Participants: Cheri Peters (Host), Jeremy & Heidi Summerlin
Series Code: CLR
Program Code: CLR00083C
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00:14 Welcome back! I am amazed at your guys story.
00:19 How God has worked in your life. 00:21 I love the fact that you trust Him, I love the fact that 00:24 you are beginning to trust each other more and more 00:28 with your hearts, bringing everything to the table that 00:31 you can think of, and it gets to the point where you just 00:34 say, if there is anything Lord that I am still holding onto, 00:37 please help me to surrender that to You. 00:40 I think you begin to say that because you begin to trust 00:44 in God, in each other, and the people around you in the 00:48 process of forgiveness. 00:50 So I would like you Jeremy, to look at the camera and talk 00:55 to somebody out there that maybe struggling with the same 01:00 thing that you have struggled with. 01:01 Someone who has that same baggage and does not know 01:04 what to do with it. 01:07 I would like to say, it is definitely worth it to get 01:15 all this junk out. 01:17 To actually be able to feel again is amazing. 01:23 To get into a relationship, in healthy relationships with 01:30 people again is another amazing thing. 01:33 Not only that, but I can hear and feel God more prevalent 01:39 in my life now and that is amazing to me, 01:43 it is so, so worth it. 01:45 So you are saying I can hear the Holy Spirit, 01:47 I am starting to connect with people in a way that you 01:50 haven't before, I can feel and am not afraid 01:54 of what I feel anymore. That's huge! 01:57 How about Heidi, anything you would like to add to that? 02:02 If you are struggling with codependency, 02:04 I would seriously reach out to somebody. 02:07 For me it was in a spiritual family, it was not my 02:11 immediate family, I have a girlfriend that is going through 02:14 the same issues and her and I would talk tons. 02:18 Reach out, definitely reach out because you actually 02:23 feel love that you have never experienced until 02:26 you have had it with God. 02:28 With codependency, what's interesting is, until you 02:31 Jeremy, you were talking about when time you got a book 02:34 and read it on codependency and thought all that is Heidi, 02:38 that's Heidi, that's Heidi. 02:39 So when you actually start researching it, and figuring 02:44 what it is, get over the initial anger of maybe that is me, 02:48 once you start looking at those things and you surrender 02:51 it, you can receive love for the first time. 02:54 It is not about doing for someone in the expectation of 02:57 them doing back for you, this is actually that I can 03:01 settle the issues and stand there and say, God I know You 03:04 love me, allowing Jeremy to actually love you without 03:08 having to fix him, he just loves you. 03:11 Not because you are anything, or that you will fix him in 03:14 anyway, but because you are Heidi and worth being loved. 03:18 To just be able to ask people for help with anything. 03:22 I was never able to do that, it was all me. 03:25 But you would help everybody? - I would help everybody. 03:29 The healing is amazing, and as you were listening to this 03:33 if you have heard that God really wants to heal us, 03:38 to open up our hearts, 03:40 if you started to get a sense of your own woundings, 03:44 is to ask the Holy Spirit, get on your knees and ask God. 03:48 Ask Him what do you want me to know about this? 03:51 What should I do with this, and then just be quiet. 03:54 What is really amazing is that when you be quiet and you 03:58 can hear that still small voice, not an audible voice, 04:02 but you know it is God. 04:03 He says I want you to know that I love you. 04:05 I want you to surrender that to Me. 04:07 I want you to know that I have forgiven you. 04:10 Those things, when you hear them clearly, there is a 04:13 part of you that says, stop, was that You? 04:16 And it was, I'm thinking there is nothing better than 04:20 to hear the voice of God, and hear the voice of God say, 04:23 I love you, I want to set you free, I want to heal you. 04:26 It is amazing so see you next time. 04:28 Until then always remember that God is crazy about you 04:31 and me too! |
Revised 2014-12-17