3ABN Worship Hour

The Silence of God

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00:27 Hello, I'm Jill Morikone
00:28 and welcome to another 3ABN Worship Hour.
00:31 I love this hour that we have together
00:33 where we can open up the Word of God,
00:35 we can study together.
00:36 Have you ever experienced the silence of God?
00:40 Have you ever gone through a trial
00:42 or walked through a circumstance
00:44 or just been in some situation where you wondered,
00:47 where are You God?
00:48 I'm not hearing You talk back.
00:50 I'm not sensing Your presence.
00:53 Where are You?
00:55 I'm going through a silent time, as it were.
00:58 I was driving once and saw,
01:00 you know, the little marquee outside of a church
01:03 and it said, the teacher is always silent
01:05 when the test is given.
01:08 Are you going through a testing time?
01:10 Does it seem like the teacher meaning God
01:13 is silent right now in your life?
01:17 This message today is entitled, The Silence of God,
01:21 what we are to do and what God does
01:25 when we think He's apparently silent.
01:28 He's not silent at all.
01:29 He's actually working in our behalf.
01:32 That's where we're gonna look at today.
01:34 You know, God has always desired connection
01:36 with His people.
01:37 From the very beginning in the Garden of Eden,
01:40 we have Adam and Eve, what?
01:42 God walked with them and talked with them
01:46 through the cool of the day, every evening,
01:49 He met with them as His children.
01:52 He always desired to dwell with His people.
01:54 Of course, sin entered this world
01:56 and brought a disconnection.
01:58 There was that disconnection
01:59 God could no longer be in the presence
02:02 of sinful human beings
02:03 because sin cannot be in the presence of God.
02:06 And so God said,
02:07 "I still want to dwell with My people,
02:09 I love My people, I want to be with them."
02:12 We read in Exodus 25:8,
02:14 "Let them make Me a sanctuary, that I may dwell among them."
02:19 As you look at the Old Testament
02:21 all the way through to the New
02:22 you see this concept of God desiring to dwell
02:26 with His people.
02:28 In Hebrew, the word is Shakan, it just means to dwell,
02:33 to settle down, to abide.
02:35 God wants to settle down with us,
02:37 He wants to abide with us.
02:39 We see the same word in Exodus 29:46,
02:42 "They should know that I am the Lord their God,
02:45 who brought them out of the land of Egypt," why?
02:47 "That I may dwell among them."
02:50 Shakan. God wants to abide.
02:52 He wants to settle down.
02:54 He wants to take up residence with us.
02:57 We see the same word in 1 Kings 6:13,
03:01 "I will dwell among the sons of Israel,
03:05 and will not forsake My people Israel."
03:07 The same word dwell, Shakan.
03:10 We have the same word in Zechariah 2:10,
03:13 "'Sing for joy, and be glad, O daughter of Zion!
03:16 For behold, I am coming
03:18 and I will dwell in your midst,'
03:21 says the Lord."
03:22 Then we jump over to the New Testament.
03:24 Remember, in the Old Testament,
03:25 God actually dwelt with His people
03:27 with Adam and Eve physically,
03:29 and then sin brought that separation,
03:31 and God dwelt with His people through the sanctuary,
03:34 His presence was there,
03:35 but we get to the New Testament in the Book of John
03:38 and we discover that Jesus came in flesh
03:42 that He could physically dwell with His people again.
03:46 We see then in John 1:14.
03:48 Now it's not the Hebrew word.
03:49 Now it's the Greek word skenoo, but it means the same thing,
03:52 to have one's tent to dwell, to reside.
03:57 John 1:14,
03:59 "And the Word it became flesh and dwelt among us."
04:03 There's our word dwelt.
04:05 "And we beheld His glory,
04:06 as of the only begotten from the Father,
04:09 full of grace and truth."
04:11 Now, of course, Jesus ascended to heaven,
04:13 and the Holy Spirit was sent to dwell with you and I,
04:18 we know in 1 Corinthians 6:19
04:20 that the Holy Spirit dwells in us,
04:22 we are the temple of God
04:23 through the power of the Holy Spirit.
04:26 Again, Christ wants to dwell in our hearts through faith.
04:31 And then we get all the way to the end of the Bible,
04:34 Revelation 21.
04:35 And we're going to dwell with God for all eternity.
04:38 Revelation 21:3,
04:39 "I heard a loud voice from the throne saying,
04:42 'Behold, the tabernacle of God is among men,
04:45 and He will dwell with them,"
04:48 there's a word dwell,
04:49 "they shall be His people
04:50 and God Himself will be among them."
04:53 God has always wanted to be with His people.
04:56 God has always had a people
04:57 that He has a special relationship with.
05:01 Think of Enoch,
05:02 he had such a special relationship with God,
05:04 what happened to him?
05:05 Enoch walked with God
05:07 and he was not for God took him.
05:10 He had such a special relationship with God
05:12 that he was translated to heaven.
05:13 Think of Noah,
05:15 he had an incredibly special relationship with God.
05:17 Now you might say,
05:18 "Well, then, what about all the other inhabitants
05:21 of the antediluvian world?
05:22 Was God's singling out?" No, not at all.
05:25 Everyone was invited to be on the ark,
05:28 everyone was invited to safety,
05:29 but only eight people made that choice,
05:32 that they wanted God to be their God too.
05:35 And they wanted to dwell with Him.
05:37 Think of Abraham or Isaac, Jacob, Joseph, Moses,
05:41 these are people throughout the Old Testament
05:43 that God had a special relationship with.
05:45 God wants a special relationship with you,
05:48 but what if you can't find Him?
05:50 What if you can't feel His presence?
05:54 What if you can't sense His favor?
05:57 What then?
05:58 What are we to do as Christians?
06:01 As people who have accepted God,
06:03 what do we do with the silence of God?
06:06 Let's pray.
06:08 Holy Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus.
06:10 And we thank You that
06:12 even in the apparent silence of You,
06:16 when it seems like we can't see You,
06:18 or sense You or hear You,
06:20 we thank You that
06:21 You are even then working in our behalf.
06:26 Would You open up our minds and hearts to see You,
06:29 to experience You in a new way through the power of Your Word,
06:34 and the anointing of Your Holy Spirit,
06:37 and we thank You in Jesus' name.
06:39 Amen.
06:40 Greg and I were in Phoenix, Arizona.
06:42 And we were there, 3ABN,
06:45 we were doing an evangelistic series.
06:46 This was several years ago.
06:48 And right at the end of the church service,
06:52 we came out
06:54 and we were kind of at the back of the church
06:55 and a woman came up to me, and she said,
06:57 "You know what, Jill?"
06:58 She said, "I really want to talk to you."
07:00 And I said, "Oh, that's great."
07:01 Because I love to talk to people.
07:03 And I said,
07:04 "Yeah, let's step over here.
07:05 So we kind of went to this alcove
07:07 at the side of the church."
07:08 And she said,
07:09 "I read an article that you wrote
07:11 in the Adventist Review
07:13 about you and your husband's infertility."
07:17 And instantly, my mind went to something
07:20 that had happened fairly recently at 3ABN
07:22 just before this time.
07:25 A woman called in, she was from New York.
07:27 Now that's nothing against New York,
07:29 it just happened to be where she was from.
07:32 And she called in and she said,
07:33 "Jill," she said,
07:35 "I understand you and your husband
07:37 would like to have children."
07:38 Because Greg and I have been very open
07:40 about our infertility journey for the last 19 years.
07:44 She said, "I understand you and your husband
07:46 would like to have children,
07:47 I want you to know,
07:49 if you made my recipe for beef stew,
07:53 you're gonna have a baby."
07:55 And I said, "Okay, thank you, ma'am."
07:57 And she said, "No, no, are you writing down the recipe?"
08:00 And I said, "Okay, I'll write down the recipe."
08:03 So I remember scribbling I'm at my desk at work,
08:06 scribbling down two pounds of beef,
08:07 and so much celery, and so many onions.
08:11 And then she said,
08:12 "Now, I want to make sure that
08:13 you make this recipe
08:15 because if in three months,
08:16 I watch 3ABN,
08:18 and there's nothing happening with your tummy,
08:20 I'm going to come to 3ABN,
08:23 and I'm going to cook beef stew for you."
08:25 And so when this lady in Phoenix said,
08:28 "I read the article that you wrote
08:29 about your journey with infertility."
08:31 And I thought,
08:32 "Oh, please, God, are we going to get
08:33 another recipe for beef stew."
08:35 But it had nothing to do with that at all.
08:37 She said,
08:39 "My husband and I had a journey.
08:42 I'd like to tell you about it."
08:43 And I said, "Of course."
08:45 She said, "We tried for 10 years
08:47 to have children,
08:48 and we could not have children.
08:50 And then we decided we're going to adopt,
08:53 we were going to adopt two little girls from overseas.
08:57 We got their pictures.
08:58 We put their pictures on the fridge.
09:01 We named them."
09:03 And I forget the names.
09:04 We can call them Sara and Mary, I don't remember.
09:07 "We named them.
09:09 We prayed for them.
09:11 For the day they were already our girls in our hearts.
09:14 We're just waiting for the paperwork.
09:16 They would come from overseas,
09:18 and they would be our girls forever.
09:20 We prayed every day over their lives.
09:23 Their pictures were on the fridge.
09:25 We paid a great deal of money for this adoption.
09:31 And then one day we got the news that the two girls
09:35 who were going to be ours,
09:37 the two girls that we already considered our daughters
09:41 have been sold in the sex slave trade."
09:47 And she began to cry.
09:48 And she said,
09:49 "Everyday, Jill, every day,
09:51 I live with the knowledge that the girls
09:54 who were supposed to have been mine are being abused,
09:58 and they might even be dead, I don't know.
10:00 And it had been several years since that experience."
10:06 She said,
10:07 "What if I cried at God?
10:09 But He's not hearing me.
10:11 He is silent.
10:13 Is He even listening right now to what I am going through."
10:19 You know the children of Israel,
10:20 they experienced the silence of God.
10:23 Turn with me to the Book of Exodus.
10:26 After Joseph died,
10:28 they increased in numbers that they multiplied supernaturally.
10:32 They're in Egypt 'cause they were there in Egypt
10:33 for 400 years.
10:35 And in Exodus 1:7
10:37 we have five verbs that describe
10:39 the supernatural multiplication of the children
10:42 of Israel and Egypt.
10:44 Exodus 1:7, it says,
10:46 "But the children of Israel were fruitful,"
10:48 that's verb number one,
10:49 "and increased abundantly,"
10:51 number two,
10:52 "multiplied and grew exceedingly mighty,
10:57 and the land was filled with them."
10:59 Now the new king who arose did not know Joseph,
11:02 and he began to feel threatened by the children of Israel.
11:06 The first thing he decided to do
11:08 was to force them into servitude.
11:10 They had to make bricks in cities
11:12 and service in the land of Egypt,
11:14 and they became slaves in bondage in Egypt.
11:19 The second thing he decided to do
11:20 when he thought this forced slave labor was not enough.
11:23 He decided to kill all the newborn baby boys
11:27 who were born to the Israelites.
11:30 They were in slavery, they were in bondage.
11:33 They cried out to God, for how long?
11:36 Four hundred years.
11:38 God promised to deliver them.
11:40 Yet it could have appeared as if for 400 years,
11:45 they were left in slavery.
11:46 They were left to languish.
11:48 I want to tell you right now when it seems God is silent,
11:52 He is not absent.
11:53 When it seems God is silent, He is not still.
11:57 When it seems God is silent, He is not finished.
12:01 You know Job cried out the same anguished cry,
12:04 where are You God?
12:06 We see this in Job 30:20.
12:09 "I cry out to You," he's talking to God,
12:11 "I cry out to You, but You do not answer me.
12:14 I stand up, and You regard me."
12:18 It says in the NIV,
12:19 "I cry out to you, God, but you do not answer.
12:23 I stand up, but you merely look at me."
12:27 It says in the New Living Translation,
12:28 "I cry to you, O God, but you don't answer.
12:33 I stand before you, but you don't even look."
12:38 Have you ever felt like that?
12:40 Have you felt like God I'm crying out to You?
12:43 Where are You? Are You answering me?
12:46 Are You just merely looking at me?
12:48 Or are You not even seen the difficulty I'm in,
12:52 the trouble I'm in.
12:54 What I am experiencing right now?
12:57 Jesus did the same thing. We see this in Psalm 22.
12:59 This is a messianic Psalm speaking of Jesus on the cross.
13:04 Psalm 22:1-2, He's crying,
13:06 "My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?
13:11 Why are You so far from helping Me,
13:14 and from the words of My groaning?
13:16 O My God, I cry in the daytime, but You do not hear.
13:22 I cry in the night season, and am not silent."
13:27 When it seems God is silent.
13:29 We are called to trust the promise,
13:33 not the perception.
13:35 We are called to trust Him in the storm,
13:37 as well as in the sunshine.
13:38 We're called to trust Him by faith,
13:42 not by how we feel inside.
13:46 I want to talk to you today about seven things that God
13:49 is doing when it appears that He is silent.
13:53 You see that you and I it might seem
13:55 that He's not doing anything.
13:56 It might seem that He's walked away.
13:58 It might seem that He has neglected us
14:01 or is ignoring you, but He's not.
14:04 There are seven things that He is doing
14:06 even in the midst of these seemingly silent times.
14:12 Number one, He hears.
14:15 Let's go back to Exodus.
14:16 Exodus 2, this is the children of Israel.
14:18 Remember, they are in bondage slave labor for 400 years.
14:22 They're in Egypt, their newborn baby boys are being killed
14:26 and murdered by the Pharaoh.
14:27 They're in Egypt.
14:29 And yet in the midst of their fire,
14:30 in the midst of when it seemed that God might be silent,
14:34 He was actually listening.
14:36 God hears.
14:37 Exodus 2:23,
14:38 "Then the children of Israel groaned because of the bondage,
14:42 and they cried out, and their cry came up to God
14:45 because of the bondage.
14:46 So God heard their groaning."
14:48 What's that word? God hears.
14:50 "He heard their groaning, and God remembered
14:53 His covenant with Abraham,
14:55 with Isaac, and with Jacob."
14:58 I want to tell you today when it seems like God
15:00 is not listening, when it seems like God
15:02 is silent in your life, He hears you.
15:06 Exodus 3:7,
15:08 "The Lord said,
15:09 'I have surely seen the oppression
15:12 of My people who are in Egypt,
15:14 and I have heard their cry
15:16 because of their taskmasters,
15:18 for I know their sorrows.'"
15:21 Psalm 34:15, David tells us the same thing,
15:24 "The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous,
15:26 and His ears are open to their cry."
15:30 So I want to tell you today,
15:31 if you are walking in a silent time,
15:33 if you are going through a time
15:35 when it appears that God is silent,
15:38 He's listening.
15:40 God hears you.
15:41 Anytime you open up your heart,
15:44 anytime you cry out to God, He hears you.
15:47 What's the second thing He's doing?
15:49 He cares.
15:51 I don't know if you've ever experienced this,
15:55 but there have been times, and I've actually been guilty
15:58 of this myself, I have my cell phone here,
16:00 someone might be talking with me,
16:01 might be in a meeting visiting in my office,
16:04 and I'm listening to them, I'm looking them in the eye.
16:07 I'm hearing them.
16:10 And then all of a sudden, a text comes in something
16:12 urgent happens, and my eyes shift from the person
16:15 and I look down here,
16:17 "Oh, I got to take care of this."
16:18 Oh, this is happening.
16:19 Has that ever happened to you?
16:21 Where maybe you're distracted
16:22 from the conversation you're involved in.
16:24 When it happens to you, what do you feel like?
16:27 I don't know about you, but I kind of feel like
16:28 maybe that person doesn't care so much.
16:30 Or maybe they're not really interested.
16:33 Or maybe they're not really focused
16:36 or paying attention,
16:37 but God doesn't just hear us.
16:39 God cares.
16:40 God is focused and pays attention.
16:43 Matthew 10, Jesus tells us the story
16:45 of not even a sparrow falls to the ground,
16:49 but God notices.
16:50 Now you think about the sparrows,
16:51 who are the sparrows?
16:53 They're not beautiful, like the bluebirds
16:55 and the cardinals and all of that.
16:56 And we say, it's a common everyday sparrow,
17:00 not even a sparrow falls to the ground,
17:03 but that God does not see and hear and care about that.
17:09 Psalm 34:18,
17:10 "The Lord is near the brokenhearted,
17:13 and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
17:16 So when it seems that God is silent in your life,
17:20 He hears, He cares.
17:22 Number three, He understands.
17:26 You know, if you're going through a difficult time,
17:27 sometimes you might not need advice.
17:29 You just want a listening ear or need to know that someone
17:31 cares or someone understands, or just hears
17:35 where you're coming from, you know what?
17:37 Jesus does.
17:38 Hebrews 4:14-16, I love this.
17:43 There's an inherent need in all of us to be understood.
17:46 And you might say, "Well, my spouse doesn't understand
17:48 or my kids don't understand, my boss doesn't understand,
17:51 Jesus understands.
17:53 Hebrews 4:14-16,
17:57 "Seeing then we have a great High Priest
18:00 who has passed through the heavens,
18:02 Jesus the Son of God,
18:03 let us hold fast to our confession.
18:06 For we do not have a High Priest
18:08 who cannot sympathize
18:10 or be touched with our weaknesses,
18:13 or the feelings of our infirmities,
18:16 but was in all points tempted like as we are,
18:19 yet without sin.
18:21 Let us therefore come boldly before the throne
18:24 of grace that we may obtain mercy
18:27 and find grace to help in our time of need."
18:30 What does Jesus understand?
18:31 Jesus clearly understands temptation.
18:34 Turn with me to the Book of Luke.
18:35 We look at the temptation of Jesus.
18:38 This is right after baptism.
18:40 Remember, he went out,
18:41 the spirit led him into the wilderness,
18:43 and he was tempted of the devil for 40 days.
18:46 Luke 4:1 and the first part of verse 2,
18:49 "Then Jesus, being filled with the Holy Spirit,
18:52 returned from Jordan and was led by the Spirit
18:56 into the wilderness, being tempted for,"
18:58 one day, two days, five days,
19:01 "forty days by the devil."
19:04 Can you imagine going through something like that?
19:06 Forty days of temptation.
19:10 Unrelenting, consistent, Jesus understands temptation.
19:15 Are you going through an experience
19:17 where you feel you're being tempted
19:18 beyond your strength to endure?
19:20 Are you wrestling with addictions?
19:23 Are you going through that and saying,
19:25 "Well, no one understands the trouble I'm in,
19:27 no one understands this temptation
19:30 is so strong for me."
19:32 Jesus, He understands temptation.
19:35 Not only that, He understands hunger.
19:37 If you keep reading in verse 2,
19:38 we're in Luke 4 the second half of verse 2.
19:40 "He was there forty days tempted by the devil.
19:43 And in those days He ate nothing,
19:47 and afterward, He was hungry."
19:49 Now I don't know about you.
19:51 If you've ever fasted,
19:52 I have gone a meal without any food.
19:56 I've gone a day without any food.
19:59 I've gone a couple of days.
20:01 I have never gone a week without food.
20:02 Never.
20:03 I've never gone a month, 40 days with no food.
20:08 Anytime you think, but I'm hungry,
20:10 but I'm tempted.
20:12 Jesus understands that.
20:13 He also understands poverty.
20:15 Matthew 8:20.
20:17 Matthew 8:20,
20:18 "And Jesus said to them,
20:20 'Foxes they have holes
20:21 and birds of the air have nests,
20:23 but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.'"
20:27 Are you homeless?
20:28 Do you not have enough money to put food on the table?
20:32 Do you not have enough money to make it
20:34 through the week?
20:35 Are you in poverty?
20:37 Jesus understands poverty.
20:39 He also understands weariness.
20:41 We're in John Chapter 4.
20:43 This is, of course, the woman at the well Jesus experience
20:45 with a woman of Samaria there.
20:47 John 4:6,
20:48 "Now Jacob's well was there.
20:50 Jesus therefore, being wearied from His journey,
20:55 sat by the well.
20:57 It was about the sixth hour."
20:58 Now John kind of clearly said Jacob's well was there
21:00 and Jesus came to the well,
21:02 the disciples went in to buy food,
21:03 and then the woman came out,
21:05 but I find it interesting that he said
21:07 Jesus was wearied by His journey.
21:11 Jesus understands weariness.
21:14 If you feel overworked, or overtaxed,
21:17 or going through certain circumstances,
21:19 you say, "Boy, I am weary."
21:21 I just spoke yesterday with a new father.
21:23 And I said, "I'm so proud of you
21:25 'cause we actually know this person."
21:26 And I said,
21:28 "I'm so proud of you being a dad and all of that."
21:29 And he said,
21:31 "I'm just lucky to get sleep.
21:32 I am so tired.
21:35 Every time the baby sleeps, I can take a nap."
21:38 Jesus, He understands weariness.
21:40 Not just that, Jesus, He understands disappointment.
21:43 Luke 13:34.
21:46 Luke 13:34,
21:48 Jesus is speaking, He says,
21:49 "O Jerusalem, Jerusalem,
21:51 the one who kills the prophets
21:53 and stones those who were sent to her!
21:56 How often I wanted to gather your children together,
22:00 as a hen gathers her brood under her wings,
22:04 but you would not,
22:06 or it says you were not willing."
22:09 Do you think about it?
22:11 The children of Israel were God's chosen possession.
22:14 If you read in Deuteronomy,
22:15 if you read in Exodus 19,
22:17 they were a chosen people,
22:20 above all the people on the earth
22:22 and they weren't chosen because they were rich,
22:24 or because they were intelligent,
22:25 or because they were good looking,
22:26 or strong, or anything.
22:28 They were chosen because God loved them.
22:30 And because they were to be His special people.
22:34 They were to be a light set on a hill,
22:36 they were to spread the message of the one God,
22:40 Jehovah, to the entire world.
22:44 And yet they had failed in that mission.
22:46 And not only that, when Jesus came,
22:48 most of them, some people recognize,
22:50 but most of them failed to recognize
22:53 that He was the Messiah,
22:54 that He was there long looked for deliverer.
22:59 You think Jesus understands disappointment.
23:01 He wanted these people to accept Him.
23:04 He wanted, He came to die for them.
23:08 And yet, He wanted to gather them together.
23:11 He wanted to save them.
23:13 And they would not allow that.
23:14 Jesus understands disappointment.
23:18 Jesus understands rejection, John 6.
23:20 John 6:66-67.
23:23 Now before this time, remember, the popularity
23:26 of Jesus was so strong, I think about the healing
23:29 of the paralytic, just before then Jesus
23:31 healed that leper.
23:33 And it said, the fame of Jesus spread abroad
23:35 throughout Galilee and the entire region.
23:38 And He was so popular that people flocked from all
23:42 over to see Him, to hear Him, to be healed by Him.
23:46 Remember, when the paralytic was healed,
23:48 it was so many people in the house
23:50 that they had to open up the roof and let Him down.
23:53 So before this time, many people are following Jesus,
23:56 He's hailed as the coming King.
23:58 And yet what happens in John 6?
24:00 John 6:66,
24:03 "From that time many of His disciples went back
24:06 and walked with Him no more.
24:09 Then Jesus said to the twelve,
24:11 'Are you also going to leave me?
24:13 Will you also go away?'"
24:14 And of course, Simon Peter, the first one to always speak.
24:17 What did he say?
24:18 Lord, to whom will we go?
24:21 You have the words of life.
24:23 So Jesus, He understands rejection,
24:25 He understands what it's like to have people walk with You.
24:29 People love You.
24:30 People be part of Your inner circle,
24:33 and then turn around and walk away.
24:36 Jesus also understand sorrow.
24:38 Matthew 26:38.
24:40 Now this is, of course, right before the crucifixion.
24:44 This is the garden of Gethsemane experience.
24:46 And he says,
24:48 "He said to them,
24:49 'My soul is exceedingly sorrowful,
24:51 even to death.
24:52 Stay here and watch with Me.'"
24:56 Jesus understands death.
24:58 Remember Mary, Martha, and Lazarus
24:59 were His special friends and companions.
25:03 And Lazarus died.
25:05 And it says in John 11:35, that "Jesus wept."
25:08 Now did He weep because of their hardness of heart? Yes.
25:11 Did He weep because they did not understand
25:14 that He was the Messiah,
25:15 and He was the resurrection and the life?
25:17 Yes.
25:18 But I believe He also wept because they were His friends,
25:21 and their grief was His grief as well.
25:25 Jesus also understood loneliness,
25:28 and the silence of God.
25:29 We see this in Matthew 27.
25:31 This is, of course, Jesus on the cross.
25:33 Matthew 27:46,
25:35 "About the ninth hour
25:37 Jesus cried out with a loud voice
25:39 saying, 'Eli, Eli, lama,'
25:42 I can't pronounce that,
25:43 "that is, 'My God, My God,
25:46 why have you forsaken Me?'"
25:48 So anytime you go through a silent time,
25:52 when it feels that God is apparently silent,
25:55 and you say, but I'm tempted, Jesus was,
25:58 but you say, but I'm hungry, Jesus was,
26:01 but you say I don't have, I'm weary
26:03 and I'm worn out and I'm tired with a fight,
26:05 Jesus was, you say, but I've encountered rejection
26:08 and disappointment.
26:10 And there was all these trials against me,
26:12 that happened to Jesus.
26:14 You say, but I'm dealing with sorrow,
26:15 or someone I love dearly has just died.
26:18 Or I'm dealing with loneliness.
26:20 Jesus understands because He went through all of that.
26:25 What else does He do?
26:26 He hears, He cares, He understands, He comforts.
26:31 How does He comfort us?
26:32 He comforts us by His Word.
26:34 Psalm 119. Turn with me there.
26:36 Psalm 119:49-50,
26:39 "Remember the word to Your servant,
26:41 upon which You have caused me to hope.
26:45 This is my comfort in my affliction,
26:49 Your word it has given me life."
26:52 So when you walk through a silent time,
26:55 when you say, but God, I can't see You.
26:57 He's listening.
26:58 But God, I can't hear You.
27:00 He cares for you.
27:02 But God, do you even know what I'm going through.
27:04 He understands.
27:05 But not only that, He wants to bring you comfort.
27:08 And how does He bring us comfort in those silent times?
27:11 How does He bring us comfort in those dark times?
27:14 Open up the Word of God.
27:15 Discover the promises in His Word.
27:19 His Word brings life.
27:21 His Word brings power.
27:23 His Word brings peace.
27:25 2 Corinthians 1:20,
27:27 "All of His promises are Yes and Amen in Christ Jesus."
27:31 I just talked to a woman
27:33 a couple of weeks ago on the phone,
27:35 she called the office.
27:36 And she said, "Jill, I just I'm so alone,
27:38 and nobody loves me.
27:39 And my life is miserable.
27:41 And I just really, I don't know,
27:44 I read the Bible, and I'm not getting anything.
27:46 I just need help. I need hope.
27:48 I need encouragement."
27:50 I said, "How are you reading the Word of God?"
27:52 'Cause you and I can open up the Bible.
27:54 And we can read and say,
27:56 "Okay, I'm supposed to read a chapter today
27:57 because that's what good Christians do."
27:58 So this is what I'm supposed to do.
28:00 And I'm going to open up.
28:01 And I'm going to start reading Ezekiel.
28:03 "The Word of the Lord came to me again, saying,
28:04 'Son of man, say to the prince of Tyre.
28:06 Thus says the Lord God."
28:07 Okay, are you going to get anything
28:10 from that study of the Word?
28:12 Maybe not.
28:13 First things when we go to the Word,
28:15 we ask God for the anointing of His Holy Spirit
28:18 to enlighten our mind and understanding.
28:20 The second thing, open up and find
28:23 where Jesus is speaking to you.
28:25 Find those promises in the Word of God,
28:29 claim them over your life, I love to write them down.
28:32 And I've pulled them out and I read them
28:35 and read them again,
28:36 when I need them the most.
28:38 The Word of God has power to bring comfort.
28:42 Pray the Word of God back to Him.
28:44 Read those scriptures aloud.
28:47 Romans 4:17.
28:48 It says,
28:50 "That he calls those things that are not
28:52 as though they already were."
28:53 So you might feel like,
28:55 "Well, I'm not accepted, and I'm not beloved,
28:57 and I'm not chosen, and I'm not forgiven."
29:00 Look at what the Word of God says about you.
29:03 And then claim those promises over your life.
29:06 So He comforts us by His Word, He comforts us by His Spirit.
29:10 That's in 2 Corinthians 1:3-4.
29:14 And there's actually five words
29:17 that are used here five times, sorry,
29:19 the word comfort is used here.
29:21 And it's used in reference to the Holy Spirit.
29:24 2 Corinthians 1:3-4,
29:26 "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
29:29 the Father of mercies and God of all comfort,"
29:32 there's the first time we see the word comfort,
29:34 "who comforts us,"
29:36 there's the second time,
29:38 "in all our tribulation,
29:40 that we may be able to comfort
29:44 those who are in trouble, with the comfort
29:48 which we ourselves are comforted by God."
29:53 Now all of those words for comfort,
29:56 come from the word parakletos or derivative of that word.
30:01 And parakletos, of course,
30:02 is used to refer to the Holy Spirit,
30:05 someone who calls to one's aid, who comforts,
30:09 who brings encouragement.
30:11 We see that in John 16:7.
30:13 "Nevertheless I tell you the truth."
30:15 Jesus is speaking here.
30:17 He says, "I tell you the truth.
30:19 It is to your advantage that I go away,
30:23 for if I don't go away, the Helper,"
30:24 the parakletos that is the Holy Spirit,
30:27 "will not come to you,
30:29 but if I depart, I will send Him to you."
30:33 So how does God comfort us?
30:34 He comforts us by the power of His Word,
30:36 claim those promises over your life.
30:38 He comforts us by the power of His Holy Spirit.
30:41 He also comforts us by His presence.
30:44 Psalm 23:4,
30:47 "Yea, though I walk
30:49 through the valley of the shadow of death,
30:51 I will fear no evil, for You are with me,
30:56 Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me."
31:00 He comforts us by His presence.
31:03 So God hears, God understands, God cares, God comforts.
31:06 Number five, God accompanies.
31:09 Do you feel like you're alone?
31:11 You feel like,
31:12 "Well, I have the Word.
31:13 Well, I do have the Holy Spirit,
31:15 but I'm still not really sure about this God."
31:17 He walks with us in the midst of the difficulty.
31:22 Isaiah 43. I love the Book of Isaiah.
31:24 We have the Book of Judgment,
31:26 which would be like the first 39 chapters,
31:28 and then jumping into Chapter 40 to Chapter 66,
31:31 we have the Book of Comfort.
31:34 There's incredible promises in the second half
31:36 of the Book of Isaiah.
31:38 We're in Isaiah 43:1,
31:40 "But now, thus says the Lord,
31:44 who created you, O Jacob."
31:47 You can put your name in there.
31:48 "And He who formed you, O Israel, 'Fear not.'"
31:51 Why do we not have to be afraid?
31:53 "For He has redeemed us.
31:56 He has called us by name, we belong to Him."
31:59 Now here it comes the verse 2,
32:00 "When you pass through the waters,
32:02 when you walk through the silent times,
32:03 when you have difficulties, I will be with you.
32:08 When you pass through the waters,
32:11 I will be with you,
32:13 and through the rivers,
32:15 they shall not overflow you.
32:16 When you walk through the fire,
32:19 you will not be burned,
32:20 nor will the flame scorch you."
32:22 So what is He saying to us?
32:24 What is God saying to us?
32:26 He's saying when you enter the fiery furnace,
32:29 you might not be delivered from the fiery furnace,
32:32 but I will walk with you in the midst of the fiery furnace.
32:37 I love that.
32:38 In Hebrews 13:5, He says,
32:40 "I'll never leave you nor forsake you."
32:42 Joshua 1:9, remember,
32:43 Joshua took over the leadership of the children
32:46 of Israel after the death of Moses,
32:49 and he's given this promise,
32:51 "The Lord your God will go with you wherever you go."
32:56 So it does not mean
32:57 that you and I will not have silent times,
32:59 it does not mean that we will not encounter grief and pain,
33:04 maybe death, trouble and tribulation,
33:07 but it means that God walks with us
33:11 in the midst of that circumstance.
33:13 Let's look at number six.
33:15 What does He do?
33:16 He answers.
33:18 Now the answer is not maybe always what we want,
33:21 or what we pray for, or what we expect,
33:26 but He always answers.
33:28 Now when I was growing up,
33:30 I'm gonna take a little diversion here.
33:31 When I was growing up, I was always taught.
33:33 There were three answers to prayer.
33:35 I don't know if you were taught that.
33:37 Yes.
33:38 Maybe?
33:40 No.
33:42 Were you taught that?
33:43 God sometimes says yes,
33:45 sometimes says maybe, sometimes says no.
33:48 In my study, I think there's actually
33:50 four answers to prayer.
33:51 The first answer is way over here.
33:54 This is no, not yet.
33:57 This is very similar to the maybe here or the wait,
34:00 it just simply means it might be a yes,
34:03 but the yes is not right now.
34:04 It is a time of waiting.
34:07 And I don't know about you, but I'm not very good
34:09 at waiting when I wait in line at the grocery store.
34:12 I think, can they not hurry up?
34:15 When I go through the grocery store, people sometimes laugh,
34:19 strangers come up and say, why are you in such a rush?
34:21 'Cause I can actually run in the grocery store.
34:24 So it just seems like I don't like to wait.
34:28 And yet there are times in the life of a Christian
34:31 when we are called to wait.
34:34 The answer is no, not yet.
34:38 And during that waiting time,
34:41 we have opportunity to petition the throne of grace.
34:45 We have opportunity to grow in grace in our own characters.
34:50 We have opportunity to trust our Heavenly Father,
34:54 and to bloom where He has planted us
34:57 with what He has put in our hands right then,
35:01 not pining for what we don't have,
35:03 not wishing for something else, but just being thankful
35:06 and grateful for what God has given us then.
35:09 So that's number one is no, not yet.
35:11 This is the waiting answer.
35:14 The second answer to prayer is no
35:18 because I love you too much.
35:21 This is the anguish of the no
35:22 because it's already been given.
35:23 It's not the waiting.
35:25 Oh, it might be a yes, it might be a no,
35:27 I'm not sure, this is the no.
35:29 And it's been given.
35:31 And the answer might go against your deepest prayer.
35:33 It might go against your heart's desire.
35:36 It might go against everything you ever wanted,
35:39 or ever hoped for and dreamed.
35:41 So I want to ask you, how can love be a no?
35:44 How can this answer to prayer be from God no?
35:48 I love you too much.
35:50 How is that even possible?
35:52 I think there's at least three reasons why love says no.
35:54 The first reason is protection.
35:57 Love creates boundaries for our safety.
36:02 Those of you who have children,
36:03 if your child were to go up and were to touch up
36:06 stove that was super hot, what would you say?
36:08 Oh, honey, just do whatever you want.
36:10 You wouldn't say that.
36:11 You would say no, when you would run
36:13 to pull their hand back.
36:14 Why? Because love is protection.
36:18 Sometimes no is to protect you and I from being burned.
36:22 Or you and I from being hit in the street
36:25 if we were to run out in front of a car.
36:27 That's another time where you would yell at your child to say
36:30 no get back from the street because no is protection.
36:35 No is also ownership.
36:39 Love is protection.
36:41 Love is ownership.
36:43 Now what do I mean by that?
36:45 There's two types of jealousy.
36:47 I used to always believe that jealousy was only ungodly,
36:49 but I don't believe that because God is jealous
36:52 over you and I as His children.
36:55 Ungodly jealousy is jealous of,
36:59 this would be I'm jealous of someone else's position,
37:02 or someone else's spouse,
37:05 or someone else's looks, or someone else's car,
37:08 or money, or what at friends
37:12 that would be jealous of something
37:13 that we don't have ownership over does not belong to us,
37:16 that is ungodly jealousy.
37:19 Godly jealousy is the jealousy God has over you and I,
37:22 this is jealous for, meaning, God owns us.
37:27 We belong to Him.
37:29 He created us, He redeemed us.
37:32 We are His children.
37:34 This godly jealousy is when you belong to someone.
37:39 They have a godly jealousy over you.
37:40 So they want nothing between you and them
37:45 or the object of that love.
37:47 So in other words, this means sometimes love is a no
37:52 because of ownership.
37:53 Sometimes God says no in my own heart and life
37:57 to something I want, something I've asked for
38:00 because He says Jill if it were a yes, that yes,
38:05 would lead to separation between you and Me.
38:07 And I love you so much.
38:10 I will not give anything into your life
38:13 that could pull us apart
38:15 or separate us from each other.
38:19 Love is a no because of protection.
38:21 Love is sometimes a no because of ownership.
38:23 Love is also sometimes a no because of sacrifice.
38:27 What do I mean by that?
38:28 Think about Jesus, before He went to the cross
38:31 in the garden of Gethsemane falling prostrate
38:35 before the Father, what did He cry out?
38:38 Please God, if it's possible, let this cup pass from Me.
38:43 What does that mean?
38:44 He did not want to go to the cross.
38:46 His humanity shrank from the sacrifice,
38:50 shrank from going to the cross,
38:54 shrank from the separation from His father.
38:57 And yet what did God say?
38:59 He said, "No." Why?
39:02 Because He wanted you and I to be saved.
39:06 Sometimes love is a no because that sacrifice
39:11 involves someone else's salvation
39:15 as in Jesus' sacrifice involved salvation for the entire world.
39:20 So we have those four answers to prayer.
39:22 No, not yet.
39:23 This is the waiting time where we learn to wait on God.
39:27 Then we have no because God loves us too much
39:31 to allow it to be a yes.
39:33 And sometimes that's because of protection for us.
39:35 Sometimes it's because of ownership.
39:37 And He wants to make sure there's no idols in our heart
39:40 between Him and us.
39:42 Sometimes the sacrifice, I think of the missionaries.
39:47 Jim Elliot, Elisabeth Elliot, if you think about that
39:50 incredible story of sacrifice, giving their lives
39:55 so that the gospel could go forward to the native people,
40:00 that is a sacrifice.
40:02 The third answer to prayer is yes.
40:06 I thought you would never ask.
40:07 You know, James 4:2 says what?
40:10 "You have not because you ask not."
40:13 So ask and seek and find.
40:15 How many times does God want to bless your life?
40:17 How many times does He want to open up doors for ministry?
40:20 How many times does He want to do a new thing in your life
40:24 and we never ask?
40:26 You know, every time I read Psalm 2:8,
40:28 I'm reminded of that.
40:30 Psalm 2:8 says,
40:32 "Ask of Me, and I will give You the heathen
40:35 for Your inheritance,
40:36 and the uttermost parts of the earth
40:38 for Your possession."
40:40 What does that say to you? I don't know.
40:42 I can't say what it says to you because I don't know,
40:44 but I can tell you what it says to me.
40:46 It says to me,
40:49 that there might...
40:53 Not be someone in the kingdom
40:56 because I neglected to pray
40:58 because I neglected to ask for their salvation.
41:02 If you and I are challenged here to ask God,
41:05 for the heathen for our inheritance,
41:07 if we are challenged to ask God,
41:10 for the salvation of our family and our friends
41:12 and our neighbors and our enemies and our co-workers.
41:16 That's our responsibility.
41:18 He says, yes, you have not because you ask not.
41:21 What do we ask for?
41:22 We ask for the conversion of family and friends,
41:25 neighbors, enemies.
41:27 We ask for the conversion of the world.
41:28 We ask for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit,
41:32 for revival and reformation to spring forth
41:34 for a new heart, a heart of flesh.
41:38 We ask that God would write His law in our hearts,
41:41 and in our minds.
41:42 We ask to become a new creation in Christ Jesus.
41:46 We ask that He could be glorified in our lives.
41:48 We ask for spiritual blessings in Christ Jesus
41:51 to have His name written in our forehead,
41:54 to have our name written in the Lamb's Book of Life,
41:57 to be transformed into His image,
41:59 to have strength to endure and grace to overcome,
42:02 to have victory from sin and deliverance from bondage,
42:06 to have freedom in Christ,
42:07 to have the peace that passes all understanding.
42:10 And then we thank Him that all those things
42:13 I just mentioned, all those promises are ours,
42:16 they belong to you and I,
42:17 they are ours who say yes and amen in Christ Jesus.
42:22 So there's so many blessings
42:24 that God wants to pour out into your life.
42:26 There are so many answers to prayer
42:27 that He wants to give to you.
42:29 There are so many times He wants to answer
42:31 in the midst of a silent time.
42:34 And yet, you and I, we might not ask.
42:37 So answer number three is yes.
42:41 I thought you would never ask.
42:43 So that's what I want to tell you today is ask.
42:46 Every spiritual blessing that God has promised
42:49 is yours in Christ Jesus.
42:50 All you have to do is ask.
42:54 And what is the fourth answer?
42:55 This is really similar to the third,
42:56 but I just like it, that's why I separated out.
42:59 It says yes, and so much more.
43:01 God wants to do Ephesians 3:20,
43:03 "Exceedingly, abundantly
43:05 above all that you could ask or think."
43:09 The plans God has for your life,
43:11 Jeremiah 29:11,
43:13 "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
43:15 plans to give you a future and a hope."
43:18 Are you wallowing in addiction?
43:19 Do you want to be set free?
43:22 Are you dealing with the silence
43:24 or the apparent silence of God?
43:26 And you say, but God, I'm just, I'm a victim.
43:30 I don't even know what to do next.
43:32 God wants you to open up your heart
43:35 and to ask Him,
43:37 ask for those blessings,
43:39 ask for Him to come in
43:41 and to transform and to change you.
43:44 So number seven,
43:45 what's the seventh thing that God does
43:47 when it appears to you and I that He is silent?
43:52 He delivers. Let's go back.
43:54 We started with the children of Israel.
43:55 We're going to end there.
43:56 Let's go back to Exodus Chapter 3 now
43:59 verses 7 and 8.
44:01 What does He deliver us from?
44:03 He delivers us from bondage.
44:04 Exodus 3:7-8,
44:07 "And the Lord said,
44:08 'I have surely seen the oppression
44:11 of My people who are in Egypt.
44:13 I've heard their cry
44:14 because of their taskmasters,
44:18 for I know their sorrows.
44:20 I have come down to," what's that word?
44:23 "I've come down to deliver them
44:26 out of the hand of the Egyptians,
44:27 and to bring them up from that land
44:30 to a good and large land,
44:32 to a land flowing with milk and honey."
44:35 That word deliver
44:37 literally means to snatch away in Hebrew
44:39 to recover, to deliver.
44:42 Do you want deliverance in your life?
44:44 Do you feel that
44:45 you are walking in a silent time
44:47 and you might say,
44:48 "Okay, well, Jill, I understand that God can hear me.
44:51 I understand that He cares for me
44:53 and He can comfort me."
44:54 But God, He wants to deliver you,
44:57 He wants to deliver you from bondage.
44:59 Are you walking in bondage to sin?
45:02 Are you walking in addiction, in slavery?
45:06 God wants to set you free.
45:08 John 8:36, it says,
45:10 "If the Son makes you free,
45:12 you shall be free indeed."
45:15 He doesn't just deliver us from bondage.
45:17 God delivers us from trouble.
45:19 Psalm 34:17,
45:23 "The righteous they cry,
45:25 and the Lord hears,"
45:26 there's a word hears,
45:28 "and delivers them out of all their trouble."
45:31 Are you going through a troublest time?
45:33 Are you going through a time where you say,
45:35 but you don't know the troubles I'm dealing with?
45:37 You don't know what's going on in my life right now.
45:40 God wants to deliver you from trouble.
45:42 God can set you free.
45:45 God can deliver you from bondage.
45:46 He doesn't just deliver us from bondage.
45:48 He doesn't just deliver us from trouble.
45:50 He delivers us from fear.
45:52 We see this in Psalm 34,
45:53 the same psalm we're going back to verse 4.
45:57 Psalm 34:4,
45:59 "I sought the Lord, and He heard me,
46:03 and delivered me from all my fears."
46:09 Are you going through a fearful time?
46:10 Are you walking in fear?
46:12 And sometimes fear takes many different forms.
46:14 We can clearly be afraid of things around us.
46:17 We can be afraid of other people, and what they think.
46:21 We can be afraid of, are we really going to be saved
46:24 and afraid for salvation?
46:26 We can be afraid of death or fear what's going to happen
46:29 to a loved one or fear of the future.
46:31 There are so many fears, but God says,
46:34 "I sought the Lord, and He heard me,
46:37 and delivered me from all my fears."
46:41 I love 1 John 4:18,
46:42 "There is no fear in love
46:44 because perfect love, it casts out fear."
46:47 So God does not just deliver us from bondage and addiction,
46:51 He does not just deliver us from trouble or from fear.
46:54 He also delivers us from sin.
46:56 Matthew 1:21,
46:59 "He shall save His people from their sins."
47:03 Let's turn to the Book of Romans.
47:05 Romans 6, you know, I love the Book of Romans,
47:07 it's probably my favorite all time book.
47:10 If you look at Romans Chapter 6,
47:12 we have this whole analogy of death to sin,
47:17 death to the old man or old woman,
47:21 that death and the symbolism of the burial with baptism
47:25 into that watery grave,
47:27 and then you and I rise up to newness of life.
47:32 We can live in the Spirit by the power of the Spirit.
47:37 Romans 6:16.
47:40 "Do you not know that to whom you present yourself
47:42 slaves to obey,
47:44 you are that one's slaves to whom you obey,
47:46 whether of sin leading to death,
47:48 or of obedience leading to righteousness?"
47:50 That just means every morning and every moment
47:53 of the day.
47:54 You and I have a choice.
47:56 Are we going to follow Jesus?
47:57 Are we going to say yes to Him when He calls for our hearts?
48:00 Are we going to choose to walk in our own way,
48:03 which is by default, walking in the way of the enemy?
48:07 Verse 17,
48:08 "But God be thanked
48:10 that though you were slaves of sin,
48:11 yet you obeyed from the heart
48:13 that form of doctrine to which you were delivered."
48:14 Verse 18,
48:16 "Having been set free from sin,
48:20 you became slaves of righteousness."
48:22 Having been set free from sin.
48:25 Do you want to be set free from sin?
48:27 Is sin binding you in its clutches?
48:31 Jesus came that you and I
48:33 could be set free.
48:37 It was a hot day,
48:39 Greg and I had come home from work.
48:41 And we had to go out and visit some church members.
48:43 And at the end of the day,
48:44 we opened up the door going into the garage,
48:48 and the heat in the garage just hit me in the face.
48:52 I looked at the little temperature gauge
48:54 know the garage door open
48:55 and it has a little temperature gauge.
48:56 And it said it was 100 degrees in the garage.
48:58 Now 100 degrees in California might not feel so bad
49:01 or in Phoenix, Arizona 'cause it's a dry heat,
49:03 but 100 degrees in Southern Illinois is hot,
49:08 humid, sticky.
49:10 And we were just about ready to get in the car.
49:14 And I heard this noise fluttering kind of at the roof.
49:18 So I looked up and there was a hummingbird,
49:21 itty-bitty hummingbird right at the peak of the roof.
49:25 And if it was 100 degrees where we were there,
49:29 I know, it had to be hotter at the peak 'cause heat rises.
49:33 And so we open up the garage door,
49:35 and I thought maybe he's gonna be smart
49:40 and fly out because he would die,
49:43 if he stayed in the garage he was gonna die.
49:46 So maybe he's gonna fly out and recognize
49:48 that the doors open, recognize there's an easy way out.
49:51 All he has to do is come down a bit from the rafters
49:54 and fly out to the open door, but he didn't do that.
49:58 And so then I ran outside and I tried plan number two,
50:01 and I grabbed the hummingbird feeder which is bright red
50:04 and I carried it in the garage, and I held it up and I thought,
50:07 well, maybe he's gonna see the red and be attracted
50:10 and come down and then when he lands on it,
50:12 I can pull him outside, but that failed too.
50:16 So Greg tried plan three.
50:18 He grabbed the ladder, opened it up,
50:21 pulled on some old work gloves,
50:23 and he climbed up the ladder to the top of it,
50:26 and then he stepped down to the rafters.
50:29 And I kind of held my breath 'cause I'm afraid of heights
50:31 as he stepped from rafter to rafter
50:34 until he got right underneath where the hummingbird was.
50:38 He reached up his gloved hands and he caught her.
50:42 And she began to squawk in a way I have never heard
50:45 hummingbird squawk.
50:47 He wasn't crushing her. So it wasn't from pain.
50:49 I don't know if it was fear,
50:50 I don't know, but it was a loud squawk.
50:52 And then he's holding the hummingbird,
50:54 stepping from rafter to rafter until he got right over
50:59 where the ladder was.
51:01 And then he stepped and started walking down
51:03 the rungs of the ladder.
51:05 I'm holding the ladder.
51:06 He comes down, walks outside the garage,
51:11 and I'm there with a hummingbird feeder.
51:12 He opens up the gloved hands.
51:15 And the bird was so tired.
51:18 It was so worn out.
51:21 It didn't try to fly.
51:22 It didn't try to fight.
51:24 It did nothing, but just lay there.
51:27 And I could see his little eyes.
51:29 And so I held the hummingbird feeder
51:30 as close as I could to Greg's gloved hands,
51:34 and picked out its little beak.
51:36 And it began to drink.
51:38 And we just watched in wonder 'cause when do you have
51:41 the opportunity to be that close to a hummingbird?
51:44 We just watched in wonder is it drank,
51:46 and drank, and drank.
51:49 Pretty soon it got just enough strength.
51:52 And it lifted off.
51:54 And it flew away.
51:57 And we got in the car, it was really hot,
52:00 started driving over to see the church member.
52:04 And I was reminded of how many times
52:08 I have walked in the ways of my own choosing.
52:12 I've gotten stuck at the peak of the roof,
52:16 stuck in some sort of sin,
52:18 stuck in some sort of addiction.
52:22 And I couldn't figure out how to get out.
52:25 I refused the easy way.
52:28 Jesus opened the garage door and said just come to Me.
52:31 It's great, come, forgiveness,
52:34 healing, acceptance, deliverance.
52:38 It's right here.
52:39 And I continued my dance with sin,
52:43 my dance with death
52:47 at the very top of the roof.
52:49 And so Jesus had gotten out the ladder.
52:55 How often had he climbed the ladder of my stubbornness
53:00 and pride reaching out scarred hands
53:05 to pick me up, exhausted from my battle,
53:09 desperate to find a way out.
53:13 And the strange thing is, how often had I cried out
53:19 against the very thing he was using to bring me home?
53:22 You see, it was those scarred hands
53:23 that He used to bring me home.
53:25 It was those scarred hands that He was using.
53:28 He wanted to bring redemption.
53:30 He wanted to bring healing.
53:32 He wanted to bring forgiveness.
53:36 And yet I squawked out against the very thing
53:41 that He used to bring me home.
53:46 When I got outside the garage,
53:51 he opened up His hands again because that's who our God is.
53:56 He gives you and I freedom to choose.
53:59 He gives you and I the ability, He saves us.
54:04 And then He opens up His hands.
54:05 And He says,
54:07 "You're free My daughter, Jill,
54:09 you're free, My son, whatever your name is.
54:12 You're free.
54:14 You can make a choice.
54:15 You can go back in the garage, you can dance with sin,
54:19 you can die, or you can be free.
54:21 You have a whole world out here.
54:24 I died to set you free,
54:26 but it is still your choice."
54:30 I don't know where you are in your walk with God.
54:34 Does it feel as if God is silent?
54:37 Does it feel as if He is far away?
54:41 Does it feel as if He doesn't hear?
54:43 I want to tell you today that our God He hears
54:47 that our God He cares,
54:50 that our God He understands,
54:54 that our God He comforts,
54:56 that our God accompanies you,
54:59 walks with you through anything,
55:02 that our God He answers,
55:05 most importantly, our God delivers.
55:09 Do you want to be set free from bondage?
55:11 Do you want to be set free from sin?
55:12 Do you want to be set free from trouble?
55:15 Do you want to be set free from fear?
55:18 Open up your heart to Him.
55:20 He says, "Whoever the Son sets free is free indeed."
55:25 Let's pray.
55:26 Holy Father, we come before You
55:28 in the name of Jesus.
55:30 And we are so grateful for the gift of Jesus.
55:33 We're so grateful that in You, we have hope of eternal life.
55:39 And right now I just want to say a special prayer.
55:41 For my brothers and sisters who are watching,
55:43 God, those who are in difficulty,
55:45 those who are in trouble,
55:47 those who walk in poverty,
55:50 those who are struggling with temptation,
55:53 those who walk in loneliness, and fear,
55:56 and addiction.
55:59 God, would You reveal Yourself in their silent time?
56:05 Would You reveal who You are?
56:09 Would You reveal that You are a God who cares,
56:11 and You are a God who understands,
56:13 and You are a God who comforts?
56:15 Would you speak to them through Your Word, God,
56:18 through the anointing of Your Holy Spirit?
56:22 Thank You for coming to set us free.
56:26 And we give You praise and glory
56:27 because of who You are,
56:29 and what You have done.
56:31 And what You will do in our lives
56:34 and we ask all this,
56:36 in the precious and holy name of Jesus.
56:38 Amen.
56:40 What a gift
56:41 that you and I have the opportunity
56:44 to spend time in God's Word.
56:46 What a gift that you and I have been granted
56:49 not only the gift of salvation,
56:52 but the hope of eternal life
56:54 and the anointing of the Holy Spirit.
56:58 So I just want to encourage you to write to us here at 3ABN.
57:03 We love to hear from you.
57:04 We love to hear what you are going through
57:06 and how we can pray for you.
57:08 We love to hear the victories that God has given you
57:12 in your life.
57:14 And we want to be able to share those as well.
57:16 We want to pray with and for you.
57:19 No matter where you are, no matter what you have done,
57:22 you are not alone.
57:24 God is with you.
57:25 He loves you and He wants to deliver you.


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