Participants: C.A. Murray (Host), Cheri Peters
Series Code: CLR
Program Code: CLR00071B
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00:14 Welcome back! My favorite thing, and even as I travel
00:17 we are going around the world now, especially since this 00:20 program has been out. 00:21 I get to hear testimonies from every place, every country 00:24 and is just amazing that my favorite thing is to watch 00:28 somebody's eyes as they tell you their joy of being 00:31 able to get out from underneath something. 00:33 Whatever their addiction is, whatever their fear is, 00:36 we did this on the first program is when people think 00:40 addiction they think drugs, drinking, but it's sexual 00:43 addiction, gambling, lying, eating disorders, depression, 00:46 anger, and all that stuff. 00:48 But as you see somebody getting out from underneath that 00:52 and you see the joy it is so incredible to see. 00:54 That is, I think, the energy from this program comes from 00:58 the fact that people who were once subject to this stuff, 01:03 has gotten the victory, the recovery aspect of it. 01:06 It makes it so real and makes it such a strong Ministry, 01:09 because someone sitting in the home figuring I am the only 01:12 one, by myself and no one is ever going to see me. 01:14 I'm going to be here and never be able to defeat this 01:17 thing, turns on the television set and hear someone saying 01:19 I used to be right where you're sitting. 01:20 - and I felt the same way. 01:21 Yeah, yeah, yeah and I can tell you there is victory 01:24 because I've got it. 01:26 That to me, I'm glad you mentioned it, because there was 01:29 a person that I met recently that has no idea how 01:33 incredibility gifted she is. 01:34 I know that and I know how that feels because after 10 01:38 years of homelessness, and not being able to read and 01:41 stuff and somebody said God has a plan for you. 01:43 I think are you kidding me, what plan could He have? 01:45 I don't know anything, I don't do anything. 01:47 What would you like to do? I don't know, I don't even 01:50 know who I am. 01:51 So speaking into the lives of somebody that feels just 01:55 that, is just saying I'm excited for God to show you. 01:59 In time He unfolds that for you and you think, stop I 02:03 didn't know I could do that. 02:05 I didn't even know I had that gift or that talent. 02:08 So watching every single one of these testimonies, you see 02:12 people wake up to that. 02:13 That God says you don't even know who you are, and I am 02:17 excited to show you, and I think that is fun. 02:20 Some people are thinking that before He can help me, He has to 02:23 know where my address is, He doesn't know that I exist. 02:26 To come to the realization that He knows who you are. 02:28 He has been following you and tracking you and now He is 02:31 ready for you to make that turn. 02:32 The sadness in the heart of God, that for years and years, 02:36 maybe even from birth, that we believe the lie that we are 02:40 nothing, and God says you have never been nothing, you are My 02:44 Child and I love you. 02:45 That's what maintenance is in recovery and it's amazing. 02:50 As soon as you can get over this fighting for your recovery 02:54 from addiction, then I can start showing you who you are. 02:58 The addiction was never who you are, it's what you fell 03:01 into, that's what your family was into, that's what you 03:03 jumped into in high school or whatever. 03:05 But you are amazing, you are a child of God created by Me. 03:09 Sometimes Cheri, God doesn't even define us the way we 03:12 define ourselves, we allow these things, this baggage to 03:16 define us, and God says I see way beyond that. 03:18 You are not nothing, you are something, you are really, 03:21 really something and I am going to show you that if you 03:25 you'll just give Me an opportunity. 03:26 - exactly! - Yeah 03:27 I have talked many times about when God finally said, 03:30 I'm not telling you not to do your recovery stuff and the 03:34 things you do everyday, but do something else too. 03:37 I learned piano and art and started taking up cycling not 03:41 Long ago and God says let Me show you some things that 03:45 are going to help you laugh out loud. 03:46 We're going to do another role in, in this role in I love. 03:49 I'm going to start with Raven, and Raven has this 03:53 incredible history, she was molested and because of the loss 04:00 of a father, not having a father grabbed hold of what ever 04:03 relationship and really defined herself by that. 04:05 Got in to even homosexuality, maybe I'm gay or whatever. 04:10 She really started to allow God into her life and bring 04:14 healing, it's just amazing. 04:15 You are going to love her. 04:16 Lee and Amy both were into New Age but from different parts 04:21 of the country, they were raised in the same area and 04:26 didn't know each other. 04:28 They were just searching, maybe I'm connected to everyone woman 04:34 in the spiritual realm, and whoever existed, 04:36 or past life stuff. 04:38 They get into a lot of that and both of them came into a 04:42 relationship with God and with recovery and then met each 04:46 other, so with them it's amazing to listen to them. 04:49 Dan and Angela is another couple that we interviewed this 04:55 season, Dan was raised by a schizophrenic mother and had 05:02 this horrible sadness his whole life. 05:05 I'm not even sure that the drugs, the alcohol and the 05:10 occults that he got into was a result of this little child 05:13 that had nothing, and then he got into escort services, 05:17 prostitution, and all this thing. 05:20 At the end of the day, and this is true for any of our 05:24 addictions, at the end of the day we are still empty. 05:27 At the end of the day to grief is horrendous, because I 05:31 have grabbed all this stuff into my life and am empty. 05:34 I am lost, I don't know what to do. 05:35 At that point you step into recovery, and God says you 05:39 have never been lost and I love you and will walk you 05:42 every step and the joy you will see in these testimonies 05:46 are amazing so enjoy the role in. 05:50 It seem like I was trying to put the pieces together 05:52 because in my brain nothing was coming together in 05:55 chronological order. 05:57 But my upbringing was very disturbing, it was. 06:03 I was abused early and I was picked on constantly. 06:07 It seem like I was just the underdog for the majority 06:12 of my life, and after being raped, and the difficulty I 06:18 found the most is that no one seemed to notice that 06:23 something was wrong with me. 06:25 And that just thrills me and it is what I am under- 06:29 standing now, 17 years since I found Christ. 06:31 I found Him again last year after the birth of my first 06:34 child and through many traumatic experiences after the birth. 06:39 You know, go on with that because I think a lot of times 06:42 people think that seeking after means behaviorally I get it 06:46 right, change my behavior and strive to be good enough. 06:49 God said who told you that? 06:51 Right, Jesus has done it all and He showed me, He showed 06:54 me that He is broken over us. 06:56 That's what He revealed to me, He showed me that His pain 06:59 has been caused by my sin and that is what turned me 07:02 around and caused me to fall in love with Him again. 07:04 I just wanted to say that in my situation it was the same 07:08 thing with my growing up years. 07:09 I was in one cult and found the Lord through Billy Graham in the 07:12 middle of two cults and I was involved in another one with 07:15 my husband, but both of those was the same thing where you 07:17 are not good enough, you're not good enough. 07:20 The second one was so severe it was almost like you believe 07:24 all these things and you have to have a lot of faith. 07:27 If you do not have enough faith, perfect faith, then you 07:29 are not good enough and God is not pleased with you. 07:31 Because of the last cult, since I did not have enough faith 07:34 everyone blamed me for all these things that God couldn't 07:37 bless us with because I didn't have enough faith. 07:41 Wow, that is so impressive. 07:42 Cheri I never, it never ceases to amaze me the kinds of 07:45 things that people find themselves in and the kinds of 07:49 coping mechanisms now that they develop for recovery. 07:52 How God assists them in that recovery. 07:55 In fact you can fall into the deepest hole and you could 07:59 get out, that there is hope to get out regardless 08:02 of what you have done, regardless of what you have 08:05 done to yourself, or what has been done to you. 08:07 You can get out, I think that this is a message this 08:10 program has been giving for six seasons. 08:12 Even when you think you are lost you are not because God 08:16 knows where you are and He is ready and waiting 08:19 to help you get found. 08:20 You know even in the last role in where they were talking 08:23 about initially you think it is your addiction, or you 08:27 think it is the alcoholism, or you think it's the drug 08:30 addiction, the sexual addiction like what Dan was saying. 08:34 Then you realize, for Dan, he was raised by a schizophrenic 08:37 mother and you realize how does that feel? 08:41 What kinds of things were set up years before you tried to 08:46 self medicate, you know he talks about paying an escort 08:49 service and he finally has a girlfriend, well he doesn't 08:54 he paid someone $150 and yet for him that was the only real 08:58 connection that he ever had before he started to trust 09:01 in the recovery process and jumped into that. 09:05 The only sense of normalcy he had was abnormal. 09:08 It was a mom who couldn't read, you couldn't fathom from 09:12 one moment to the next, let alone one day to the next. 09:16 So then you develop these mechanisms to sort of heal 09:19 yourself and they don't work so now it is like what do I do? 09:24 It's so crazy, I love when in his interview particularly, 09:27 he was talking about a woman that stepped in to his life. 09:31 She stepped into his life and would say to him that is 09:35 crazy thinking, that is crazy thinking. 09:37 I just have to say God bless you for saying that. 09:41 For addicts that's what we need, someone to hold up 09:44 a mirror and say, most of us are too polite, or we think 09:47 we're too polite that we don't want to just say, 09:50 you know what that is nuts. 09:52 That's nuts, write it down and let's process that. 09:54 She would make him do that, write it down, write exactly 09:57 you thought down and I'm going to tell you every crazy 10:00 thing you have said. 10:02 He said there were times that the entire 8, 9 pages, 10:05 she would say that's a crazy person. 10:07 But that is what he learned was reality and someone stayed 10:10 with him for day after day after day and said we are going 10:14 to walk through this, we're going to learn this. 10:16 A lot of folks have asked me, Cheri what do you think of 10:20 medications or whatever. 10:22 I think there is a place for all that, but we use more 10:25 medications than we need to because people don't stay with 10:28 us, do you know what I mean? 10:30 The body of Christ even, recovery even, AA it doesn't 10:34 matter because they come to meetings every night, 3 times a 10:37 day if you need to, but the body of Christ doesn't 10:41 necessarily have the time to do that. 10:43 So hear me, I'm calling you on that. 10:47 For some of these folks, somebody somewhere said let me 10:53 just stay with you on this, and that is an incredible thing. 10:56 God stays with us and He brings people in our lives that 10:59 actually do the same thing. 11:02 We have another group that I would like to share. 11:06 I love when I get to bring my friends in, because I know 11:09 them and every part of their recovery. 11:11 It's fun to share that with you, so Jason and Rachel had 11:17 probably one of the bigger tattoo shops in our area. 11:22 They are covered and using and crazy, I mean crazy. 11:27 Had a lot of stuff and they decided at one point that 11:32 because of the junk that was coming up constantly, 11:36 that their marriage wasn't going to last, nothing was 11:39 going to work for them and they ended up coming into our 11:44 church just to work with somebody on the marriage issue. 11:48 It was fun to watch God just step in and say welcome. 11:54 You'll enjoy just their testimony and how real it was. 11:59 She had years of prostitution and abuse and cutting. 12:03 He had the same kind of thing, just craziness. 12:07 Had a child born that was strung out on heroin and 12:10 his ex-wife dies in her addiction. 12:14 So then with all that trauma, all that damage you finally 12:19 stand up and say are right I am ready. 12:22 I wish we were smarter, I wish we would say alright I am 12:26 ready sooner, but God says I don't care when you say it. 12:30 I can bandage, heal or whatever so in this particular 12:35 story is about that. 12:36 Then the other two role in's I that I want you to see are the 12:39 same couple, they are some friends of mine. 12:41 He's a meth addict and she's got co-dependencies and 12:46 relationship addictions that are huge. 12:48 I would come into church and look at him and he'd be 12:53 so high, in worship he was hitting the bongos, 12:56 I'm like, you know what? 12:57 Get in the Pastor's office, what is wrong with you? 13:01 He'd say what? I'd say are you high? 13:04 No, I'd say you are high and he was like no I am not. 13:08 He said I have an accountability partner here at church. 13:11 I said who is it? and he would name some Boy Scout that 13:14 has no idea about addictions and can be played easily. 13:18 He finally would admit to being high. 13:20 Knowing that for him the church was the only safe place. 13:24 So one of the interviews I did with them was the whole 13:27 journey coming out of meth addiction, coming out of all 13:30 that and understanding were some of the injury was. 13:34 But I wanted them to do another program talking about the 13:38 roots of that, like when we were talking about Dan earlier 13:41 who was raised by a schizophrenic mother. 13:45 With Jeremy and Heidi, Jeremy was molested as a little boy. 13:49 His father left and he was not protected by a lot of men. 13:54 Lack of stability in his home and then was molested again 13:58 by a pastors wife who said I'm going to leave my husband and 14:02 marry you and then he jumps into meth addiction. 14:05 He had to really allow God, not only the first part of his 14:09 recovery, but then to step into where the roots of all this 14:14 were so they don't just settle there and cause a relapse. 14:18 So enjoy this role in, how I love these guys. 14:24 It wasn't fun, my drinking was, it ruined a lot of things. 14:29 It wrecked my life. - it robbed you? 14:33 It really did and I got a DUl and locked up in a jailhouse 14:37 in orange county and they let me out and I put my car over 14:41 a fire hydrant, and I was trying to get it off the fire 14:46 hydrant with the guys in my car. 14:47 The water is coming up and I am soaked from toe to chest. 14:51 They got me in the car and take me over to the house and 14:54 they did not have any jumpsuits so I spent the night in wet 14:57 clothes until they let me out at six o'clock in the morning. 15:02 So I have to walk 21/2 miles back to my studio, my kingdom. 15:06 Of course I have to call mommy, I got a DUl and as I'm 15:11 talking to her at 6:30 in the morning, I'm cracking a beer. 15:13 Was your mom trying to intervene at all? 15:16 She tried but I was becoming a rebel, I was rebelling 15:21 against everything that she was trying to do for me. 15:27 So I would run away, I was on the streets when I was 16, 15:31 sleeping in these tunnels with a friend of mine. 15:35 I was couch hopping and doing whatever I could, a lot of 15:39 car hopping which is basically breaking into cars and 15:43 finding whatever I could just to get me by. 15:47 The molest wasn't really the hardest one, that was pretty 15:52 easy because I forget that person a long time ago. 15:56 The hardest one was with the pastors wife. 15:59 When we came upon that one I broke down and cried 16:07 like a 15-year-old. 16:10 I love the fact that God just says I am going to walk with 16:14 you, I'm going to teach you, and I know I keep saying that, 16:17 but it is because it is true. 16:20 And there is a part of me that I know and the more we cover 16:24 it, the more I get to where I am thinking, you know what? 16:28 I'm not relapsing when tragedy hits, I'm not doing that kind 16:33 of stuff, but I am still looking at one more step, one more 16:37 thing to learn, one more hurt I didn't know was in there. 16:42 I hope this makes sense, but Brad and I are working on some 16:47 things at one point and he said to me, let's talk about 16:51 because the other day you were really mad at me, and I was. 16:56 I get mad in a quiet way and it's really loud because I'm 17:00 not a yeller and I don't scream, 17:02 you know what I do. - yeah! 17:04 Like he would say what is wrong and I'd say nothing, I am 17:07 alright, and he is like you never are silent. 17:11 So when I am silent people around me say 17:14 okay what happened? 17:15 So he was like, let's talk about it. 17:19 I really don't want to have all this stuff unspoken in our 17:23 lives, so I say whenever I come home from doing an event, 17:27 I'm doing something and even we brought my Pastor in. 17:30 I wanted someone to work with us on this one. 17:32 So Pastor Joe, and I love him, we brought Joe in and I said, 17:37 whenever I come back from a major event, you will ask me 17:41 how much money did you make? 17:43 I'm thinking, I hate that, you ask me that. 17:48 He doesn't understand why do you hate that. 17:52 I just hate that and I said at one point sometimes I feel 17:55 like just shooting you and telling you to leave my house. 17:57 I want a divorce, this is crazy. 18:00 This rage and anger, and I don't want to see him, I don't 18:04 want to come home, I don't want that question to be spoken. 18:07 I know that that is a little over the top, right? 18:10 So finally Joe says, when is the first time you felt that? 18:15 I was on the street working in a club and a heroine addict 18:20 that I was working for said, Cheri, 18:24 how much money did you make? 18:25 I didn't know that I associated that with that question 18:29 when Brad asked me thinking you cannot make this Ministry 18:32 into something that's dirty, or something not good, 18:35 or whatever, and whenever that question was asked, 18:38 I took it all the way back to being homeless on the street, 18:41 and strung out, and working for someone else. 18:43 In that moment I felt like the Holy Spirit said, Cheri, 18:48 let it go it was never about that for him. 18:50 So I think in our recovery when our buttons get pushed, 18:55 we are reacting in crazy ways, we don't even know why we 18:59 are acting and should ask God even in prayer. 19:02 If you have to bring someone in to help you with that. 19:04 Even in prayer just say Jesus where did I just go with that? 19:08 Let Him tell you, he went all the way back to a molest, 19:11 back to an abuse, all way back to a crazy schizophrenic 19:15 mother and God says, I want to set you free from that. 19:19 That's what makes the show so incredibly relational is 19:23 because you have never come from a I got this thing sewed 19:27 up kind of space, you're always in here learning with you. 19:31 I'm in here recovering with you. 19:33 I've got warts, I got holes in my game, I'm not solid, 19:37 I'm not totally healed. 19:38 I'm not saying look at me I've got this thing together. 19:41 Hey we are in here together trying to keep each other from 19:44 drowning and swimming upstream together. 19:47 What I love about that is, and God is saying, He is excited 19:52 that we get close to an issue and He senses that this is the 19:58 time she is going to be able to let that go. 20:00 I think all of heaven just rejoices, there is a celebration 20:03 This has been a plague for years and now she is doing it 20:07 without drugs, but it is still hurtful and plaguing her. 20:10 God says, I really do want the joy of the Lord to be your 20:14 strength, it says that in the Bible, that is our strength. 20:18 But when we have all these injuries, somebody says when we 20:21 have, they were telling me all these infirmities, 20:25 all these things that get at us and they gave 20:29 an example of a tree. 20:30 When you cut into a tree, this huge tree, there is rings 20:34 on the tree that tells the years of how old this tree is. 20:38 But the rings will show years of drought, years of fire, 20:42 years for the tree almost didn't make it, pestilence, 20:45 or abuse or some kind of bug got in there. 20:48 You can actually see that in those rings, but you can't 20:51 see it when the tree is just standing there. 20:52 When you cut into it you can see it. 20:54 I think that in our hearts it is the same way, so God knows 20:57 that we have those years of damage that sometimes we don't 21:02 surrender to Him, and in the fact that I try to do it myself, 21:07 I try to hold myself, try to walk with it is like having 21:10 baggage, I have this extra baggage. 21:12 God says you can't walk with that anymore. 21:14 So in our maintenance part of recovery just saying can 21:17 I give this to You then? Can I just give You this then? 21:20 He says yes, I've been waiting for years. 21:23 So when I gave that thing about the money issue with Brad, 21:27 when he asked me how much money did I make? 21:29 When I saw it for what it was, then when I looked at Brad's 21:31 pain he started to just weep when he realize that I 21:35 thought that he looked at me that way. 21:38 I thought that he had meant it that way, he just cried. 21:41 He said, I have never, I love you with everything in me 21:44 and I would never want to hurt you in that way. 21:47 He said I am so sorry that you have ever been hurt that 21:50 way and I am looking at him thinking so it's ridiculous 21:53 that I'm still carrying this. 21:56 Jesus said yes, give it to Me, surrender it to Me. 21:59 I felt a freedom and it was absolutely unbelievable. 22:03 I know, like you said, as I walk through this journey 22:07 I want to say can we just do a show today because I want 22:10 to tell somebody that. 22:12 When we do the program and line this up we are really saying 22:16 that as we learn, as the person who gives the testimony learns 22:20 we want to share with you so that you can get it. 22:23 Maybe it will cut those years where you are carrying the 22:26 baggage to cut them shorter where you can surrender it 22:30 faster or easier and that I think is amazing. 22:33 It is an amazing thing to be able to do. 22:35 With knowledge comes change of perspective. 22:37 You got some knowledge of where he was coming from and he 22:39 surely got some knowledge of where you are coming from. 22:42 So there comes a change in relationship, they are in if 22:45 for no other reason lies the value of this show. 22:48 That it gives us perspective because it gives us a 22:51 knowledge base, hey she went through that. 22:53 She was strung out on heroine, she was on the street, 22:56 she knows all that stuff, I am not alone. 22:58 Let's see what she did because maybe that will work for me. 23:01 For six years we have been seeing that and we will see it 23:04 again very, very powerfully in this particular season. 23:07 Yeah with everybody story, with everybody's testimony. 23:10 Again I want to say the biggest thing about this season, 23:13 and I really didn't even know how we were going to go with 23:17 this season other than I wanted to present the testimonies. 23:20 I really wanted to just get a visual of how God changes 23:24 a life, but again realizing that the entire base, 23:29 the entire teaching or learning was to press into God 23:34 and to learn to pray. 23:35 'Pressing into His Presence', 23:37 Shelley's book, the thing I loved about that. 23:40 She said that when she gets away from that connection with 23:44 God, when she gets away from that daily bringing it to God, 23:48 and figuring out who He is. 23:50 Sometimes I think we go and just say I want to ask your 23:55 forgiveness for this, and this, and this and okay then this. 24:00 We come and just lay everything out at Him as if somehow He 24:04 needs our junk, I'm not saying that's wrong. 24:08 It's incredible, but He is not a pagan god in that sense. 24:12 He doesn't need us to confess for that reason. 24:14 He says I have all kinds of stuff to give you, 24:17 so if you come just to give Me your junk, and you never wait 24:21 long enough for Me to pour into your life, it will take 24:26 longer, this recovery thing will take longer. 24:28 So the 'Pressing into His Presence' hopefully is a book 24:31 that will teach you how to press in and let His victory, His 24:36 love, His knowledge of recovery, which is greater than mine. 24:41 But His knowledge of recovery can be poured into our 24:46 lives, so I know you have some reference to this book. 24:50 The acronym that she uses is praise. 24:53 So every morning she gets up and spent an hour with God. 24:57 She does it on her laptop, literally writes to Him on her 25:01 laptop, some people can journal in a journal book if you 25:04 like to write. 25:05 Some people don't like to do any of that so they are just 25:07 on their knees and pray, some people don't like that so 25:10 just walk around the house and rant and rave because it 25:12 doesn't matter to God how we do it, it just is the 25:14 connection is important, so praise the acronym is, the first 25:18 part is the P. that you learn to praise God, who is He? 25:22 This is a God that spoke the world into existence and to 25:25 literally speaks and something happens. 25:28 He says I want to speak into your life and I am like all 25:30 right, I'd love that. 25:31 Find out who He is, go through the Bible and literally look 25:35 at, like C. A. what is it that the psalmist said about who 25:39 God is? And start reading some of that so in your heart 25:42 you get a sense that He is bigger than I thought. 25:45 - Precisely. - which is amazing. 25:47 The R. is repentance, there is always a ton of stuff I need to 25:51 come to God with everyday and say you know I really didn't 25:56 want to shoot her but she irritated me, forgive me. 26:00 Forgive me that I'm not more patient. 26:02 - Repenting of the activity with the mindset of by Your 26:06 strength, I'm not going to do this again. 26:08 Years ago we had a Bible study and there was a young lady 26:12 that would come and she would say I went to this party woke 26:17 up with somebody in bed I don't know. 26:18 A week later she went to another party and woke up in bed 26:21 with somebody she didn't know. 26:22 As the facilitator of the Bible study said, I don't want 26:25 to thump on her but the other Bible study students said, 26:28 you know what, stop going to parties. 26:32 Stay home on a Friday night for change, and you'll wake 26:34 up in your own bed. 26:35 It's not to say I did bad, I did bad but I did bad and I 26:41 want to stop that's when recovery comes. 26:43 I want to stop Lord help me to stop. - exactly! 26:45 What is really incredible too is that in this season what 26:48 we are saying, is to stop and ask God how do I do that? 26:51 Where is the damage at? What do You think about that? 26:55 What is so fabulous about God is that He starts loving 26:58 on us and showing us that stuff. 27:00 So the R. is repentance and then you go into A., I have 27:06 to see if I can spell. 27:08 P R A, - it is affirmations of the Bible that says who we 27:13 are and how incredible that is. 27:15 I. is for intercession, how do I pray for someone else? 27:20 - P R A I S, - is for pray for myself, literally saying to 27:26 God I don't even know who I am. 27:29 I'm not even sure that I can lean on my own understanding. 27:33 about who I am and where I stand today so I'm going to ask 27:36 You to come into my life and show me who I am in Your eyes. 27:40 Show me the next step, those things. 27:42 It's called supplication, I am actually going to pray for 27:46 myself and then you end with E. 27:48 I'm going to enter into the stillness of God and let Him 27:51 speak to me, which is amazing. 27:53 When you stop finally and you have said everything you need 27:57 to say and all of a sudden are quiet, God literally shows 28:01 up and says now let Me show you this for today. 28:03 He just speaks into what you need for that day. 28:06 That is absolutely amazing so when you get a solid sense of 28:09 that the likelihood of a relapse is minimal. 28:14 It is the daily connection with God that is huge. 28:18 Do it however you can do it, we have just got this book 28:21 because it is one way to show you. 28:23 So we are going to go ahead and take a break and 28:25 come back for the close. 28:27 I pray that you will just enjoy every single testimony 28:30 this season, hang in there with us we will be right back. |
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