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Howells In Cambodia

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00:01 (inspirational music)
00:21 - Hello and welcome to "Jesus for Asia Now".
00:24 I'm Natalie Wood and I have a special guest
00:26 in the studio with me today.
00:28 Hello, Natalie.
00:29 - Hello, Natalie, how are you?
00:30 (Guest Natalie laughing) - I'm good.
00:31 I always feel funny calling you by my name,
00:34 but it's okay 'cause it's your name, too.
00:36 - Absolutely.
00:38 - So Natalie, tell me about where you're working
00:41 and what you're doing right now,
00:43 because you're not doing what you used to do when I met you.
00:47 You lived here in America and you were just doing
00:50 the homeschooling mom thing.
00:52 - [Guest Natalie] Yes. - Family thing.
00:53 And now God's called you to do something
00:55 that is a little different.
00:58 - Yes, a lot different.
01:00 Currently, my family and I, we're serving in Cambodia.
01:04 Specific, we're in Battambang City.
01:07 And we're starting a school, a school to meet the needs
01:11 of the Seventh Day Adventists in Cambodia.
01:14 The main reason, one of the main reason for the school is
01:17 that almost all the schools there are six days a week.
01:23 And so you have to choose between church and school.
01:26 - Because they don't go to school on Sunday.
01:28 - Because they don't go to school on Sunday, correct.
01:30 - [Natalie] Okay, so it's a Sabbath issue for the students.
01:33 - Yes.
01:34 - Does that start in elementary school?
01:36 - It start elementary and go all the way up.
01:38 - All the way through. - You see little babies going
01:39 to school on Sabbath morning,
01:41 going to church, yes.
01:43 - That's hard.
01:43 - It is, it's different.
01:45 You know, I'm not accustomed to that.
01:47 - Right, so God calls you to Cambodia.
01:50 I know you've shared the story before
01:53 at length in one of our other shows,
01:55 so I'd invite our viewers to find that show.
01:57 I don't know if you wanna kind of briefly share a little bit
02:00 on this one, just so people have a little history
02:02 of how you got to Cambodia?
02:04 - Okay.
02:05 We got called in 2018 at a faith camp.
02:10 We were there and a call was really strong
02:12 that I need to serve Him.
02:15 You know, salvation was at stake.
02:17 - Okay.
02:18 - And so we jumped to the call.
02:22 - Right, well praise the Lord for that
02:24 because you'd already postponed long enough.
02:27 - Yes, He had called me four years before
02:29 and I was not ready.
02:31 And so this time He showed me how critical it was
02:34 to move, that it was a salvational thing.
02:37 And so you go where God calls you.
02:39 - Yeah, that's the only safe place to be.
02:41 - Absolutely, absolutely.
02:43 - Okay, so before we talk more about the school,
02:47 we wanna talk a little bit about some fun things
02:49 you've gotten to do lately.
02:51 And one of them happened around Christmas time, right?
02:53 - Yes, yes, yes, yes.
02:55 - And what was that? What did you get to do at Christmas?
02:56 - Okay, so we live, we have to drive
02:58 through this village to get to the school
03:00 and there's approximately 100 children in the village.
03:03 When we were first driving through, you know,
03:05 you get the stares like, who are these people,
03:07 these strangers coming through?
03:09 - And just for a little background,
03:11 you had to drive through because there's no buildings.
03:14 There were no buildings at this time on the property.
03:16 - Correct.
03:17 - [Natalie] No temporary buildings, nothing--
03:18 - Nothing at all.
03:19 - So you had to drive through the village
03:20 because you had to live elsewhere.
03:22 - Right. - Okay.
03:23 - So we would drive through the village,
03:24 'cause actually at the time,
03:26 I was doing language study online
03:28 and that's was where I had the best signal.
03:30 - Oh, on the property.
03:32 - [Guest Natalie] On the property.
03:33 - Even though there were no buildings.
03:34 - Even though there were...
03:35 So my husband built a little shed with tarp
03:39 for me to sit under.
03:40 And that's where I had school every day.
03:42 And so we had to drive through the village.
03:44 - Okay.
03:45 - Around Christmas. I'm like,
03:46 I would like to do something for them.
03:49 And I was thinking what I could do,
03:50 what we could do for them.
03:52 And at the moment, I was like,
03:54 "Oh, we could give them blanket,"
03:55 because at the time it was getting cold,
03:58 and 68 degrees is cold.
04:00 (Guest Natalie chuckling)
04:01 And so-- - Yeah, considering that
04:02 most normal temperature's over 90.
04:05 - Exactly, and so that's a huge drop.
04:07 And so we worked and we got them blankets,
04:10 and we gave it to them.
04:11 And the older people were there also.
04:15 And they asked if they could have blankets.
04:18 And I gave them blankets, what was left.
04:20 And since then the relationship has grown astronomically.
04:24 Even the older people who, it's not norm to say hello
04:27 or wave, this is completely out the custom, you know?
04:30 They say hello, they smile.
04:33 - Oh nice. - And it's just like,
04:34 it's just an amazing experience.
04:36 - Nice.
04:37 Well we have a few pictures from this.
04:38 So why don't you tell us what's happening in these pictures?
04:41 - [Guest Natalie] This is where we were
04:42 passing out the blankets.
04:44 And that man standing there in the background,
04:46 he's the village chief.
04:47 So anything that's your needs you, we need to do,
04:50 we need to go to him for permission to do a lot of stuff.
04:54 And so it's really important to have that relationship
04:57 with him and have him support in whatever we're doing.
05:00 - Right, right.
05:02 Okay.
05:03 - [Guest Natalie] And that's more children getting blankets.
05:05 They were so happy.
05:06 They were so, so happy.
05:08 - [Natalie] Oh, cuties.
05:10 - I've never done anything like this before.
05:12 And so I was blessed and they were blessed.
05:16 - [Natalie] Wow, praise the Lord.
05:17 - Absolutely.
05:18 - So you shared this privilege on Facebook I believe?
05:20 - Yes, yes.
05:21 - And someone contacted you
05:24 and wanted to do a similar project.
05:26 - Correct. - And what was that?
05:28 - So a friend of mine from New York called me and she said,
05:31 "Hey, would you mind if we do a slipper drive?"
05:34 And I never thought of that.
05:35 I'm like, "Wow, this would be an awesome idea
05:39 "and an awesome experience."
05:40 And so she said, "I'm gonna get the youth
05:42 "from Brooklyn Staten Island Pathfinder
05:45 "and the Northeastern Youth Federation,
05:48 "get them together to make donations to buy slippers."
05:52 And they wanted it done for Global Youth Day
05:55 and so that's what we did.
05:57 It wasn't as easy as the blankets.
05:59 (Guest Natalie chuckling)
06:01 - Yeah, 'cause the blankets are one size fits all.
06:02 - One side fits all.
06:03 And so the first go round half of the shoes were too big.
06:06 Literally, half of them were too big.
06:08 And so what we did was we gave them to the adults,
06:11 which is what you see here.
06:13 It was easier to give it away, than to return it
06:16 and get new shoes because we got it
06:18 from so many different stores
06:20 and remembering where you get what,
06:22 and it was just easier.
06:24 And so we went out and we bought.
06:27 The adults were really happy
06:28 'cause that was a bonus for them.
06:31 That's some of the shoes that we gave to the children.
06:33 - [Natalie] Okay, nice.
06:34 - [Guest Natalie] Yes.
06:36 - That was done before you came to America, which was--
06:38 - [Guest Natalie] Yeah, right before.
06:39 - Which was right before Global Youth Day.
06:41 - Right. - So it was able
06:42 to be completed.
06:43 - Yes. - I remember the donations
06:45 coming in, people calling and saying they wanted
06:47 to give for this and different Pathfinder clubs
06:49 from all over, especially New York,
06:52 but different Pathfinder clubs.
06:53 It was really neat for the young people to get involved.
06:55 - I thought it was really cool, absolutely.
06:57 - [Natalie] Yeah. - Absolutely.
06:58 - So I know she has a burden to continue doing projects
07:02 like this for other nearby villages.
07:04 - Absolutely.
07:05 - Let's talk a little bit about the school now
07:07 and what's going on with this project.
07:10 There's been some developments both for the teachers,
07:14 as well as for the property.
07:15 Let's start with the teachers.
07:17 - Here's the picture of our students.
07:19 And what happened was they were,
07:21 as they were in college last year,
07:24 the majority of them started having classes on Sabbath.
07:28 And so they had to choose between God and school.
07:33 And they were also learning some things
07:34 that was contrary to our beliefs.
07:38 And so they were asking question like,
07:39 "What is the point of learning this
07:42 "if we're not gonna be teaching it?"
07:44 - Right, right.
07:45 Things like evolution.
07:46 - Right, and Buddhism.
07:49 And those were really hard questions.
07:52 - Yeah.
07:53 - We prayed.
07:54 We prayed a lot asking God for direction, what to do.
07:59 He led us to look into different colleges
08:02 that they could go to and we chose Mountain View College
08:05 in the Philippines.
08:07 And we chose that one because a lot of the people
08:11 that I've met that have attended there, they have come back
08:15 with a missionary spirit wanting to serve.
08:19 - Okay.
08:20 - And I feel like it's important to equip them
08:23 to serve the people of Cambodia.
08:25 It's easier for them to serve than for me.
08:29 - Yeah, that's true.
08:30 They don't have the language issues.
08:31 - They don't have the language, they don't have the culture.
08:33 - Right. - So it's easier for them
08:35 to go far and do more than we are able to do.
08:39 - Right and that's what we really want to do.
08:42 We wanna enable the locals to help their own people.
08:45 - Absolutely, equipping them.
08:47 In order for them to go to to the Philippines,
08:49 they have to be able to speak English.
08:51 - Yeah, and not just like hello.
08:53 - [Guest Natalie] No, they have to--
08:54 - They have to be able to study.
08:55 - Absolutely, 'cause the entire program is in English.
08:59 And so we decided to move them.
09:02 They were living in Siem Reap, three hours away.
09:05 And so it was really hard to really work with them
09:08 like I wanted to because of the distance.
09:11 - Right, and paying rent.
09:14 Different places.
09:15 And travel back and forth for them or for you,
09:17 whichever had to happen.
09:18 - We decided to move them from Siem Reap
09:21 to Battambang on the property.
09:23 And so we're like, "How are we gonna do this?"
09:27 And that's when I saw a missionary had bamboo huts.
09:31 And I was like, "That would be a really good idea."
09:33 I mean, that's manageable, you know?
09:35 - Right. - And so I was like,
09:37 "Oh, what if we do bamboo huts?"
09:38 So my husband was like, "Yeah, let's do that."
09:41 And then we went-- - It's a way to get started.
09:43 - It's a way to get started and to move the students
09:45 onto the property.
09:46 And so we started building.
09:47 - Awesome, so let's look at, we have a little video,
09:50 drone footage of the property.
09:52 So let's go ahead and we'll watch that now.
09:54 And maybe you can tell us,
09:55 as we're watching, what we're seeing.
09:56 - Those three buildings to the right. Those are houses.
10:00 The two side-by-side, that's where the girls live.
10:02 And the one on the other side, the boys live there.
10:06 And that big building that's closest to us,
10:08 that's our gazebo, and that's where we meet
10:10 for English learning, for church, and other activities.
10:17 That brick building in the back, that's the bathrooms.
10:20 - [Natalie] And the kitchen was behind the kids'--
10:21 - [Guest Natalie] The kitchen is behind the gazebo
10:23 and there's staff housing next to the kitchen.
10:27 - It's exciting to see at least some buildings
10:29 on the property.
10:31 I know it's not everything that's needed yet,
10:32 but it's a start.
10:34 - Absolutely.
10:35 - And it's really awesome to see the project moving forward.
10:39 - Yes.
10:40 - And yet we know that there are needs.
10:42 And so we wanna address those
10:44 so that our viewers can join us in praying for them.
10:48 What is the cost of sending these students
10:50 to the Philippines for school?
10:52 - We're looking at an average of $7,000 per person
10:55 to go to first year.
10:57 And that include their tuition, flight, visa processing,
11:01 passport, all the things they need to get them there.
11:05 - And their tuition and room board.
11:06 - And their tuition, right.
11:07 And the tuition, room, board, food,
11:09 all of that is included in that $7,000.
11:13 - Okay.
11:14 - And we're looking at approximately 13 to 15 students
11:16 that would like to send, we would like to send.
11:19 - Wow.
11:21 - That much because we're doing from K through 12.
11:23 - Okay. - And so you're looking
11:25 at 13 teachers there.
11:26 And I figured, you know, it would be nice to have a nurse
11:30 to not only help the school
11:31 but meet the needs of the community,
11:34 and as the way of introducing the health message,
11:36 helping them to have a better lifestyle.
11:40 And also having somebody that the last person would be
11:44 administrative, accounting, that knows how
11:47 to run the business aspect of the school.
11:50 - I know our original plan was
11:52 that it was gonna be a high school.
11:54 Can you explain why you want the younger grades?
11:56 - The main reason for the younger grades is
11:58 that we have so many children in the village.
12:02 And there is a school in the village.
12:05 They have three teachers for six grades.
12:09 - Six grades, wow.
12:14 - The government made a decision that the school,
12:17 they have too much staff, they need to cut back one.
12:20 So they will only have two teachers
12:22 to teach all those children.
12:24 And so some of them-- - And you told me there's
12:26 about 100 children in the village?
12:27 - Yes, there's about 100 children in the village.
12:29 And so, you know,--
12:30 - I can't imagine having a classroom with 50 kids in it.
12:33 And that would be two or three different grades,
12:35 four different grades?
12:36 - [Guest Natalie] Absolutely.
12:37 - Wow. - Absolutely.
12:38 And multi teaching.
12:40 One room classroom.
12:41 You know, in our Adventist system we do have more than one
12:43 in a classroom, but it's not big.
12:45 - Right.
12:47 Usually the ratio of teachers to students is
12:50 a lot more reasonable than 50 to one.
12:52 - Absolutely, with multiple grades.
12:54 And so my heart was, you know like,
12:56 you know we have to help 'em.
12:58 - Yeah. - And I feel like children
13:00 are more receptive to the gospel.
13:03 It's easier to teach them.
13:05 And so right before we left to come here,
13:08 they asked when am I gonna start teaching them English.
13:12 And so when I go back, I'm gonna work something out,
13:16 one hour on a Sunday to teach them.
13:19 And I get to share Jesus with them.
13:21 I'm so excited to see how that develops.
13:24 - That's awesome.
13:25 Okay, so that's a lot of money then.
13:27 - [Guest Natalie] Yes, it's a lot.
13:28 - 13 To 15 at 7,000 apiece.
13:30 - Yes. - Wow.
13:31 But God is big, right?
13:33 - He is, this is His project.
13:34 You know, we haven't seen the first dime
13:36 and we're just moving on faith knowing
13:39 that if He brought us this far,
13:41 He'll bring us the rest of the way.
13:43 - Right, and He's guided in looking at which schools
13:46 so that the young people should go to.
13:47 - [Guest Natalie] Absolutely.
13:48 - So well, we'll see what He does
13:51 and we're so excited to see what He does.
13:53 And how He does it.
13:54 - Absolutely.
13:55 - Okay, and on the property itself needs.
13:58 - Yes. - I know you mentioned
13:59 to me about the need for a fence.
14:02 Can you explain that to us?
14:04 - The need for fencing is great
14:06 because a couple times in the middle of the night,
14:10 like two, three o'clock in the morning, people come
14:12 on the property hunting for animals, cutting down trees,
14:19 walking around the houses and it's kind of intimidating,
14:22 and, you know, they're afraid.
14:25 And so I feel like fencing would provide
14:28 some form of security.
14:30 And in addition to that, we have cows
14:32 that come on the property a lot.
14:34 People just let their calls wander
14:35 and they've been doing it for years.
14:38 And so even though we're living there,
14:39 they still have the cows coming there.
14:41 And we wanna do a garden.
14:44 And recently, they started a garden
14:46 and the cows came 'cause no one was there
14:49 and ate all the corn.
14:51 - That's so sad.
14:52 - It is.
14:53 - Oh, that's so sad.
14:54 What is an estimate for what the fencing will cost?
14:57 Do you have any idea?
14:58 - We're looking at approximately 30,000.
15:00 We have 30 acres that need to be fenced.
15:04 And so it's a lot of land.
15:05 - So it would be fenced pretty much all the way
15:07 around, within like one entrance
15:09 on either end of the property or something?
15:10 - Correct.
15:11 - [Natalie] Okay. - Correct, yes.
15:12 - Well, we'll see how God answers that one.
15:14 - Absolutely, absolutely.
15:16 - And then there's a need because of the electricity.
15:19 - We have electricity but we have like only 20 amps.
15:24 And for those who know electrical,
15:25 that's not a lot of amp to meet the needs of everyone.
15:29 - Right.
15:30 - In order to get good electricity,
15:33 we have to get it from the main road
15:35 and we're about two kilometers, I think 1.2 miles,
15:38 something like that from the main road to get it from there
15:42 to where we need it to be.
15:43 Before COVID hit, when we priced it, it was like 30,000.
15:47 - You dug a well, right?
15:49 We have water there.
15:50 - Absolutely, and that's just so exciting.
15:53 - Yeah, it's just that there's a power issue.
15:56 - There's a power issue there.
15:58 Just one quick story.
15:59 The the well was a blessing 'cause in 2020
16:01 when we were there, they told us that the land is
16:03 so dry, you know, there's nowhere you're gonna have water.
16:07 The ground is so hard.
16:09 To get the water from the village, it's a long way.
16:11 - It's a long way.
16:12 - It's a long way, and getting permission
16:14 and, you know, all that kind of stuff.
16:16 And so one of our workers said,
16:19 "Hey, I know somebody who digs well
16:22 "and he dug the neighbor's well."
16:23 I was like, "Okay, bring him here."
16:25 And so he came and he said,
16:27 "Oh yes, there's a riverbed running underneath,
16:31 "on this side of the property that border is the neighbor.
16:34 "I guarantee you water for two years
16:36 "or I'll return your money."
16:37 - [Natalie] Wow. - And so I was like, okay.
16:39 So we hit water at 60 feet.
16:41 - 60 Feet?
16:42 - [Guest Natalie] 60 Feet. - Wow.
16:44 - And he said, "I guarantee that
16:45 "that water will be running 24-7 and not dry up."
16:49 - Wow. - And so I was really excited.
16:50 I was so excited, I was just praising God.
16:53 'Cause you went from this hopeless situation
16:56 to actually have water.
16:57 Now the thing with where the water is
16:59 versus where we live is approximately five acres.
17:02 - Okay.
17:03 - So we have to, you know, get equipment to trench it,
17:06 buy the pipes, get a pump, build some form of tank
17:13 to hold the water and then feed it across
17:16 to everything, to everyone else, and so yeah.
17:20 - There's some more steps to go.
17:21 - [Guest Natalie] More steps to go.
17:23 - God has a way to go.
17:24 - He really does, and you know, I like these opportunities
17:27 'cause you really get to see God work.
17:29 And it's not like Natalie did this or Billy did this.
17:32 No, this was God that did this
17:34 because He really made a way out of no way.
17:37 - It's such a privilege to see how He works.
17:40 - Absolutely, and be a part of it.
17:42 - Right.
17:43 There was another need that you had mentioned
17:45 and that is for the road.
17:47 Can you explain that need?
17:49 - Because of all the work that we did
17:52 on clearing the land, a lot of it is dug up and it's clay.
17:58 - Ooh. - And so when it rains,
17:59 the water just pools and settles.
18:02 And so we actually need a road infrastructure
18:05 to be able to drive in and, or even walk around.
18:10 Because recently it rained and there was just
18:13 so much water just sitting there in a short amount of time.
18:17 And, you know, you get stuck.
18:20 - [Natalie] Ugh.
18:21 Yeah, okay.
18:23 Do you have any idea what that would cost?
18:25 - No, we haven't looked into it, to be totally honest.
18:27 - Okay.
18:29 - But it's something that's on the radar
18:31 to be looking into and we just had,
18:33 you know, trying to get them there,
18:35 teach them English 'cause we're crunched for time.
18:38 And trying to get them to the Philippines.
18:41 - Yeah, well the Lord will provide.
18:42 - [Guest Natalie] He will, He will.
18:44 - Now I know that there's been spiritual journey
18:47 along this way a lot.
18:49 There have been challenges, spiritually and emotionally.
18:52 - Yes. - I know that in the process
18:54 of this, there's something that the Lord has heavily lain
18:56 upon your heart recently.
18:58 Would you be willing to share that with us?
19:00 - Absolutely, I would love to.
19:02 The one passage that God has really brought
19:04 to my heart is Psalms 34:19,
19:08 "Many are the afflictions of the righteous,
19:10 but the Lord will deliver him out of them all."
19:14 And when I looked at that verse, I'm like,
19:15 "Wow, God is promising that we will have affliction."
19:20 It's a guarantee.
19:22 - Wow.
19:23 - And He's right.
19:25 'Cause once we made that decision to go to Cambodia,
19:27 everything-- - Everything
19:29 that could wrong did go wrong. - Absolutely, but then He says
19:32 He will deliver us out of them all.
19:34 He promises that and have seen Him delivered
19:38 over and over again.
19:39 - Wow, praise the Lord.
19:40 - And so as I go through this journey
19:43 of these different things out, He started opening my eyes
19:46 more to the need of those around us.
19:50 And you know, living in Cambodia, there's 16 million people.
19:54 There's 0.01% Adventist, 0.1% Christian.
20:00 - Wow.
20:01 - And I started thinking about,
20:03 are we being our brothers' keeper?
20:06 There's souls that are perishing who's never heard of Jesus.
20:10 We were driving down the street and there were,
20:13 there was an accident and there were two men laying
20:16 in the middle of the road.
20:17 And people were just taking pictures of them.
20:19 And you know, I was just overwhelmed with grief
20:22 because I'm looking at them and saying
20:24 they've never heard of Jesus.
20:28 And all those people around them have never heard either.
20:32 And I can't even begin to imagine
20:34 how God feels in all of this, that He has children perishing
20:41 in this world who's never heard of Him.
20:45 And so many of us sit here know about Him,
20:47 but we don't share.
20:49 Sister White says that once we get baptized,
20:51 once we accept Jesus, we automatically become missionaries.
20:56 Automatic.
20:58 And so yes, everyone is not called
21:00 to the foreign mission field,
21:02 but everyone is called to do something.
21:05 That's been the burden on my heart,
21:08 that we truly aren't being our brothers' keeper.
21:12 'Cause if we were, we wouldn't be so comfortable.
21:15 - Wow. - We wouldn't be fighting
21:16 with each other, arguing who does what, you know,
21:19 who'll bring what for potluck
21:21 or who didn't bring something for potluck.
21:22 You know what I mean?
21:23 - Yeah.
21:24 - But would be thinking of those souls that are perishing
21:27 and in need of Jesus.
21:28 - Wow and it's heavy thinking
21:29 about where that phrase came from in the Bible.
21:31 - Yes, yes.
21:32 - You know, that was Kane's attitude.
21:34 - [Guest Natalie] Absolutely.
21:34 - It was an Abel's attitude.
21:36 - [Guest Natalie] It sure wasn't.
21:37 - And it wasn't, oh man.
21:38 - [Guest Natalie] Yeah.
21:40 - And Kane was the one that knew he was a hunted man.
21:43 - Yes.
21:44 - We need to think about these things.
21:46 - Yes, 'cause you know, there's this code
21:48 in First Testimony, the chapter's entitled
21:50 "Am I My Brother's Keeper?"
21:52 And I would recommend everyone reading it
21:54 'cause there's one part in there, she said,
21:56 "If we are not being or brothers' keeper,
21:59 "we are not worthy of eternal life,"
22:02 because Jesus gave up so much for us.
22:06 - And we wanna be like Him.
22:07 You know?
22:08 We say we wanna be like Him.
22:09 - Absolutely.
22:11 - We were with a pastor the other day,
22:13 he was sharing with us the simple gospel.
22:15 - [Guest Natalie] Absolutely.
22:16 - Christ in you, that's the simple--
22:18 - The Hope of Glory, yes.
22:19 - Gospel. - Yes.
22:20 - And it's like if we don't, if we have Christ in us,
22:24 then we have His attitudes.
22:26 - [Guest Natalie] Absolutely. - We have His love
22:27 for the lost that came to to save me.
22:30 - Absolutely.
22:31 - [Natalie] To save you. - Absolutely.
22:33 - And left heaven, of all places.
22:35 - Exactly.
22:36 - Heaven's better than the US, by the way.
22:38 - Absolutely.
22:40 You know, when I went to Cambodia for the first time
22:42 and you know, you just feel this oppression
22:44 around you, this hopelessness.
22:47 I got like, a microscopic glimpse
22:51 into what Christ must have felt like
22:53 coming to this dark world.
22:55 And it just really blew my mind.
22:56 Like, here I am complaining in my heart,
22:59 "Oh the smell, the taste, the this, the that,
23:02 "the heat." - The heat?
23:04 - The heat. But He gave all that up and I'm like,
23:06 "Lord, forgive me for complaining."
23:09 You know, forgive me 'cause You gave up so much more
23:13 and You didn't do anything wrong.
23:14 - What are we willing to give up for the sake of the lost?
23:18 We were talking about that the other day.
23:20 You know, if you pray, are you willing
23:22 to pray for your enemy until you're willing
23:25 to give your life for theirs?
23:27 - Absolutely.
23:28 - And that's something that most of us have
23:32 no clue what kind of love that is.
23:35 What kind of forgiveness and mercy
23:37 and everything is involved in sacrifice
23:41 is involved in that kind of love.
23:43 - Absolutely, and the other thing I was thinking
23:45 about is oftentimes, you know, we're like,
23:47 "Well, I'm not qualified.
23:49 "I don't have a gift, I don't have this."
23:54 But I'm like, "Where do you find that in the Bible
23:55 "That you need to have a gift in order to do the work?"
23:59 'Cause when you go to Matthew 28, He says, "Go."
24:02 - Right.
24:03 - He didn't say, if you're a teacher, if you're a lawyer,
24:04 if you're a doctor, if you're a pastor,
24:06 if you're a man, or if you're a woman.
24:08 He says go.
24:09 - Yeah. - And that's it.
24:10 - And when He sent out the 70, you know,
24:12 some of them were fishermen,
24:14 one of 'em was a tax collector.
24:15 - Absolutely, absolutely.
24:16 - It's like those guys had been all sorts
24:18 of different qualifications.
24:20 And He sent them all out on the same job
24:22 to tell others about Him.
24:24 - Seek and to save those that are lost.
24:27 You know?
24:28 That's, I mean, that's it.
24:30 We just complicate it.
24:31 - Well, we complicate it because we're afraid
24:35 or we're unwilling or we're not really converted maybe.
24:39 - Yes.
24:40 - [Natalie] And that's a scary thought.
24:41 - It really is.
24:42 - That we're holding onto things
24:44 that come between us and Christ
24:45 and what He wants to do in our lives.
24:47 - Absolutely.
24:48 And you know, you think of too,
24:49 the other thing I thought of was,
24:51 what is the value of one soul?
24:53 'Cause God is constantly asking, "What are you willing
24:56 "to give up so that one person will be saved?"
25:01 I gave up everything and I would do it for one.
25:03 That's a tough question.
25:05 It's an easy answer, but it's a tough question.
25:08 - Right. - But are we ready
25:10 to give the answer that God wants?
25:12 - Usually the answer to that is no.
25:14 - [Guest Natalie] Yeah.
25:15 - We have to fight through it though.
25:17 We have to grab onto Him by faith.
25:19 - Absolutely.
25:19 - And ask Him to help us.
25:21 I mean, that's the only place we'll have the strength
25:23 to do something like that.
25:24 - [Guest Natalie] Absolutely, absolutely.
25:26 - 'Cause when Christ is in us,
25:28 that's the only place that that kind
25:29 of willingness comes from.
25:31 - Absolutely.
25:32 - Those are powerful thoughts and it's a powerful choice,
25:36 that you've had to make.
25:38 And I'm sure it's not, you've made it once and it's done.
25:41 I'm sure it's continually having
25:43 to choose the same choice again.
25:45 And like right now you're in America and Billy's over there.
25:49 And it's like you have to go back.
25:52 - Right.
25:53 - But you have choices, still.
25:55 You know, things that have to be done while you're here
25:57 and while he's there and stuff
25:58 like that have had to be done.
26:01 And some of it's not easy.
26:02 - No.
26:03 - [Natalie] The affliction continues.
26:04 - Yes.
26:05 - And I know that recently your oldest daughter
26:07 has chosen to come back to America for school.
26:11 And I'm sure that involved some choices.
26:13 - Yeah, tough choices.
26:16 Tough choices.
26:18 - Yeah, you were sharing with me
26:19 when you were at the airport and it was just so hard to.
26:22 - It was so hard.
26:24 - It also, I think, the separation from our children
26:27 teaches us a little bit about what God went through
26:29 when Christ came down here.
26:31 - And you know, it's with this same nurture
26:35 and loving spirit that God wants us
26:37 to take to the mission field
26:39 because over there, they've become my children.
26:43 Literally.
26:44 I don't get tired of the hellos when I drive
26:46 through the village, you know?
26:48 I mean, sometimes we go in six times
26:50 and drive out six times, and each time,
26:53 - [Natalie] Hello, hello.
26:54 - Hello, hello.
26:55 - Well, I just wanna thank you
26:56 for sharing your heart with us today.
26:58 - Thank you.
26:59 - I know some of the, some of the points
27:02 that you've shared are a little more touching than others,
27:04 but I just really appreciate you sharing about the project
27:10 and what's going on spiritually, as well,
27:12 the challenges and the afflictions.
27:15 - Yes. - Some of the little glimpses
27:17 into the sum of the afflictions.
27:18 It's a blessing to know what to pray for.
27:21 And so I just really appreciate you sharing with us today.
27:24 - Thank you so much.
27:26 - And I would like to invite you to pray
27:28 for the project in Cambodia,
27:30 for the little villages nearby,
27:32 and for the opportunities that the Lord is opening
27:34 to be a witness in those villages.
27:37 Please also pray for the needs that have been shared here
27:40 because they're real and God has a plan.
27:44 And if you would like more information,
27:45 you can contact us at Jesus for Asia, PO Box 1221,
27:51 Collegedale, Tennessee, 37315.
27:54 Call us at (423) 413-7321
27:59 or visit our website at Jesus4Asia.org.
28:04 May God richly bless you until we see you next time
28:07 on "Jesus for Asia Now".
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