Desormeau
Series Code: CLR
Program Code: CLR00088C
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00:14 Welcome back, I wanted you to stay because I know
00:19 Ashley you are in the beginning of this whole process. 00:22 I think you just shared this information with even some 00:25 of your family members in that kind of thing. 00:27 So it is very new, can you talk about why would someone 00:32 want to do this? Because it's scary right? 00:35 It is scary. - you don't even know how to act right? 00:37 No you don't and it's just to be free and to actually live 00:42 my life and I've always felt that I had just been going 00:48 through the motions and simply existing all along 00:50 and not really living. 00:53 Not really to allow God to work out His plans for me 00:59 in my life too because I was scared. 01:01 Even though I didn't really have anything I was scared 01:05 what I do have He would take away. 01:07 Even though He says I'm not going to hurt you and stuff. 01:11 To hear all His promises, to hear all that stuff was so 01:16 completely foreign to actually believe it was, I couldn't. 01:22 I was so stuck in that negative rut that any positive 01:27 feedback I would get about anything, music or hockey, 01:31 or life in general, any positive feedback I would get 01:35 back I didn't believe it. 01:37 See it as a lie - I would, but I would see it as a lie 01:39 I was so completely backwards. 01:41 The truth look like a lie to you? - the truth look like 01:42 a lie because the lie was my truth. 01:44 It has only been recently, in the last couple years that 01:48 all this has been going on I have started to completely 01:52 flip that around and see it for what it really is. 01:54 Awesome, I want to say thanks for being on the program. 01:58 And I want anybody watching to just hear what she said 02:01 that right now our lives look true and God says it takes 02:04 a miracle to turn that around and say let Me make the 02:08 truth the truth, let Me show you that there is underneath 02:12 all that stuff that makes you feel like you're going 02:15 to make it and that you do belong somewhere in all of 02:18 those addictions and all those chat rooms and all that 02:21 kind of stuff, God says if you surrender that to Me 02:25 I will actually give you joy and life. 02:28 When the Bible says I lay before you life and death, 02:32 choose life, He is talking about good life, connections 02:36 everything that we are screaming out for He is saying 02:39 I want to give you, but you have to do this part of 02:42 recovery. This part of recovery seems scary at first but 02:46 once you get it oh man, it is awesome, it is awesome. 02:50 And I pray that for you. 02:51 Until next time I want you always to remember that 02:53 God is crazy about you and me too. 02:56 God bless and we will see you soon, until then trust Him 03:00 turn it over and when you do you will be blessed. |
Revised 2014-12-17