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When God Is Silent

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00:49 Good morning and welcome to Fall Camp Meeting!
00:52 How are you this morning?
00:53 Fine!
00:55 I asked everyone here if they slept well
00:57 and there was kind of a mixed "Yeah, I don't really know. "
01:01 Then I asked them "How was breakfast? "
01:03 And they said? "Yes! "
01:06 Yes! We thank Melody and her crew.
01:08 We've been fed physically this morning.
01:10 We're looking forward to being fed spiritually all day today,
01:13 aren't we? Amen! This morning I have the privilege
01:16 of introducing my dear wife Jill.
01:19 She's going to be the speaker for this hour.
01:22 And I have to say I'm very blessed to be married to her.
01:25 We've been married... we just passed our
01:27 17th wedding anniversary just last week.
01:31 So I am so blessed.
01:32 She's a woman of the Word. She loves the Lord,
01:35 and as you see Jill up front it's who she is also at home.
01:39 She loves people; she loves studying the Word of God.
01:42 I don't know... how many of you watch Sabbath School Panel?
01:45 Quite a few of you? OK.
01:47 Well, those that are on the panel: they study very hard
01:50 and Jill is one of those.
01:51 She loves studying the Word of God.
01:53 She'll spend the weekend just studying and immersed.
01:56 She's like: "Greg, guess what? Wow! This is amazing. "
01:59 She's telling me all these neat tidbits.
02:01 But the Word of God feeds her.
02:03 And I just pray today that the Word of God feeds you
02:05 as well. You know, you can listen to the Word
02:07 but make it part of you, right? That's the key.
02:10 Today she's going to be sharing When God Is Silent.
02:14 But before she comes we're going to be blessed by
02:16 a beautiful song by Celestine Barry-Dickens.
02:19 And it's entitled Were It Not For Grace.
02:22 And accompanying on the piano is Farrah Barry, her daughter.
02:55 Time measured out my days...
03:02 life carried me along.
03:09 In my soul I yearned
03:14 to follow God
03:17 but knew I'd never be
03:21 so strong.
03:24 I looked hard at this world
03:28 to learn how heaven
03:31 could be gained
03:37 Just to end where I began:
03:42 where human effort
03:46 is all in vain.
03:53 Were it not for grace
04:01 I can tell you where
04:05 I'd be:
04:08 Wand'ring down some pointless road
04:12 to nowhere
04:15 with my salvation up to me.
04:21 I know how that would go...
04:29 the battles I would face
04:36 Forever running
04:39 but losing the race
04:43 were it not for grace.
04:51 So here is all my praise
04:58 expressed with all my heart
05:05 Offered to the Friend
05:09 who took my place
05:12 and ran a course I could not even start.
05:19 And when He saw in full
05:23 just how much His love
05:27 would cost
05:32 He still went the final mile
05:36 between me and heaven
05:40 so I would not be lost!
05:47 Were it not
05:49 for grace
05:55 I can tell you where
05:59 I'd be:
06:02 wand'ring down some pointless road
06:06 to nowhere
06:09 with my salvation up to me.
06:15 I know how that would go...
06:22 the battles I would face.
06:29 Forever running
06:32 but losing the race
06:36 were it not
06:38 for grace...
06:44 forever running
06:47 but losing the race
06:52 were it not
06:55 for
06:58 grace.
07:09 Amen! Thank you so much Celestine and Farrah.
07:12 Where would we be without the grace of God?
07:17 Were it not for grace. Good morning!
07:20 Good morning. You all rest well?
07:23 Did my husband Greg just ask you that?
07:27 We think alike. After 17 years of marriage
07:30 you start to think alike, right?
07:32 The message this morning
07:35 is entitled When God Is Silent.
07:39 Not If God Is Silent
07:43 because if you live long enough
07:45 and you experience life
07:48 you will experience at some point or another
07:52 the silence of God.
07:56 My cell phone here is my trusty companion.
07:59 I told you last night - I think it was last night -
08:01 that I'm always with my phone. So I thought I'd better
08:04 bring it up with me here today.
08:06 This phone... I am guilty of... sometimes in meetings
08:12 looking at it. I might be in a meeting
08:14 and all of a sudden my boss calls... Danny calls.
08:17 "Oh, excuse me... I need to get the phone. "
08:19 You're distracted, right? Have you ever talked to someone
08:22 and you're visiting with them
08:24 and instead of them focused like this gentleman right here
08:28 looking you in the eye, paying attention
08:30 they're: "Oh yeah... uh-huh... uh-huh. "
08:34 Does that bother you? Yes!
08:37 You feel like there's no sort of connection, right?
08:41 God desires - He has always desired -
08:45 to be in connection with us as His people.
08:49 Think about Adam and Eve. All the way in the beginning
08:52 back in Genesis God created them
08:55 to live in connection with Him.
08:59 What happened every evening in the cool of the day?
09:03 God came and He talked with them.
09:07 But we know that sin entered this world and sin created
09:10 a disconnect. Sin broke that connection
09:15 between us and the Father.
09:18 All throughout the Bible we see this incredible promise
09:22 that God wants to dwell with us... His people.
09:26 He wants to establish - re-establish - that connection
09:31 with us. Exodus 25 verse 8. The Israelites
09:35 He said: "Let them make Me a sanctuary
09:39 that I may... " What's that word?
09:41 Dwell. "dwell among them. "
09:43 You go over a couple more chapters: Exodus 29 verse 46.
09:47 "They shall know that I am the Lord their God
09:50 who brought them out of the land of Egypt
09:52 that I may dwell among them. "
09:56 I Kings 6 verse 13:
09:59 "I will dwell among the sons of Israel
10:03 and will not forsake My people Israel. "
10:07 Zechariah 2 verse 10... I love this scripture:
10:10 "Sing for joy, O daughter of Zion
10:13 for I am coming and I will dwell in your midst. "
10:19 God has always wanted to dwell with us as His people!
10:24 It transfers over into the New Testament.
10:26 John chapter 1 verse 14: "And the Word was made flesh
10:32 and dwelt among us. As we beheld His glory
10:37 as of the only begotten from the Father
10:40 full of grace and truth. "
10:41 Now remember, all the way back at the beginning
10:43 in Genesis God had wanted that connection with His people.
10:48 And all throughout Scripture - the Old Testament
10:51 into the New Testament - we see God desiring
10:55 to dwell with His people.
10:57 We get all the way to the last book of the Bible:
11:01 Revelation chapter 21 and verse 3.
11:05 "And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying:
11:08 'Behold, the tabernacle of God is among men
11:13 and He will dwell with them.
11:16 And they shall be His people and God will be among them. ' "
11:21 So from the beginning before Eden was lost
11:24 God wanted to dwell with His people.
11:27 And all throughout history He still desires
11:31 a connection with us as His people.
11:35 And in Eden restored God will dwell with us again.
11:41 God has always had a people with whom He had a special
11:44 relationship. Think about Enoch.
11:46 He walked with God so closely that what happened?
11:50 God "took" him.
11:52 Think about Abraham being called out of the land of the Chaldees
11:56 to a land that he didn't even know where he was going.
12:01 Why? Because God wanted to establish a special relationship
12:06 with Abraham and by extension his descendants.
12:11 God has always desired relationships with His people.
12:14 But what if you can't find Him?
12:17 What if you can't feel His presence?
12:21 What if you can't sense His favor?
12:25 What happens then?
12:27 Let's pray.
12:28 Father, we come before You just now.
12:31 I am nothing,
12:34 and I ask right now for a coal from off Your altar.
12:38 I pray that Jesus would be lifted up and seen
12:42 and glorified here today. That Your Word
12:47 and Your Spirit would go forward with power.
12:51 And we thank you in Jesus' name, Amen.
12:56 Greg and I were in Phoenix, Arizona
12:58 just about a year and a half ago.
12:59 3ABN was doing evangelistic meetings from Phoenix
13:03 and we brought our trucks and did a live broadcast.
13:08 After church I was kind of at the back of the church
13:11 and a lady came up and approached me.
13:13 She said: "Hey Jill, I want to talk to you. "
13:15 And I said: "Oh, great! " 'cause I love to meet people.
13:19 And I love to meet people especially who are part
13:22 of the 3ABN family.
13:24 And so I said: "Oh, that's wonderful. "
13:26 And she said: "I read an article that you wrote
13:28 in the Adventist Review. "
13:30 She said: "It was about your journey with infertility. "
13:35 And as soon as she said that my little antennas went up
13:38 because... I'm going to tell you a little secret today.
13:42 When you choose to be open with people
13:46 about what goes on in your life
13:49 it gives people the opportunity
13:53 to speak into your life. Is that not true?
13:56 If you're open then other people can be open back with you.
14:00 Now this is a double-edged sword
14:03 because there are many people...
14:05 Greg and I have been very open about our journey
14:07 with infertility. There are many people
14:09 that would come up and say: "Oh, we're praying for you"
14:12 or "Have you considered adoption? "
14:14 or "Maybe you should consider this certain thing. "
14:17 Which is wonderful. We love to hear suggestions and ideas
14:20 and thoughts from people.
14:22 But there are certain people who maybe take that a little bit
14:26 farther. I received a phone call in the office one day
14:30 and I just want you all to know I'm just sharing this with you
14:32 right here in this group. We don't want anything to go out
14:35 on air about this or anything like that. So...
14:37 this is a private thing that I'm sharing with you right now.
14:41 So just so you know: don't really make a big issue
14:43 out of this, OK? This is just between us right here.
14:46 So this lady called me, and I won't tell you the city
14:49 but it was from a large metropolitan city in the US.
14:53 And she called and she said: "Jill, I understand
14:56 you don't have kids. " And I said: "Yes ma'am that's right. "
14:59 She said: "Well I want you to know
15:00 if you make my recipe for beef stew... "
15:08 "you will have a baby. "
15:10 Now I just want you all to know I'm a vegetarian.
15:13 I have never eaten meat in my life.
15:16 I'm not saying it's right or wrong, it's just my
15:18 personal choice. And I thought: "Well, bless her heart.
15:21 It's very kind. " So she said: "I'm giving you the recipe. "
15:25 I said: "Yes ma'am... I will write it down. "
15:27 So I'm taking notes. Two pounds of beef and so many onions
15:31 and so much... She's giving me the recipe.
15:33 I'm writing it down.
15:35 And she said: "Are you writing this down? "
15:37 And I said: "Yes, I am. "
15:39 And then she said: "Well I am going to be watching on 3ABN
15:43 and if in three months you don't start to develop a little tummy
15:48 I'm coming to 3ABN and I will cook beef stew for you. "
15:54 So when this lady in Phoenix
15:57 said: "I read your article about your journey with infertility"
16:01 I thought: "Please, God... not beef stew! "
16:04 "I'm just... I'm just not ready to deal with beef stew
16:07 at the moment, you know? "
16:08 But that was not at all what she had in mind.
16:11 She said: "I want to share with you my own journey. "
16:16 And she told me about she and her husband.
16:18 Married. Tried for kids for 10 years.
16:21 That's a long time. She said that they couldn't.
16:24 They decided to adopt... which is a beautiful thing.
16:28 She said they decided on a foreign adoption
16:31 and they paid a great deal of money
16:36 to do this foreign adoption.
16:38 They were supposed to get 2 little girls.
16:40 They named them.
16:42 They got their pictures.
16:44 They were due to get the girls very soon.
16:49 And then she said: "We got the news
16:53 that the girls who were supposed to be ours
16:57 had been sold in the sex traffic trade. "
17:03 She said: "Jill, every day
17:06 I live with the knowledge
17:10 that those pictures on the fridge
17:12 that were supposed to be my girls
17:15 and they're not. And not only that
17:18 they might be dead today, Jill. It's been several years.
17:22 Or even worse, we don't know what's going on with them.
17:28 But if you cry out to God
17:31 and it appears that He is silent... "
17:35 The children of Israel experienced the silence of God.
17:39 Turn with me to Exodus. Exodus chapter 1.
17:44 Exodus chapter 1 verse 7 describes the supernatural
17:50 multiplication of the children of Israel.
17:54 Exodus 1:7: "But the children of Israel
17:57 were fruitful and increased abundantly
18:00 multiplied and grew exceedingly mighty.
18:04 And the land was filled with them. "
18:08 So you see all those verbs there?
18:09 They were fruitful, they increased,
18:11 they multiplied, they grew.
18:13 "And the land was filled with them. "
18:16 But then a new king came up and he didn't really know about
18:20 Joseph and maybe he didn't really like Joseph.
18:23 And maybe he really didn't like the way that the children of
18:26 Israel were multiplying.
18:30 And so he forced them to become slaves.
18:34 They were forced to do service in the field to make bricks.
18:39 And when that didn't work so well
18:41 he instituted a new law that the midwives
18:45 were supposed to kill the firstborn... the new baby boys.
18:50 Were supposed to kill all newborn baby boys.
18:57 They were in 400 years of slavery and bondage.
19:02 God had promised to deliver them
19:04 and yet for 400 years
19:07 it appeared as if God was silent.
19:11 Now a side note. It's interesting to me
19:13 400 years is kind of significant in the Bible.
19:16 We have 400 years of slavery.
19:18 400 years of the times of the judges.
19:21 400 years of the times of the kings
19:24 and 400 years of the inter-Testamental period.
19:28 That's between the book of Malachi and Matthew
19:32 when Jesus comes on the scene.
19:33 So the end of the prophets to Matthew
19:37 is another 400 years.
19:40 I want to tell you today: when it seems God is silent
19:44 He is not absent.
19:46 When it seems He is silent He is not still.
19:50 When it seems He is silent He is not finished.
19:54 Job also experienced the silence of God.
19:58 Turn with me to Job... Job chapter 30.
20:01 Now Job lost a great deal in his life.
20:05 What did he lose? He lost his livelihood, did he not?
20:09 And his herds and his cattle and his servants.
20:12 He lost his children, did he not? All ten of them?
20:16 And to be honest he really lost his wife, too,
20:19 because she kind of turned against him in the midst of this
20:23 and he lost his health.
20:26 We're in Job chapter 30 verse 20.
20:29 Job chapter 30 verse 20.
20:31 Job says: "I cry out to You... " meaning God.
20:36 "but You do not answer me.
20:38 I stand up and You regard me. "
20:42 The New Living Translation says: "I cry to You,
20:45 O God, but You don't answer.
20:47 I stand before You and You don't even look at me. "
20:53 Jesus experienced the silence of God.
20:58 Psalm chapter 22 verses 1 and 2.
21:01 This is that Messianic psalm.
21:05 He says on the cross: "My God! My God!
21:08 Why have you forsaken Me?
21:11 What are You so far from helping me
21:13 and from the words of my groaning?
21:16 O my God! I cry in the daytime but You do not hear.
21:22 I cry in the night season and am not silent. "
21:26 When it seems that God is silent we are called to trust
21:30 the promise not the perception.
21:34 We are called to walk by faith not by sight.
21:38 We are called to trust Him in the storm
21:41 as well as the sunshine.
21:43 Called to trust Him by faith... not our feelings.
21:48 Now this morning I want to talk to you about seven things
21:53 that God is doing when it appears that He's silent.
21:57 So when we think in our journey, in our walk with God,
22:01 and you're praying and it feels like your prayer hits
22:04 the ceiling and it bounces back and tumbles down
22:07 around your shoulders and "Where are You, God? "
22:10 In the midst of this when it seems that God is silent
22:14 there are seven things that He is doing
22:18 even in the midst of that silence...
22:21 seven things He's doing.
22:23 Number one: He hears.
22:26 He's still listening.
22:28 It might seem that He is silent but He's still listening.
22:31 Turn back to the children of Israel.
22:33 We're going back to Exodus.
22:36 Exodus chapter 2 verse 23.
22:41 Remember they'd been 400 years in bondage
22:45 wondering: "God, where are You? It seems that You're silent. "
22:48 It says: "Then the children of Israel groaned
22:50 because of the bondage and they cried out.
22:54 And their cry came up to God because of the bondage. "
22:58 Verse 24: "So God heard their groaning... "
23:01 You hear that word? "God heard their groaning
23:05 and He remembered His covenant with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. "
23:10 Jump over to Exodus 3 verse 7.
23:13 The Lord said: "I have surely seen the oppression
23:16 of My people who are in Egypt and have heard their cry
23:19 because of their taskmasters. "
23:22 So does it seem right now that you are walking
23:25 in a dry desert place? Does it seem like you are walking
23:29 in the silence of God?
23:31 God hears you right now.
23:34 In the midst of whatever you deal with, in the midst of
23:37 whatever you are going through
23:40 God is listening... God hears you.
23:45 Psalm 34:15: "They eyes of the Lord are
23:47 upon the righteous and His ears are open unto their cry. "
23:52 Number two. What's the second thing God is doing
23:55 when it APPEARS that He's silent?
23:57 He not only hears... He cares.
24:01 You know, you can really listen to someone
24:04 and not focus or put your full attention or really care.
24:08 Is that true? I remember growing up
24:11 as a kid. My sister and I used to tease my Dad
24:14 a great deal because whenever he got involved in reading
24:17 everything else would kind of shove aside
24:20 and he wouldn't even pay attention.
24:22 So we would come and say: "Daddy... "
24:24 and we'd ask him a simple question.
24:27 And he'd say: "Uh-huh. "
24:29 And then we'd say: "Oh, he wasn't really paying attention. "
24:32 Right? So he heard us enough to say: "Uh-huh. "
24:35 Right? But it didn't seem like he was really invested
24:37 at that point. So then we would say:
24:39 "Oh, Daddy, can... can we go get some ice cream? "
24:43 "Uh-huh. " Now if you knew my parents
24:45 you'd know that was kind of a no-no
24:47 so you know he's not listening.
24:48 Then we'd say: "Daddy... " This is always how we ended it...
24:52 "is your head chopped off? "
24:53 "Uh-huh. "
24:56 So that tells you
24:58 you can hear but not really pay attention.
25:03 Is that true? But God not only hears
25:06 He cares.
25:08 He is invested; He is interested
25:12 in what happens to you and to me.
25:14 Matthew 10, Jesus speaking, talks about "not a sparrow
25:18 falls to the ground without the Father's notice. "
25:23 Now I don't know if you like birds.
25:25 Greg and I like birds. Some of my favorites are the bluebirds.
25:29 They're so pretty. Aren't they pretty? Oh!
25:31 And the cardinals are so bright and vibrant in their red.
25:36 And then there's the sparrows.
25:40 They're common. Would you say that?
25:42 There's a lot of sparrows. They're brown, kind of motley,
25:47 which is no issue... except they kick my bluebirds
25:49 out of the bluebird house and THAT I take issue with.
25:54 But regardless of whether they're a bully or not,
25:57 regardless of whether they're very attractive,
25:59 regardless of whether there's a lot of them
26:01 or a few of them God says: "Even the sparrow
26:06 does not fall to the ground
26:08 and I pay attention. I notice; I see. "
26:12 So God hears us in the midst of seemingly silent times.
26:17 God cares. Number three: He understands.
26:22 He understands.
26:25 When you're going through a difficult time
26:27 do you want someone who understands you?
26:30 Someone who can be there? Who can empathize?
26:33 The story is told of a teenager
26:36 who always read bedtime stories to his little sister.
26:41 And he got kind of tired every night the same bedtime story.
26:46 You know, couldn't she get a new story?
26:48 And he read it over, and the next night he read it again.
26:51 And then the next night he read it again.
26:54 Over and over and over.
26:57 So then he got the bright idea and he said:
26:59 "I'm going to record myself on a tape player
27:02 reading the bedtime story
27:04 so any time she wants to hear my voice
27:06 and she wants to listen to the story
27:08 she just turns on the tape. "
27:09 So he gave it to her. "I've got a present for you. "
27:12 And he's thinking: "Whew! I'm kind of free of my
27:14 little kid sister and I don't have to worry about this
27:16 every night. "
27:18 So he gave her... "Here is the little tape player
27:20 and any time you want to hear a story
27:23 you just turn the button on and you can listen to it. "
27:26 She said: "But I don't want that
27:28 'cause it doesn't have a lap. "
27:32 "It doesn't have a lap. "
27:34 So her favorite part was the fact that
27:37 she could be with him and she could sit on his lap
27:41 when he read the bedtime stories.
27:44 We all need... it's an inherent need
27:47 in all of us... to be understood.
27:49 To know that someone - God - understands
27:54 what you are going through in the midst of that silent time.
27:58 Jesus understands. Hebrews 4:14-16.
28:02 "Seeing then that we have a great High Priest
28:06 who has passed through the heavens -
28:08 Jesus, the Son of God - let us hold fast our confession
28:13 for we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize
28:17 with our weaknesses. " Other translations say
28:20 "We don't have a High Priest who cannot understand
28:24 our weaknesses. " "But He was in all points
28:27 tempted like as we are yet without sin.
28:31 Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace
28:35 knowing that we may obtain mercy
28:37 and find grace to help in our time of need. "
28:42 Jesus understands.
28:44 What does He understand?
28:45 He certainly understands temptation...
28:47 would you say that's true?
28:48 Luke 4:1-2.
28:50 "Jesus, being filled with the Holy Spirit, returned from
28:53 Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the wilderness
28:56 being temped for 40 days of the devil. "
28:59 Forty days... consistent. He understands
29:02 what it feels like to be tempted.
29:05 He understands hunger.
29:06 Luke 4:2: "And those days He ate nothing,
29:11 and afterward when they had ended He was hungry. "
29:14 Now I don't know about you but fasting is not my gift.
29:19 Right? So you need to pray for me.
29:21 I need to work on that more. But fasting is a difficult
29:23 thing. No food? Wow!
29:26 Jesus understands hunger.
29:29 He understands poverty.
29:31 Matthew 8 verse 20:
29:33 "Jesus said to him: 'Foxes have holes
29:36 and the birds of the air have nests
29:37 but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head. ' "
29:43 Jesus understands weariness.
29:46 Have you ever been weary?
29:47 John 4:6: "Now Jacob's well was there.
29:50 Jesus, therefore, being weary from His journey
29:54 sat by the well. "
29:56 He understands weariness.
29:58 He understands disappointment.
30:01 Luke 13 verse 34.
30:04 This is when He's overlooking Jerusalem.
30:07 He says: "Oh Jerusalem, Jerusalem!
30:09 The one who kills the prophets
30:12 and stones those who are sent to her.
30:15 How often I wanted to gather your children
30:19 together as a hen gathers her brood under her wings
30:23 but you were not willing. "
30:25 He loves His people.
30:28 He came to die for His people
30:32 and yet they didn't care.
30:35 They didn't want to be gathered.
30:37 They didn't want to be saved.
30:40 They didn't want what He had to offer.
30:44 Jesus understands disappointment.
30:47 He understands rejection.
30:49 John 6:66-67
30:52 says: "From that time many of His disciples
30:56 went back and walked with Him no more. "
31:00 "Then Jesus said to the twelve:
31:02 'Are you going to leave me too? ' "
31:04 "Will you also go away? "
31:07 Jesus understands rejection.
31:09 He understands sorrow. Matthew 26...
31:13 this is the Garden of Gethsemane.
31:15 He's falling prostrate on the ground.
31:19 "My soul is exceedingly sorrowful... even unto death. "
31:24 He understands death. John chapter 11.
31:27 Remember? The death of His friend Lazarus.
31:30 And the Bible tells us that "Jesus wept. "
31:33 He also understands the silence of God.
31:38 Matthew 27 verse 46.
31:41 "At the ninth hour Jesus cried out: 'My God! My God!
31:45 Why have You forsaken Me? ' "
31:48 Now that's just a few things that Jesus understands.
31:50 We know He understands us completely because He walked
31:54 this earth as a human:
31:57 fully divine... fully human.
32:00 He walked this earth and He understands.
32:03 So when we experience the silence of God
32:08 we know that He hears.
32:10 We know that He cares.
32:12 We know that He understands.
32:14 Number four: He comforts.
32:17 Have you experienced the comforting power of God?
32:20 How does He comfort?
32:22 He comforts us by His Word.
32:24 Psalm 119:49-50.
32:27 "Remember the Word to Your servant upon which You have
32:30 caused me to hope. This is my comfort in my affliction
32:35 for Your Word has given me life. "
32:38 What gave comfort in the midst of the affliction?
32:43 His Word. God's Word has incredible power!
32:47 The promises contained in this Word... we know all His promises
32:51 are yes and amen in Christ Jesus.
32:56 I love to pray the Word of God back to Him.
32:59 That revolutionized my prayer life
33:02 when I understood that I could claim these promises
33:06 and I could call those things that are not
33:09 as though they already were. In other words,
33:12 it says: "I am a new creation in Christ Jesus. "
33:15 Well, do I feel new today? No.
33:16 Do I act new? You could ask my husband.
33:19 He'd probably say: "Well, I'm not so sure, Jilly. "
33:21 So the truth is that in Christ I can claim them.
33:27 I can pray that back to God and say: "Thank you
33:31 God that in You You can make me a new creation
33:36 and You have made me a new creation. "
33:39 We experience comfort by His Word. We experience comfort by
33:42 His Spirit. We experience comfort by His presence.
33:48 Psalm 23:4: "Yea, though I walk
33:50 through the valley of the shadow of death
33:53 I will fear no evil... " And why?
33:55 Because He is with us.
33:59 His presence brings us comfort.
34:02 Number five: He accompanies.
34:04 Turn with me to Isaiah.
34:06 Isaiah is probably one of my favorite Old Testament books.
34:10 And it's kind of divided into two sections.
34:13 You have the first section of Isaiah
34:15 called the Book of Judgment.
34:17 And it's a little harsh you could say.
34:21 The people were turning their back on God.
34:23 They had forsaken Him; they were worshiping idols.
34:27 And so the message is a strong one.
34:30 It's a message of judgment: to turn from what they were doing.
34:35 The second half of the book of Isaiah
34:37 is a message of comfort.
34:40 Isaiah chapter 43.
34:43 Isaiah 43. God wants us to turn back to Him.
34:47 He wants to redeem us and restore our relationship
34:52 with Him. Isaiah chapter 43 verse 1:
34:55 "Now thus says the Lord who created you, O Jacob. "
34:59 In the Hebrew the word for create means to form
35:02 or shape. I imagine God -
35:08 Adam and Eve in the very beginning - forming them
35:12 from the dust of the ground.
35:14 "Now thus says the Lord who created you.
35:17 He formed you, O Israel. Fear not
35:22 for I have redeemed you. "
35:27 He bought us back.
35:28 He made us in the beginning
35:30 and then we turned our back on Him.
35:34 We said: "We don't want anything to do with You.
35:36 We choose our own way. "
35:38 And then He, by the power of His Spirit
35:41 and by the blood of Jesus at the cross
35:44 He bought us back.
35:46 "I have called you by your name... you are Mine. "
35:49 Here's the promise, verse 2:
35:50 "When you pass through the waters I will be with you
35:54 and through the rivers... they shall not overflow you.
35:58 When you walk through the fire you shall not be burned
36:00 nor shall the flames scorch you.
36:02 I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel,
36:06 your Savior. "
36:09 He walks with us in the midst of the fire.
36:13 He walks beside us as we go through the raging stream.
36:19 We do not walk alone.
36:21 Hebrews 13 verse 5 He says: "Never will I leave you;
36:26 never will I forsake you. "
36:28 We are not alone.
36:31 Twenty years ago my Mom had some serious health challenges.
36:35 And even though it's been 20 years I can remember it
36:38 as if it were yesterday.
36:40 I remember the doctor visit after doctor visit.
36:43 I remember wondering what's going to happen.
36:47 What's the diagnosis going to be?
36:50 Scared! And there was a certain scripture that
36:53 I claimed: Psalm 112 verse 7.
36:56 "You shall not be afraid of evil tidings.
37:00 His heart is fixed trusting in the Lord. "
37:05 Now I had misinterpreted that scripture.
37:09 I thought it meant nothing evil will come to me
37:12 as long as my heart is fixed trusting in the Lord.
37:15 Well that's not what the scripture says at all
37:17 but that is what I was claiming.
37:19 "So God, as long as I have enough faith,
37:22 as long as my heart is fixed firmly enough on You,
37:27 as long as I keep that
37:29 we're going to have a good outcome for my Mom. "
37:32 So I remember sitting in the doctor's office.
37:34 My Mom's on the table here in the middle;
37:37 my Dad's on this side.
37:39 I can still remember him leaning against the wall
37:41 arms folded across his chest.
37:43 I'm over here on this side leaning up against the wall
37:46 over here arms across my chest looking.
37:49 Here comes the doctor and I'm just claiming:
37:51 "You shall not be afraid of evil tidings.
37:53 His heart is fixed trusting in the Lord God. "
37:55 "You've got this, God. It's going to be a good report. "
37:58 "God, I'm claiming that. "
38:00 The doctor comes in.
38:02 He says: "I'm so sorry
38:05 but the diagnosis isn't good.
38:11 She's diagnosed with MS. "
38:14 And I remember it was quiet in the room.
38:19 The doctor left. I remember my Mom crying.
38:23 And I remember I was MAD at God.
38:26 "But God... " You remember I had misinterpreted the scripture.
38:30 Remember that? So I'm saying: "But God...
38:32 as long as I claim this, as long as I had enough
38:36 faith, You said nothing evil was going to happen. "
38:39 And then I looked at the scripture again
38:41 and realized that's not at all what it says.
38:44 It said not that evil wouldn't come -
38:47 we know the rain falls on the just and the unjust -
38:50 we know that trials and tribulations come to those who
38:53 walk with Jesus and those who have turned their back on Him.
38:57 It doesn't matter... we know that.
38:59 It is because we live in a world of sin.
39:04 BUT the promise in that scripture
39:07 is that God will be with us through anything.
39:12 God will be with us in the midst of the storm.
39:17 He hears; He cares; He understands; He comforts;
39:21 He accompanies. Number six: He answers.
39:25 Now you might be saying: "Wait a minute, Jill.
39:27 I've asked for an answer and I didn't get it. "
39:30 "I asked for an answer and it did not come
39:34 the way I wanted. "
39:36 You know, we're taught as kids... at least I was taught
39:38 as a kid... there are three answers to prayer.
39:40 Were you ever taught that?
39:42 Yes... no... and what's this one? Maybe.
39:47 Yes! That's what I was taught.
39:49 I think there's actually four.
39:52 First one over here says: "No... not yet. "
39:57 Now that's the one that would be what we'd consider the maybe,
40:00 right? "No... not yet. "
40:03 You know, they say on average people are going to spend
40:05 six months of your lifetime waiting in line for something.
40:11 Whoo! Forty-three days on hold with automated customer service.
40:16 Twenty-seven days waiting at the bus platform.
40:20 Nine years of the average person's life is spent on the
40:23 cell phone... and for my assistant LaDonna over here
40:25 and myself... we probably would spend at least eighteen years
40:27 of our life on our cell phones.
40:30 No, those are just... We say: "OK... I don't like to wait. "
40:34 But what if it's a more difficult waiting time?
40:37 What if you're waiting for the result of a biopsy
40:39 or the nurse's voice after surgery?
40:41 Or the door to open for the job you always wanted
40:44 or the home you want or the ministry that doesn't
40:46 seem to open. Or finances for school or loans
40:50 or retirement. Or maybe you just want God to provide you
40:54 with a friend or a child
40:57 or a soulmate.
41:00 What do we do in the midst of that waiting time?
41:03 So that is a subject altogether for another time.
41:06 We won't get into that. But the first
41:09 answer is "No, not yet" meaning it might be coming
41:13 but not at this time.
41:15 Second answer is "No... because I love you too much. "
41:20 Now how in the world could love be a "no? "
41:25 Wouldn't you think if you love someone you want to
41:28 give them good things?
41:34 How can love be a "no? "
41:36 This is a deep subject.
41:38 Could take a very long time.
41:40 I can think of at least three ways - three reasons -
41:43 that love is a "no"
41:44 because love is protection.
41:47 Boundaries are for our safety.
41:51 You think about you have a kid and they go to touch
41:53 the hot stove and what do you say?
41:55 "Oh yes, honey, 'cause Mommy wants to say yes. "
41:57 No! Right? You say: "Don't touch that stove! "
42:00 Why? Because love is protection.
42:04 What if they run out in the street?
42:05 You would run and grab your kid - wouldn't you? -
42:07 and pull them back from danger
42:10 because love is protection.
42:13 Love is also ownership.
42:17 When you belong to someone -
42:20 and we belong to the Lord Jesus Christ -
42:23 He has a Godly jealousy over us.
42:27 Now there's a big difference be- tween being jealous for someone
42:31 or being jealous of someone.
42:34 If you are jealous for someone that's like coveting, right?
42:37 That's the wrong kind of jealousy.
42:39 "I wish I could have their car or their spouse
42:44 or their bank account or their position. " Right?
42:46 That's a wrong type of jealousy.
42:49 This jealousy - jealous of something -
42:52 is what I call this love means ownership.
42:57 In other words, God says "I love you so much
43:01 that if you have something in your life -
43:03 if there is an idol - if there is something in your life
43:07 between Me and you... " Me and you, I apologize...
43:12 God and us... If there's something in our life
43:15 He says: "I want that to go. "
43:18 "Because I love you so much I want you to only belong
43:23 to Me and to nobody else. "
43:26 Love is protection; love is ownership;
43:29 love is also salvation.
43:32 I think about Jesus when He experienced the silence of God.
43:37 He said: "God, if it's possible,
43:40 please... " What'd He say? "let this cup pass from Me. "
43:44 "I don't want to go to the cross...
43:47 I don't think I can experience that. "
43:49 "I cannot walk through that. "
43:52 "In My flesh I cannot do that. "
43:55 And yet, God said: "No. "
43:57 And why is that? So that you and I could be saved.
44:01 Sometimes the answer is a "no" and it has nothing to do with
44:06 protection and nothing to do with ownership
44:08 and everything to do with the salvation of someone else.
44:12 Maybe someone else in your life,
44:14 someone else in your neighborhood, someone else
44:17 in your community.
44:18 So the first answer is: "No, not yet. "
44:21 Then we have: "No, I love you too much. "
44:23 Then we have: "Yes! I thought you would never ask! "
44:28 Think of James chapter 4 verse 2.
44:30 What does the Bible tell us? "You have not... " What?
44:32 "because you ask not. "
44:35 Philippians... Philippians? Psalm 2:8.
44:38 "Ask of Me, and I'll give you the heathen for your inheritance
44:42 and the uttermost parts of the world for your possession. "
44:46 What do we ask for? The conversion of our family,
44:49 friends, neighbors, enemies... the world.
44:51 The outpouring of the Holy Spirit.
44:54 We ask for revival and reformation to spring forth.
44:57 A new heart... the heart of flesh that He has promised us
45:01 in Ezekiel 36. We ask for God to write His law
45:04 in our heart and on our mind
45:07 that we could become a new creation in Christ Jesus.
45:10 That He could be glorified in our life.
45:13 We ask for spiritual blessings in Christ Jesus,
45:16 that His name would be written on our forehead,
45:19 that our name would be written in the Lamb's Book of Life.
45:22 That we could be transformed into His image.
45:24 We ask for strength to endure and grace to overcome
45:27 and victory from sin, deliverance from bondage,
45:31 freedom in Christ, peace that passes all understanding.
45:34 And then we thank Him that His promises are yes and amen
45:40 in Christ Jesus.
45:42 And the final answer over here is another yes.
45:45 Yes and so much more.
45:49 God wants to do "exceedingly abundantly
45:53 above all that we could ever ask or think. "
45:57 Ephesians 3 verse 20.
46:00 So God hears us... even when it seems like He's silent
46:04 in your life He's listening.
46:07 When it seems like He's silent He cares for you.
46:10 When it seems like He's silent He understands what you're
46:15 going through. When it seems like He's silent
46:18 He comforts you.
46:21 When it seems like He's silent He accompanies
46:25 or He walks with you through the fire.
46:29 When it seems like He's silent He answers.
46:33 And sometimes - I don't even understand -
46:36 the answer is not what we asked for.
46:40 I know some of you here in this room.
46:42 Some of you I haven't met yet.
46:45 I know a few of your stories.
46:47 Some of you have lost children to death,
46:50 spouses to death... divorce.
46:54 Some of you your children have walked away from God
46:57 and you just want them to come back.
47:00 We all have an experience, a time when we are walking
47:06 through that silent time...
47:09 that time of pain.
47:11 And yet number 7, the final thing that God does.
47:15 Always happens. And that is that He delivers.
47:21 He delivers.
47:22 We started with the children of Israel; I want to end with them.
47:25 Go back to Exodus... Exodus chapter 3.
47:30 Exodus 3 verses 7 and 8.
47:32 We read 7 already at the beginning, but let's
47:34 read it again. "The Lord said: 'I have surely seen
47:37 the oppression of My people who are in Egypt
47:41 and I have heard their cry because of their taskmasters
47:45 for I know their sorrows. ' "
47:47 God knows, sees, and under- stands your sorrows today.
47:52 "So I have come down to... " What's that word?
47:55 "deliver them out of the hand of the Egyptians
48:00 and to bring them in from that land to a good and large land,
48:03 to a land flowing with milk and honey. "
48:06 Now it might seem like the deliverance is not coming
48:10 in your life but it will come.
48:13 God will bring that deliverance.
48:17 John 8:36: "If the Son makes you free,
48:20 you shall be free indeed. "
48:25 What does He deliver us from?
48:26 He delivers us from bondage. The children of Israel
48:29 were in bondage for 400 years.
48:33 Entrapped, enslaved... and yet God by the power
48:36 of His Spirit delivered them.
48:39 Broke those bands of slavery and He delivered them.
48:43 He delivers us from trouble. Psalm 34:17:
48:46 "The righteous cry and the Lord hears
48:49 and delivers them out of all their trouble. "
48:53 He delivers us from fear.
48:55 Psalm 34:4: "I sought the Lord
48:59 and He heard me and delivered me from all my fears. "
49:03 Are you afraid today?
49:04 Are you going through something that makes your heart tremble?
49:07 Are you going through something that you feel like you are in
49:10 the midst of bondage and addiction?
49:13 Do you feel like you are in trouble and there is no way out?
49:17 God wants to deliver you today.
49:21 He wants to deliver you from bondage
49:23 and from trouble and from fear and from sin.
49:27 Matthew 1:21: "He shall save His people
49:31 from their sin. "
49:36 I stepped out of our kitchen into the garage
49:41 and the heat just hit me full in the face.
49:45 Hundred degrees.
49:47 Flat 100 degrees in the garage.
49:49 Greg and I were headed out and the garage door opened up
49:54 and all of a sudden... I was just getting in the car
49:56 and Greg said: "Jilly look up. " And so I looked up
50:00 and there was a humming- bird at the peak of the roof.
50:04 Little itty bitty.
50:06 Now it was 100 where I was standing
50:08 so it was probably I don't know, 110... 115? It was hotter
50:12 up there in the rafters.
50:15 And I said: "Well it needs to come out. "
50:19 The garage door was open so I said: "Come, come! "
50:22 It's not going to listen to me but I thought maybe
50:24 if the door's open it would know safety is outside.
50:28 It's going to die at the peak of the roof.
50:30 "Come out! " But it didn't.
50:33 I ran and I got our humming- bird feeder. It's red.
50:35 And I thought maybe it'd be attracted to the red
50:37 and it would come down. That didn't do anything.
50:41 So Greg put on some old work gloves.
50:44 He got a ladder.
50:46 And I held my breath as he climbed up the ladder
50:49 and then stepped onto the trusses... the rafters.
50:53 And he stepped from one to the other to the other
50:57 till he was right underneath where the hummingbird was.
51:01 And he reached up and he grabbed it
51:05 in his gloved hands, and it began to squawk
51:08 in a way that I have never heard a hummingbird squawk before.
51:12 I'm sure it said: "What do you think you're doing?
51:14 Are you trying to kill me? "
51:16 And then he gingerly stepped from rafter to rafter
51:20 and then walked down the ladder.
51:23 And we went outside and he opened up his hand
51:26 and it was so weak that it couldn't even fly.
51:32 And so I held the hummingbird feeder there
51:35 and it picked up its little beak and it began to drink.
51:39 And then pretty soon it got enough energy
51:43 and it lifted off and it flew away.
51:48 And it reminded me of how many times
51:51 I have walked in a way of my own choosing.
51:55 I have refused to do things God's way.
52:00 And I got "enwrapped" in bondage and slavery.
52:04 I became in trouble.
52:07 I was surrounded with fear and didn't even know how to get out.
52:12 Didn't know where to go or what to do.
52:16 God opened the door
52:17 and said: "Why don't you come? "
52:20 And I was too afraid.
52:22 I preferred to stay at the roof
52:26 where I would die.
52:28 And then Jesus climbed the ladder of my own stubbornness
52:34 and pride and He reached up scarred hands
52:39 to hold me. And then He walked back down
52:45 and went outside the garage -
52:49 outside of my prison home,
52:52 outside of where I had been trapped in bondage -
52:55 and He opened up His hands
52:59 setting me free to choose again.
53:01 Because our God never forces.
53:04 Our God says: "I love you. "
53:07 "I died for you! "
53:09 "I want to set you free,
53:12 and even when it feels that you are walking in a silent time
53:17 I am right there
53:19 and I want to bring you deliverance...
53:24 but it's up to you.
53:25 You can turn back around and fly into the garage
53:31 or you can be free. "
53:34 Do you want to be free today?
53:37 Listen as Tim ministers.
53:42 How great
53:45 is our God!
53:47 Sing with me: how great
53:52 is our God!
53:55 I know you'll see how great...
53:59 how great
54:02 is our God!
54:08 Sing it with me.
54:09 How great is our God!
54:15 Sing with me: how great
54:18 is our God! And all will see
54:21 And all will see how great...
54:25 how great
54:28 is our God!
54:32 Name above all names!
54:34 Name above all names! He is worthy...
54:40 He is worthy of all praise.
54:45 And my heart... and my heart
54:48 will sing how great
54:52 is our God!
54:59 How great is our God!
55:04 Sing with me: how great
55:08 is our God!
55:11 And all will see how great,
55:16 how great
55:19 is our God! Have you experienced
55:23 the greatness of God in your life?
55:25 Amen! Do you want to experience His greatness
55:27 in a way that you never have before?
55:29 If you are walking in a dark place,
55:32 if you are experiencing it seems like the apparent
55:35 silence of God, if you want special prayer
55:39 today why don't you stand.
55:40 I want to pray for you.
55:42 I know that God wants to bring us deliverance
55:46 because He hears, because He cares,
55:50 because He understands, because He comforts
55:54 and walks with us through that.
55:59 Because He wants to bring us deliverance.
56:03 And at home: I just want to make a special appeal
56:05 to you as well. God wants to deliver you
56:09 from bondage, from addiction.
56:11 God wants to deliver you from trouble.
56:13 He wants to set you free.
56:16 Will you make a decision right now?
56:18 Open up your heart to the Lord Jesus.
56:22 Allow Him access. Allow Him to come in
56:25 and to change you forever.
56:28 Father, we come before You and we're standing
56:30 before You as Your children just now
56:33 thanking You for the gift of Jesus.
56:38 Thanking You that in our dark moments,
56:41 in those barren places,
56:43 in the midst of addiction and struggle and stress
56:47 thanking You that You have come to set us free.
56:52 That You have come that we would have life
56:55 and have it more abundantly.
56:58 So God, thank you for reaching out those nail-scarred hands
57:02 and for bringing us out into victory.
57:05 For bringing us out into freedom.
57:08 And we choose You. We open up our hearts
57:12 to receive Your love, Your life,
57:16 Your peace, Your anointing.
57:20 And we thank You for what You are going to do
57:23 and how You can hear and answer the prayer of faith.
57:27 And we ask this in Jesus' name, Amen. Amen!


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