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10:05 LOT OF PROBLEMS THEN DURING THAT TIME WE WERE BORN AND I LEARNED
10:13 SOMETHING BECAUSE OF THE PERSPECTIVE I COME FROM. 10:15 LET ME HE'LL BUT DAD AND TO FINISH THE STORY, DAD WAS PILOT 10:20 EVEN BEFORE WORLD WAR II. HE GREW UP WITH NO FATHER. 10:26 FATHER DIED WHEN HE WAS SEVEN. MOTHER HAD FOUR BOYS DURING THE 10:30 DEPRESSION. FLED TO CALIFORNIA LIKE GRAPES 10:36 OF WRATH. BROKE OUT HE FLEW. 10:45 AND TO EUROPE AND ALSO INSTRUCTOR AND CAPTAIN IN THE 10:49 AIR FORCE AND HAD MEDALS. HE BEGAN T BUY AND SELL 10:55 AIRCRAFT, AND ENDED UP, AT ONE POINT, HE OWNED TWO AIRLINES, AN 11:01 AIRLINE LEASING COMPANY, WAS FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE LIKE HOWARD 11:03 HUGHES, AND, OWNED CONTROLLING INTERESTS IN WESTERN AIRLINES. 11:08 HE OWNED CAPITAL AIRLINE, ARROW AIR, HE WAS A VERY WEALTHY, 11:13 SUCCESSFUL MAN, WORK ALCOHOLIC. HAD A LOT OF MONEY. 11:20 GEORGE, MR. AVIATION, ANOTHER MAGAZINE MOST INFLUENTIAL PERSON 11:23 OF THE YEAR. HE HAD TOYS THAT MILLIONAIRES 11:28 HAD. IT WAS THE BACHELOR PARTY IN A 11:33 TOOK THIS PICTURE OFF OF GOOGLE EARTH. 11:39 BISCAYNE BAY AND THREE BOATS IN THE BACKYARD AND OUR NEIGHBORS 11:45 WERE MILLIONAIRES THAT LIVED ON THE ISLAND. 11:48 MAYBE YOU HEARD OF FIRESTONE TIRES. 11:54 SORRY, DEAR. AND, YEAH. 11:58 HOOVER VACUUM CLEANER, THE FAMILY PLAYED WITH US. 12:04 BOAT AND WE KNEW THE KIDS ON THE ISLAND. 12:07 I JUST SAW MONEY DIDN'T BRING HAPPINESS. 12:11 HIMSELF TO SLEEP BECAUSE OF THE STRESS. 12:15 HE HAD A LOT OF MONEY. HE HAD MILLIONS OF DOLLARS SNELL 12:18 RACED CARS. HE WAS VERY ACTIVE. 12:20 HE FLEW PLANES. HE HELPED ME GET MY PILOT SEA 12:25 LICENSE. OF THE LEARJETS AND HE HAD A 12:31 HOME IN ASPEN, COLORADO, JUST ALL THE TOYS. 12:35 THAT WAS JUST A WHOLE DIFFERENT LIFE FROM WHAT I LIVE NOW FROM 12:39 WHAT I LIVE NOW, LET ME ASSURE YOU. 12:43 HERE IS A NEWSPAPER CLIPPING FROM MIAMI HAROLD, AT 71 HE IS 12:48 NOT READY TO DESEN HE RUNS THE MOST SUCCESSFUL BUSINESS, RACES 12:53 CARS, WHERE PILOTS JET, WALTER SKIS AND SOON TO TAKE BRIDE 29. 13:02 THIS WAS MY MOM WAS WIFE NUMBER TO. 13:07 CRASH WITH HIS SON. YEAH. 13:12 SACRAMENTO, ACTUALLY. WIFE NUMBER THREE MARRIED TO 13:16 BETTY AND MISS KENTUCKY FOR 30 YEARS. 13:22 SO THAT FELL APART. AND YOU CAN SEE, IN THE MIAMI 13:26 HAROLD, IT SAID ONE OF THE LARGEST SETTLEMENTS IN FLORIDA 13:34 HISTORY $17.5 MILLION ALIMONY SETTLEMENT. 13:36 AND THIS IS PRENUPTIAL AGREEMENT. 13:41 SO HERE IS DAD WITH WIFE NUMBER 4. 13:48 I WAS NAMED DOUGLAS AFTER THE McDONALD DOUGLAS AND FALCON 13:53 WAS MAIMED AFTER FALCON. HAD A TOUGH TIME BECAUSE HE HAD 13:58 FLAMING RED HAIR. SAME SIDE. 14:06 HAD BRIGHT RED HAIR, FRECKLES, BROWN ICE, BLUE ICE, NO 14:11 FRECKLES, NO HAIR. STRUGGLED ALL HIS LIFE. 14:20 THERE IS DAD WITH HIS 29-YEAR-OLD BRIDE WHO WAS 14:24 YOUNGER THAN MY WIFE. IN FACT IF YOU WANT TO -- I KNOW 14:27 THE WOMEN ENJOY THESE DETAILS. MY FATHER'S MOTHER-IN-LAW WAS 14:33 YOUNGER THAN ME. AND WHEN I MARRIED THIS YOUNG 14:38 LADY, HE HAD A BROTHER-IN-LAW. HE WAS 72. 14:43 HE HAD BROTHER-IN-LAW THAT WAS 11. 14:47 WHEN WE WENT TO THE WEDDING, YEAH, I TELL YOU IT WAS 14:50 SOMETHING. GONDOLA BOATS COMING BY, 14:57 HELICOPTERS IN THE EVERYONE INNING. 15:03 DIDS, DANIEL, HE SAID, DANIEL, WHEN YOU GET THERE, CLIMB UP 15:06 INTO MARY ANN'S LAP, SAY GRANDMA TELL US ABOUT THE GOOD OLD DAYS. 15:13 HE DIDN'T DO THAT. YOU KNOW, HEED THAT MONEY. 15:18 BUT HE HAD SO MUCH STRESS. KAREN IS P.T. AND GIVING DADS 15:24 BACK RUB BECAUSE KEY NOT SLEEP. HE SLEPT WITH A GUN UNDER HIS 15:29 PILLOW. BUT THAT WORLD IS A DIFFICULT 15:36 WORLD. DAD WAS JOHN PAUL II. 15:40 HE KNEW THE PRESIDENTS BECAUSE HE WOULD DONATE TO DIFFERENT 15:45 PRESIDENTS. IF YOU DONATE $2 MILLION. 15:48 YOU CAN VISIT THE POPE. BUT JESUS SAID, ONCE LIFE DOES 15:58 NOT CONE THIN ABUNDANCE OF LAY UP NOT ON EARTH TREASURES, 16:07 MOTH DOES CORRUPT AND MY DAD HAD LAMBORGHINIS IN THE PARKING LOT, 16:13 ROLLS-ROYCE, CORVETTES, AND I ACTUALLY BORROW MY STEP MOTHER'S 16:19 JAGUAR AND WRECKED IT ONCE IN REVERSE. 16:25 DRIVEWAY AND THEY NEVER KNEW UNTIL I CONFESSED WHEN I BECAME 16:28 A CHRISTIAN THEY THOUGHT SOMEONE CAME IN THE DRIVEWAY AND HIT IT. 16:33 I WRECKED IT. WE HAD ALL OF THIS TOYS AND 16:36 MONEY. THEY WERE MISERABLE. 16:42 NOW MOM AND DAD WERE DIFFERENT. MY DAD CAME UP BAPTIST 16:47 BACKGROUND BUT ATHEIST. PRETTY MUCH ATHEIST. 16:54 SHE WAS VERY TALENTED. SHE STARTED WRITING SONGS IN HER 16:57 TEENS FOR ELVIS PRESLEY. SHE TOOK ME A COUPLE OF TIMES TO 17:01 MEET HIM AT EVENTS. AND SHE WAS ACTRESS. 17:08 SHE HAD A COUPLE OF PARTIES IN MOVIES WITH BUCCANEER, AND TEN 17:14 COMMANDMENTS AND OTHER, YOU KNOW, MOVIES YOU PROBABLY NEVER 17:19 HEARD OF. FRANK SINATRA TO ANDIIAMS, 17:27 FRANKY AVA LISTEN AND THE STANDARD SOME OF YOU DON'T KNOW 17:30 WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW. 17:37 SHE CAME BECAME THE PRESIDENT OF THE FILM CRITIC IN BEVERLY HILLS 17:40 AND SHE WAS THE FILM CRITIC FOR GOOD MORNING AMERICA AND KNEW 17:43 EVERYBODY IN HOLLYWOOD. WAS A POWERFUL POSITION. 17:47 AND THEY WERE GETTING HER FREE TICKETS, FREE CRUISES AND 17:53 VIRGINIACATION BECAUSE THEY ON THE MOVIE AND GOOD RATINGS ON 17:58 THE RESTAURANTS. THEY SOMETIMES DON'T THINK IT IS 18:02 TRUE. MOM AND JUST TO SHOW HER IS MOM 18:07 WITH DUSTIN HOFFMAN. HE DIDN'T LOOK VERY HAPPY. 18:11 SILVERS STALLONE. PAUL McCARTNEY. 18:19 SIR PAUL McCARTNEY. JIMMY STEWART. 18:22 THESE ARE ALL BLACK AND WHITE BECAUSE I GOT THESE ALL FROM ONE 18:25 MURAL THAT MOM HAD AND ALL CONVERTED TO BLACK AND WHITE. 18:29 BOB HOPE AND SOMEONE SAID THEY LOOKED A LITTLE ALIKE. 18:36 CLINT EASTWOOD, SALLYFIELDS, PAUL NEWMAN, AND ROGER MOORE, 18:44 ONE OF THE JAMES BONDS, I THREW IN A COUPLE OF PICTURES. 18:48 I WAS THERE WHEN THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN. 18:50 THIS IS A TV SPECIAL. MOM WROTE A MUSICAL FOR 18:56 TELEVISION THAT HAD FRANKIE AVALON, SINATRA, THE THREE 19:00 STOOGES WERE IN IT. THEY WERE SEVEN YEARS OLDER. 19:05 CURLY HAD DIED. WAS MO AND LARRY. 19:08 VERY FUNNY GUYS AND PLAYING CHECKERS BETWEEN TAKES. 19:12 WHEN MOM DIED, SHE KNEW ALL OF THOSE PEOPLE. 19:15 SHE WAS ALONE. VERY CUTTHROAT BUSINESS IN 19:22 HOLLYWOOD. ROOM WITH GRAND PARENTS. 19:26 NO ONE REALLY CARED. EVERYBODY WAS CLAWING AFTER 19:29 EVERYONE TO GET AHEAD. KNEW KIDS, SOME OF THESE ACARD 19:32 MY AWARD WINNERS WERE FRIENDS. THEY WOULD DOM OUR HOUSE. 19:36 I SAW THEY WERE MISERABLE. I HAD FRIENDS, I REMEMBER ONE 19:40 FRIEND, A FAMOUS CHILD ACTOR. HAND SOME. 19:43 HEALTHY. LOCKED HIMSELF IN THE GARAGE, 19:49 TURNED ON THE CAR, KILLED HIMSELF. 19:55 SO MANY WERE ON DRUGS. THEIR LIVESES WERE OUT OF 20:00 CONTROL. HERE IS MOM'S OBITUARY, FOUNDER 20:04 OF L.A. YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE, YOU GET GET 20:08 A LIG DASH. THAT IS YOUR LIFE. 20:13 MOM MOVED TO NEW YORK CITY. I GREW UP MOSTLY IN MANHATTAN. 20:21 I WENT TO 14 DIFFERENT SCHOOLS GROWING UP. 20:25 PARTLY BECAUSE MOM AND DADDY INVESTIGATORSED AND I GOT 20:30 GRANDPARENTS IN L.A. L AND DAD WHO MOVED TO FLORIDA, MOM TO NEW 20:34 YORK CITY, MOM WENT TO LONDON, SO I WAS BOUNCING ALL OVER THIS 20:37 PLACE, PART OF IT BECAUSE I GOT IN TROUBLE AND SHE KEPT MOVE ME 20:41 FROM SCHOOL TO SCHOOL. MY MOTHER AND FATHER WERE DRIVEN 20:45 AND SO MY BROTHER IN A FELT LIKE WE PRN THE WAY. 20:52 THEY KEPT SENDING US TO CALM. GET THEM OUT OF HERE. 20:55 IT WAS BOARDING SCHOOL. THE FIRST BOARDING SCHOOL I WAS 20:58 FIVE YEARS OLD. MILITARY ACADEMY IN SOUTHERN 21:02 CALIFORNIA. BOARDING SCHOOL? 21:07 THEN I WENT, I WENT TO JEWISH SCHOOLS. 21:12 CATHOLIC SCAM SCHOOLS. SCHOOLS. 21:28 ARE TEACHERS WERE RETIRED MILITARY NERN. 21:34 A LITTLE FOOTNOTE. THAT WAS MY FRIEND BOBBY WHO I 21:37 KNEW SUNS I WAS KID IN CALIFORNIA. 21:42 REAGAN'S SECONDARY WHEN HE WAS GOVERNOR AND WITH THE PRESIDENT 21:47 REAGAN WHEN HE WAS SHOT. TODAY. 21:54 I WENT TO ALL THE SCHOOLS. HAD NO PURPOSE. 21:59 THOUGHT, I THOUGHT, WELL, WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIFE. 22:02 YOU DIE. YOU TURN INTO FERTILIZER. 22:06 IF MOST PEOPLE ARE NOT HAPPY. WHY NOT KILL YOURSELF. 22:09 JUST G GET IT OVER WITH. IT DOESN'T BRINK HAPPINESS. 22:16 LIFE SEEMS SO EMPTY, PURPOSELESS, I USED TO THINK 22:19 ABOUT SUICIDE. 7 YIELDS, WHAT HA WOULD BE THE 22:23 BEST WAY TO KILL YOURSELF? CITY AND GO THOUGH ROOF. 22:28 THEY DIDN'T LOCK THE ROOF ACCESS. 22:32 WOULD STAND AND PLAY GAME WHERE I WOULD SEE HOW FAR OUT I COULD 22:36 LEAN. THE ONLY ARE IN DIDN'T JUMP 22:43 BECAUSE I REMEMBER READING IN THE PAPER ABOUT SOMEONE IN NEW 22:47 YORK THAT COMMITTED SUICIDE THAT TRIED BY JUMPING BUT ENDED UP 22:51 HITTING ONE OF THE TREES LINING THE STREET THEN A CAR AND LIVED 22:54 THROUGH IT AND ALL CRIPPLED UP AND WORSE FROM BEFORE. 22:59 WHAT I DON'T DIE. SUCCEED. 23:05 DON'T SUCCEED. OH, THAT WOULD BE TERRIBLE. 23:08 HOW PATHETIC. THEN I STARTED THINKING, I AM 23:12 GOING TO TAKE PILLS AND GO TO SLEEP. 23:18 OI KNEW MOM TOOK SLEEPING PILLS EVERY NIGHT. 23:21 MY BROTHER WAS LIVING WITH MY FATHER FOR THE CYST SICK 23:25 FIBROSIS. THERE. 23:29 SHE WALLS ALWAYS AT FUNCTION AND PARTIES AND GOT MYSELF UP AND 23:33 WENT TO SCHOOL ON MY OWN. I WAS IN TROUBLE ALL THE TIME. 23:37 IT WAS MISERABLE. I WANTED TO GO TO SLEEP AND 23:41 AND I WENT TO MOM'S BEDROOM AND KNEW SHE TOOK SLEEPING PILLS AND 23:45 RIVAL. AND TRAVELED TAKE ONE AT 23:50 BEDTIME. TO TAKE THEM AND A BUNCH OTHER 23:55 BOTTLE AND SOME THAT WERE CLEARLY PILL FORCE LADIES. 23:59 I LOOKED AT THE BOTTLE. THE BOTT DL NOT SAY SLEEPING 24:04 IT SAID VALIUM TAKE ONE AT BEDTIME. 24:12 THAT COULD SOUND LIKE A LADY'S MEDICATION IF I TAKE A HANDFUL 24:16 OF THAT WHO KNOWS WHAT COULD HAPPEN. 24:20 I WASN'T GOING TO DIE AGAIN. SO I PUT THEM BEEN AND WAITED. 24:24 SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY, I REMEMBER I WATCHED COMMERCIAL 24:29 THEY HAD FOR BEER ON TV AND SAID YOU ONLY GO AROUND ONCE IN LIFE, 24:35 GET ALL THE GUSTO YOU CAN. I THOUGHT THAT IS WHAT I WILL 24:39 DO. THINGS I CAN DO. 24:43 GET THE GUSTO I CAN. WHY DIE BY JUMPING OFF A 24:47 BUILDING OR GOING TO SLEEP. WHY NOT JUST SEIZE THE DAY. 24:51 I AM GOING TO TRY LIVE A WILD EXCITING LIFE AS I COULD. 24:54 AND I REALLY DO. WELL, IT IS INTERESTING THAT 24:58 ABOUT THAT SAME TIME, I TOLD MOM DIDN'T WANT TO GO BACK TO 25:02 MILITARY SCHOOL BECAUSE TODAY, NEW YORK MILITARY ACADEMY HAS 25:05 BOYS AND GIRLS. AM 13 WANTEDDED GIRLS AROUND. 25:12 GOT THROWN IN JAIL THAT SUMMER. MY MOTHER TOLD MY FATHER. 25:15 DOUG NEEDS MORE FREEDOM. THEY ARE OPPOSITE. 25:18 DAD MILITARY SCHOOL. MOM NEEDS TO EXPRESS HIMSELF. 25:21 I FOUND A SCHOOL. IT IS CALLED PINE HINGE THAT IS 25:27 EXPERIMENTAL SCHOOL, WELL, THIS SCHOOL, YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO 25:31 GLASS YOU DIDN'T WANT TO. YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO WAKE UP IF 25:34 YOU DIDN'T WANT TO. AND SO KIDS WILL LEARN WHEN THEY 25:38 WANT TO LEARN WHAT THEY LEARN. AND I WILL TELL YOU, THE WHOLE 25:42 YEAR WAS PARTY. THEY HAD THREE RULES AT THE 25:44 SCHOOL. ONE PAID ATTENTION TO THE THREE 25:48 RULES THEY HAD. IT WAS THE MOST BIZARRE WILD 25:54 INCOHERENT PARTY I REMEMBER EVER SET SITHING IN A CLASS THAT 25:57 WHOLE YEAR AND THE SCHOOL EXPERIMENT FAILED. 26:02 BUY WAS GETTING INTO MORE AND MORE TROUBLE. 26:05 YOU SEE? SAT DOWN WITH ME AND SAID, LOOK. 26:09 I KNOW YOU RUN INTO DROWNINGS THE STREET, I WILL FEEL BET FIR 26:12 DO IT HERE AT HOME. AND I WAS 13 YEARS OLD. 26:17 MOM SMOKED POT WITH ME. MOM AND DAD SMOKED CIGARETTE AND 26:23 DRANK WE HAD ALCOHOL WITH THE DRINK WINE AS KIDS. 26:26 AND I STARTED DRINK EARLY BECAUSE MY DAD USED TO LEAVE HIS 26:31 MARTINIS LAYING AROUND AND I LIKED THE OLIVES HE LEFT IN THE 26:35 MAR TUNIS I WOULD GO AROUND WITH THE OLIVES. 26:38 I STARTED LIKING WHATEVER THE OLIVE WAS FERMENTED IN AND 26:43 DRAINING THE GLASS AD I DEVELOPED A TASTE FOR ALCOHOL 26:45 WHEN I WAS LIVING WITH DAD AS A KID. 26:52 A REGULAR PATTERN. I WOULD SMOKE POT WITH MOM, EAT 26:56 ICE REAM, WATCH T HAVE. MY BROTHER WOULD VISIT FROM 26:59 FLORIDA. BECAUSE IT CYST SICK FIBROSIS 27:04 WAS LUNG DY SEER. DON'T WORRY. 27:08 MY MOM WAS MAKING CANNABIS COOKIES A LONG TIME AGO AND SH 27:13 WOULD MAKE BROWN KNITS OR CANNABIS COOKIES FAR FALCON. 27:17 AND ME. I REMEMBER ONE TIME, I TOOK 27:20 SOME. TO SCHOOL AND GAVE THEM TO A 27:23 TEACHER. I SAID MY MOM MADE EXTRA 27:27 BROWNIES. I DIDN'T TELL MOM. 27:31 I WONDERED WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. TEACHER WAS HAPPY THE NEXT DAY. 27:39 SO I WAS GETTING IN A LOT OF TROUBLE. 27:43 DAD, IN THE SUMMER, WE WOULD SPEND DAD OR ON THE ISLAND, WE 27:50 KNOW, WATER SKIING OUT THE BACK OF THE HOUSE, WE HAD YACHT, SKI 27:55 BOAT, A SAILBOAT, I WOULD HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND GOT SO 28:00 BORED. HERE ARE ALL OF THAT THESE 28:03 STIFF IN THE SUMMERTIME SO WE STARTED, WE STARTED BREAKING 28:07 INTO EACH OTHER'S HOUSES AND STEALING. 28:11 IT WAS NOT LIKE WE WOULD SAY, WE BREAK INTO MY HOUSE LET'S BREAK 28:14 INTO YOUR HOUSE. WE BR BREAK HOUSES OF THE OTHER 28:18 MILLIONAIRES. NO PURPOSE IN LAV AND KITEMENT 28:24 AND ALL THE KIDS WERE USING DRUGS BACK THEN. 28:36 THEY WERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW THE THIEVES THAT WERE DIDN'T 28:40 MATTER WHAT WE STOLE, MY FRIENDS, I CARE TO YOU BACK TO 28:44 THE THAT HOUSE. I WOULD BACK TO THE THE HOUSE. 28:48 WE WOULD STEAL ANYTHING. STEREOS, BICYCLE, WHATEVER WE 28:55 COULD. AND SECURITY WAS TRYING TOKING 28:58 IF YOU ARE FIGURE WITH A WAS GOING ON AND HIRED POLICE IN 29:01 BOATS TO PATROL THE ISLAND BECAUSE THEY WERE SURE THAT 29:04 THIEVES WERE COMING BY BOAT. ALL THE KIDS WOULD SIT AND WATCH 29:08 THE POLICE CIRCLE THE ISLAND AND LAUGH BECAUSE KIDS CAN AND 29:12 MILLIONAIRES BREAKING INTO EACH OR'S HOMES. 29:16 LIKE ME. LIKE I HAD NO ATTENTION AT HOME. 29:22 AND I WOULD DO WHATEVER THEY DARED ME TO DO AND CRAZY AS I 29:26 COULD BE. BURGLARY, STEALING, USING DRUGS 29:30 AND WHEN I WAS IN FLORIDA, I WOULD INVITE THE FRIENDS OVER 29:33 DURING THE DIE DRINK. MY DAD HAD A BAR IN THE HOUSE 29:36 BETTER THAN SOME BAR YOU WOULD FIND DOWNTOWN. 29:40 THE BUTLER KEPT RESUPPLYING THE BAR THINKING MY FATHER WAS DRINK 29:44 IT. AND WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE 29:47 SCHEDULE WAS. DAD NEVER KNEW. 29:51 I SHOULD PAUSE HERE AND MENTION YOU KNOW, I USE A LOT OF 29:55 DIFFERENT DRUGS. HERB WIN. 29:59 I WOULD USE COCAINE, SPEED, UPS, DOWNS, ALCOHOL. 30:10 THINK ITS OK TO DRINK ALCOHOL AND CONCERNS ME BECAUSE IT IS 30:14 ONE OF THE MOST DESTRUCTIVE DRUGS OUT THERE. 30:21 I STARTED RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME. 30:24 I WANTED TO GET OUT IN THE COUNTRY. 30:28 AMAZING TO ME. BUT IN THE CITY, NEW YORK CITY, 30:32 I WAS VERY UNHAPPY. I REASON AWAY FROM HOME. 30:40 GOT ARRESTED. YOU GOT ARRESTED. 30:44 MY FATHER MY STEPMOTHER SAID I CAN'T HANDLE HIM ANY MORE AND MY 30:48 FATHER HAD ME LIVING IN HOTEL. MY DATA OWNED HOTEL. 30:54 HOTEL BECAUSE HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ME. 30:59 I WAS IN AND OUT OF JAIL SEVEN TIMES BEFORE I WAS 16. 31:04 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU. 31:07 I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANY MORE. I SAID AMEN. 31:14 CAN'T HAN IT DID EITHER. COULDN'T WAIT TO GET OUT. 31:17 I AM SURE I HAD ALL THE ANSWERS. 15-16. 31:22 I WENT HITCHHIKING. SY TOOK OFF FOR MIAMI. 31:27 ENDED UP IN BASTON. I KIND OF KNEW TO TAKE THE BUS 31:31 AND THE PLANES BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN MIAMI AND NEW YORK. 31:35 I WENT TO SCHOOL IN CAMP IN MAINE. 31:43 I STARTED LIVING LIKE A THIEF. IT WAS BREAKING INTO HOMES. 31:45 IT WAS STEALING. STEALING CARS. 31:47 ON THE SIDE I HAD A JOB AS SECURITY GUARD. 31:55 I WAS A 16 YEAR OLD BUT HAD DRIVER LICENSE THAT SAID I WAS 32:00 OLDER. THAT TO GET AUTHENTIC DRIVER'S 32:04 LICENSE HERE I HAVE A JOB AND THINK I AM ADULT AND 16 YEARS 32:10 OLD WALKING AROUND BOSTON WITH A WEAPON AND MAY OWN APARTMENT. 32:22 I HAD A FRIEND WHO KNEW I WAS STEALING. 32:29 I WOULD GUARD PLACES ATNATING IF YOU WALK OUT OF THE APARTMENT 32:32 DURING THE NIGHT WITH A TV YOU LOOK SUSPICIOUS. 32:36 IF YOU CARR RY THE TV OUT IN BROAD DAYLIGHT THEY THINK YOU 32:38 ARE MOVING. AND SO, HE FOUNDS WHAT WAYS 32:47 YOU NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH MONEY. YOUR CHAR IS GOING TO GET YOU. 32:54 INTRIGUED. YOU ARE GOING TO GET PAID BACK 32:58 FOR IT. YOU DO GOOD IT COMES BACK. 33:02 OH, MAN. THERE IS NO GOD. 33:04 I STOLE THAT TV. STOW STOLE THAT CAR. 33:09 HE SAY YOU WILLING SEE. A FEW DAYS AFTER THIS 33:12 CONVERSATION, I WOKE UP WITH IN MY APARTMENT IN BOSTON AND I 33:15 WONDERED WHY MY DOOR WAS HALFWAY OPEN. 33:19 MY TV WAS GONE. AND MY RADIO. 33:22 I WAS REALLY MAD. KILLED A THE POLICE, TOO. 33:27 WANTED WHAT THIS IS WORLD COMING TO. 33:34 THEN EVERYTHING I DID SEEMED TO BACKFIRE. 33:40 I WOULD STEAL CAR. I TOOK TO IT NEW YORK CITY TO 33:43 TRY TO SELL IT. IT GAT FLAT TIRE BUT NOT A GOOD 33:47 CAR THIEF I COULD NOT GET IN THE CHUNK TO CHANGE THE TIRE. 33:52 HAD TO HITCHHIKE IN THE RAIN AND IT WAS MISSER. 33:55 I WOULD HIDE IT AND THEN I WOKE UP I KNEW I STOLE IT BUT I 33:58 COULDN'T REMEMBER WHERE I HID WELL I WOULD STEAL SOMETHING 34:02 THEN I GET BACK AND FINDS OUT I HAD STOL AND BROKEN STEREO. 34:06 IT DIDN'T EVEN WORK. THEN I WAS MAD. 34:10 WHY WOULD SOMEONE KEEP BROKEN STEREO? 34:13 AND I WOULD STEAL SOMETHING AND THEY WOULD STEAL IT FROM ME. 34:18 I STARTED THINKING THIS IS NOT GOING WELL. 34:21 WHAT FINALLY CONVINCED ME. AM GUY, IT WAS SMALL THING. 34:28 I WENT TO SOMEONE'S HOUSE AND I STOLE A BOX OF CRUSTY'S INSTANT 34:34 PANCAKE MIX. WHOLE WHEAT VARIETY AND A 34:38 BRAND-NEW BOX EVEN THOUGH I WAS DRINK AND SMOKING CIGARETTE AND 34:41 USING DRUGSES IN EVERYTHING I WANTED WHOLE WHEAT PANCAKE MIX. 34:47 I STILL LAUGH THAT. I REMEMBER I STOLE IT. 34:52 TOP OF THE BOX AND STAMMED $1.19 I WINT BACK TO MY HOME AND THAT 34:57 DAY, SOME FRIENDS CAME THROUGH. I HAD A BRAND-NEW JAR, THEY 35:03 DRINK THE WHOLE THING ANTHEM TY JAR WAS W THE LID ON THE TELB 35:08 AND IT SADDLER 1! 19 AND SAID, OH, THAT IS WEIRD. 35:13 THERE MUST BE A GOD. IT STRUCK ME. 35:17 THERE MUST BE A GOD. THIS COULDN'T BE AN ACCIDENT. 35:20 THEN, I THOUGHT, MAYBE THERE IS A HEAVEN. 35:23 MAYBE THERE IS THE OTHER PLACE. I KNEW WHERE I WAS GOING. 35:29 I BETTER FINE OUT MORE THIS. I WAS NOT INTERESTED IN 35:32 CHRISTIAN AUNTIE. CHRISTIANS ARE ALL HYPOCRITES SO 35:35 WENT ON THE SEARCH AND TRYING TO FIGURE WHAT US THE TRUE REGOG 35:39 GONE. EASTERN RELIGIONS. 35:45 THEY ARE ALL HYPOCRITES. WHEN WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT A 35:48 CHRISTIAN IS, YOU LOOK AT CHRISTIANANCE I WAS LESS THAN 35:51 IMPRESSED. YEP, THEY ARE BLOWING UP THE 35:57 KILLING PROTESTANTS AND THEY SAY THEY ARE CHRISTIANS. 36:00 THEY ARE ALL HYPOCRITES. DON'T JUDGE CHRISTIANITY BY 36:06 CHRISTIANS. HE WILL NEVER LET YOU DOWN. 36:10 SO I STARTED GOING INTO THE EASTERN RELIGIONS. 36:13 I GOT INTO MEDITATION, YOGA, BUDDHA IM, MIND CONTROL, AND I 36:19 WAS DID EVERYTHING I COULD LOOKING FOR GOD. 36:22 KNEW ABOUT JUDAISM. AND YOGA YOU DO THE CONCOCTION 36:28 ANCONE READY TORTED EXERCISE TRYING TO FIND GOOD AND STAND ON 36:31 YOUR HEAD AND MY HAIR FELL OUT WHEN I DID THAT. 36:35 I WENT TO, I WENT HITCHHIKING AROUND 16 YEARS OLD? 36:39 AND HITCHHIKING AROUND SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA, SAN TAN MONICA, AND 36:43 THEY SAID, AT THE CHRISTIAN MISSION FINISH IF YOU WENT THERE 36:49 THEY WOULD GIVE YOU FREE FOOD BUT YOU HAD TO THROWN SERVICE. 36:56 CHRISTIAN SERVICE AND WE SAT THERE. 37:00 PREACH. BORN AGAIN, SANCTIFIED. 37:06 LIKE ANOTHER LANGUAGE FOR ME. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THEY MEANT. 37:09 I FELT SO EMBARRASSED BECAUSE SITTING THERE WITH THE DRUNKS 37:13 AND DRUGGIES AND MY FRIENDS AND BEING SO DISR. 37:17 BURPING, SICK, THESE PEOPLE WERE SO NICE. 37:20 THEY BROUGHT OUT THE NICE FOOD. IT WAS STEW. 37:24 CHERRY PIE. I NEVER FORGOT THAT. 37:26 IT WAS GOOD FOOD. THEN A FEW LAY DAYS LATER, YOU 37:30 CAN GET FREE FOOD IF YOU GO THOUGH MISSION. 37:36 THEY BELIEVE IN RECARNATION. THAT IS WHAT I WANT. 37:39 I WENT WITH MY FRIENDS. BROOKLYN NEW YORK. 37:43 AND WE WENT INSIDE. THEY HAD DRUMS GOING. 37:47 THE ELECTRIC GUITAR. IT LOOKED LIKE. 37:51 AND JUMPING UP AND DOWN AND PLAYING THE DRUMS AND ELECTRIC 37:56 GUITAR AND KEPT SAYING I DON'T WANT TO BE DISRESPECTFUL. 37:59 THIS IS WHAT I SAW. ♪ ♪ 38:07 ♪ I NEVER FORGOT IT. THEY DID IT FOR TWO HOURS. 38:12 HALFWAY THROUGH IT. OH, MAN. 38:18 AND WAITED. I THOUGHT THEY WERE WINDING 38:20 DOESN'T AND WENT BACK IN. MY SON JAY WAS GET NIGHT. 38:24 KNOCK IT OFF. AND THEN, THEY GIVE US YOGURT 38:31 AND RAISINS. I AM NOT JOINING THIS CHURCH. 38:36 3:00 SO I WAS SEARCHING. I WAS OPEN. 38:39 YOU KNOW? I EVEN TOOK A COURSE IN MIND 38:46 CONTROL. SOMETHING ABOUT JUDAHISM. 38:52 I WENT BACK TO BOSTON. MY FATHER CAME UP TO VISIT ME. 38:57 3:00 HE SAID, DOUG, YOU ARE WASTING YOUR LIFE. 39:02 DAD, I AM ON MY OWN. AM 16. 39:07 LET ME BUY YOU DINNER. HE SAID, I AM NOT IMPRESSED I 39:13 HAVE $1 MILLION IN THE THAT IS WHAT HE TOLD ME. 39:18 WAS THERE FOR A BUSINESS DEAL. HE SAID YOU ARE WASTING YOUR 39:20 LIFE. MY BROTHER WAS SICK. 39:24 HE SAID, YOU KNOW, I GOT THIS BUSINESS I BELT ARE BECAME. 39:29 YOU ARE HEALTHY. YOU ARE WASTING YOUR LIFE. 39:33 HE SAID I FOUND A SCHOOL. I SAID I AM NOT GOING BACK TO 39:37 MILITARY SCHOOL. IT IS GREAT. 39:41 IT SAIL SASS AND AROUND THE WORLD AND IT IS TWO BOATS. 39:45 THE FLINT SCHOOL ABROAD. ONE OF THEM THEY MADE A MOVIE 39:50 ABOUT CALLED WHITE SQUALL WITH JEFF BRIDGES THAT ONE SANK. 39:54 THIS SCHOOL IS HOT THE ONE THAT SANK. 39:58 SCHOOL AND SAID THERE IS GIRLS YOU WILL GET TOT GO DIVING AND 40:01 HAVE FUN. THE STREET AND SEEMED DESPERATE. 40:07 HE DROPPED EVERYTHING HE AND GOT ME A PASSPORT IN 24 HOURS AND PE 40:11 FLU ME FROM BOSTON TO ITALY, WE WENT AND MET THE BOAT, AND HE 40:19 HANDED THEM MY PASS PORTED AND WELCOMED NOEL THE SCHOOL. 40:22 SCHOOL HAD BEGUN. TRICKED. 40:29 THIS WAS A KIND OF EXCLUSIVE SCHOOL FOR THE KIDS OF 40:34 POLITICIANS AND MILLIONAIRES THAT HAD GOT CONTINUE IN TROUBLE 40:36 WITH DRUGS OR GOTTEN IN CULTS AND TO SEPARATE THEM FROM THE 40:40 ENVIRONMENT AND GET THEM STRAIGHTENED OUT. 40:44 AND IT HAD INTENSE PROGRAM OF TEACHING ATH THREE IM. 40:48 THEY WERE SHOWING US THERE IS NO GOD. 40:53 YOU GOT TO MAKE YOURSELF. I SAID, WOW, THIS IS DIFFERENT. 40:57 THIS IS WHERE I WAS. I AM NOT THERE ANY MORE. 41:04 I RESPELLED LITTLE BIT. IT WAS NEAT LIVING ON THE BOAT. 41:07 IT IS REGIMENTED. I KIND OF REBELLED AT FIRST I. 41:11 I DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN CLASS. HAD BEEN ON MY OWN. 41:14 I FEEL LIKE I AM KID AGAIN. THEN NO YOU BACK IN SCHOOL AND 41:19 MY GRADES WENT IN THE TANK. I WAS NOT PARTICIPATING. 41:26 THE CAPTAIN TALKED TO ME, DOUG, WHAT DO WE HAVE TO DO TO GET TO 41:30 YOU PARTICIPATE? AT FIRST I SAID. 41:33 IF YOU DON'T PARTICIPATE. YOU ARE TO SIT ON THE FLOOR. 41:35 SO I WOULD SIT ON THE FLOOR AND DISRESPECT THINGS. 41:41 YOU WOULD SAIL AROUND AND HAVING CLA KLAAS OR WORKING THE SHIP 41:45 THEN YOU DON'T GET YOUR FOOD. MAY FRIENDS AND ROOMMATES WOULD 41:49 MUGGLE FOOD. WHOLE PROGRAM. 41:52 WHAT DO WE GOT TO DO TO GET YOU TO PARTIES. 41:57 I AM YOU LET ME GO HOME FOR CHRISTMAS BREAK AND I WILL WORK 42:00 WITH THE PROGRAM. HE WENT WE WERE IN AFRICA AND HE 42:06 WENT RIGHT TO THE TELEPHONE AND MADE INTERNATIONAL CALL AND WOKE 42:09 UP MY FATHER. WE GOT GOOD NEWS. 42:13 DOUG IS SHOWING REMARKABLE PROGRESS AND READY TO COME HOME. 42:19 YOU HAD NOT COME HOME. WE THINK IS READY TO COME HOME. 42:24 MY DAD WAS SO HAPPY. BEHAVED FOR THE NEXT FEW WEEKS. 42:28 I LEARNED INTERESTING LESSON. WE WERE SAILING FROM NORTHERN 42:32 AFRICA, BACK ACROSS THE MEDITERRANEAN, TO SPAIN. 42:36 KNOW I AM A P ON THE MAP MED TRAIR WRIN LOOKS SMALL. 42:42 YOU ARE IN. IT LOOKS BIG. 42:44 CAN READ ABOUT IN THIS THE LAST CHAPTERS OF ACTS. 42:47 PAUL GOT INTO ONE OF THOSE STORMS WHERE THEY HAD SUN OR 42:51 MOON FOR 14 DAYS THEY ALL HOPED OF BEING SAVED WAS GONE. 42:56 A SERIOUS STORM THAT CAUGHT US BACK THEN THE BOAT WAS IRON SHIP 43:00 AND I WAS ON ONE. THE OTHER ONE WAS FOLLOWING. 43:06 A SAILBOAT. THE WAVES WERE COMING OVER THE 43:10 FRONT OF THE BOAT. IT WAS WINTER. 43:12 THE WATER WAS COLD. EVERWON A WAS SEASICK. 43:15 THE WIND WAS HOWLING SO HARD WHEN YOU WERE UP ON THE DECK, 43:19 YOU COULD YELL AT PERSON FIVE THEY COULD NOT HEAR YOU. 43:23 THE MAINSAIL RIPPED. EVERYBODY WAS SEASICK INCLUDING 43:26 THE CAPTAIN. THE CAPTAIN NOTIFIED EVERYBODY? 43:29 YOU FALL OVERBOARD, BE CAREFUL IF YOU FALL OVERBOARD WE CANNOT 43:33 TURN AROUND TO GET YOU IN THIS WEATHER. 43:36 WE'LL MARK THE SPOT AND TELL YOUR PREANS. 43:39 WHAT DO YOU THINK ATH LEIST DO WHEN THEY THINK THEY ARE GOING 43:44 TO DIE. HOW ALL OF THE SUDDEN, EVERYBODY 43:51 BECAME RELIGIOUS. PEOPLE WERE PRAYING AND THEY 43:55 CONFESSED TOO. DAY, MAKING PROMISES TO GOD. 44:00 OF COURSE WE SURVIVED. THAT TAUGHT ME FEARS OF REASONS 44:03 TO TURN TO GOD. MATE BE A STARTING POINT. 44:08 BECAUSE BUT ARE FRAYED OF THE YOU LOVE HIM. 44:12 I WAS MAKING PROM MITS AND PRAYERS AND NOBODY WAS GOING. 44:18 THEY WERE ALL TALKING THOUGH LORD AND AND SO, THEY GOT HOME 44:22 AND TOOK ME TO THE AIRPORT AND THE OTHER STUDENTS THAT WERE 44:26 ALLOWED TO GO HOME GOT ON THE AIRPLANE BACK TO THE STATES AND 44:29 I BOUGHT A PACK OF CIGARETTES AND BOUGHT A BEER. 44:34 DRINK ON THE PLANES BACK THEN. HE THEY SAID ARE GOING TO BE IN 44:38 BIG TROUBLE. 3:00 NOW YOU GOT HOME. 44:43 DAD TOOK THE FAMILY. NO SKIING. 44:48 TIME TOM GO BACK TO SCHOOL. MY BROTHER WONDERED WHY I WAS 44:51 SELLING EVERYTHING I HAD TO HIM. HE WAS ALWAYS ANXIOUS TO MAKE A 44:55 DEAL. AND I GOT AS MUCH MONEY AS I 44:58 COULD. I LEFT OUT PICTURES OF THE 45:03 STORM. FLINT SCHOOL. 45:06 ITS THE TWO BOAT BOATS ONE OF THE GRAPHIC DEA SIGNERS PUT IT 45:10 OUT IN THE STORM. THAT WAS NICE. 45:16 HITCHHIKING. I WANTED TO GO TO CALIFORNIA. 45:21 I HAD FOUND CAVES IN THE MOUNTAINS WHEN WAS 16 YEARS OLD 45:27 AND HITCHHIKING AROUND AND I THOUGHT I WILL GO OUT THERE AND 45:30 LIVE IN THE MOUNTAINS. BUT THIS IS NOT WINTERTIME 45:34 BECAUSE I JUST LEFT DURING CHRISTMAS BREAK. 45:37 LIKE NEW YEAR'S. I AM HITCHHIKING ACROSS THE 45:40 COUNTRY AND WAS NOT START ARE SMART AND WEARING A THIN FLORIDA 45:45 WINDBREAKER. FREEZING. 45:52 INTERSTATE 40. PLAYPLAYING POOL THE DAY BEFORE. 45:59 DUMB BETS. AND I KNEW THERE WAS GOD. 46:05 I GOT SO DESPERATE AT TIMES I WOULD BEING WHEN THE CARS WENT 46:09 BY. WOULD SEE BIG OLD CARS WITH A 46:15 HEATER AND ONE PERSON IN THE BIG OLD CADILLAC AND THEY DIDN'T 46:19 CARE ABOUT ME ON THE ROAD. LORD, IF I GET A CAR I WILL PICK 46:24 UP EVERY HITCH HIKER THAT I SEE. I HOPE THE LORD HAS FORGIVEN ME 46:31 SINCE THEN. ANYWAY, I PRAYED. 46:33 I PRAYED A SAVING PRAYER. I SAID, LORD, I NEED HEM. 46:40 I KNOW I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON. I KNOW I WAS ROTTEN. 46:45 I HAD A FRIEND WHO GOT A BRAND-NEW BICYCLE FOR THE 46:49 BIRTHDAY. HE HAD NICE BIKE. 46:52 I STOLE THE TEN SPEED BAKE AND SOLD TO IT ANTHER FRIEND WHO 46:56 WENT TO GREAT LENGTHS TO CHANGE AND KNEW WITH ITS A HOT BIKE AND 47:01 PAINTED. IT I THEN STOLE IT FROM MINIMAL STOLE IT TO SOMEONE 47:06 AND I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ANYBODY. YOU KNOW WHY? 47:09 I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS ANYONE WHO CARED ABOUT ME. 47:12 I COME FROM THE MIND SET SIT IS SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. 47:16 SO I WAS ON THE HIGHWAY. LORD I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON. 47:19 I WAS NOT EXAGGERATING. WOULD YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME. 47:23 WOULD YOU PLEASE HELP ME. ASKED GOOD FOR FOUR THINGS. 47:27 PLEASE, HELP ARE HELP ME GET A RIDE TO WHERE I AM GOING 47:30 1600 MILES AWAY IN CALIFORNIA. 1:00 I SAID HELP ME GET FOOD. 47:34 I WAS HUNGRY. I SAID, HELP ME GET SOME MONEY. 47:37 IT WAS BROKE. THEN, THE LAST THING, GIVE ME A 47:42 RIDE WITH SOMEONE NORMAL. BECAUSE THERE IS A SAYING, TE 47:48 ONLY PEOPLE THAT PICK YOU ARE ARE CHRISTIANS AND CRAZY PEOPLE. 47:52 GOT PICKED UP BY THIS ONE GUY WAS DRINKING. 47:56 HE SAID, WATCH THIS. HIGHWAY 1 IN CALIFORNIA. 48:02 NIGHT. SCARED ME HALF TO DEATH. 48:05 I GOT PICKED UP BY THESE COLLEGE STUDENTS THAT WERE SMOKING SO 48:10 MUCH POT IN THE CAR THEY COULD NOT SEE AND WENT ACROSS THE 48:14 INTERSTATE TO ONCOMING TRAFFIC SO YOU THINK IT IS DANGEROUS 48:19 PICK UP HITCHHIKERS IT IS DANGER TO GET PICKED UP. 48:25 NORMAL. THE NEXT VEHICLE STOPPED. 48:28 IT WAS WHITE VAN. THE GUY PICKED ME UP. 48:35 CALIFORNIA TO THE AREA WHERE I WAS GOING. 48:38 I DIDN'T ASK HIM TO DO. EVERY TIME WE STOPPED HE WOULD 48:41 FEED ME AND GAVE ME $40. I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT. 48:45 ALSO DID NOT ASK FOR HIM TO PREACH ALL THE WAY FROM OKLAHOMA 48:49 TO CALIFORNIA. HE WAS A NEW CHRISTIAN. 48:53 HE WAS TELLING EVERYBODY LANG THE WAY ABOUT JESUS HE WAS 48:57 TOTALLY BOLD. SO THEY CALLED JESUS FREAKS AND 49:02 THE YOUNG PEOPLE WERE BOLD FOR CHRIST. 49:05 I HAD TO LISTEN TO HIM. HE DROVE ALONG. 49:08 HE IT IS A ARE TAKING TO ABOUT REVIVAL. 49:11 I DIDN'T WANT TO GET BACK OUT. IT WAS COLD OUT THERE. 49:14 I WAS NICE. I THOUGHT HE WAS KOOKY. 49:17 BUT YOU KNOW, I DID FIND A GOOD WAY TO WITNESS. 49:21 I PICK UP HITCHHIKERS AND WAIT UNTIL I AM GOING 65 AND MAKE MY 49:26 GOSPEL PRESENTTITION AND THEN I LOOK AT THEM WOULD YOU LIKE TO 49:30 ACCEPT JESUS. I DO. 49:34 I DO PICK UP PEOPLE. I DON'T SCARE THEM TOLL DEATH 49:36 THOUGH. RY TALE. 49:44 SO I MOVED TO THE MOUNTAINS THE CALFS I FOUND WHEN I WAS 15 UP 49:49 ABOVE PALM SPRINGS SHALL CALIFORNIA. 49:54 CANYON, I LIVED, THE MOUNTAIN IS 11,000 FEET HIGH. 49:59 A TALL MOUNTAIN DOWN THERE. HALFWAY UP, VERY RUGGED ROUGH 50:04 DESERT MOUNTAINS. NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC HAS PROGRAMS 50:08 ABOUT PEOPLE WHO GOT LOST AND DIED UP THERE AND RESCUED UP 50:12 THERE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL SPOT. 50:18 THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL VIEW. THIS IS BEFORE YOU HEAD DONE THE 50:24 AND ALL THE CLIFFS YOU CANNOT GET AROUND AND CANNOT HIKE DOWN 50:27 THE MOUNTAIN. THE MOUNT DOWN THERE. 50:32 AND AT THE BASE OF THAT MOUNTAIN THERE WAS CREEK. 50:36 THERE WAS A SET OF CAVES. THERE WAS LARGE CAVE. 50:39 RATING BAY WATERFALL. I LIVED THERE FOR A YEAR AND A 50:42 HALF. FIND GOD THROUGH NATURE. 50:47 WORE NO CLOTHES. I THOUGHT IT WAS BIBLICAL, 50:51 ACTUALLY. I WAS NOT THE ONLY ONE BACK THEN 50:56 THAT WAS DOING THAT. THAT WAS THE AGE OF THE FLOWER 51:00 CHILDREN. SPRINGS ONCE OR TWICE A WEEK. 51:03 I WOULD GET MY GROCERIES. I WOULD PANHANDLE AND PLAY THE 51:08 GUITAR, FLUTE, BEING FOR MONEY. SOMETIMES I WOULD DO WHAT THEY 51:12 CALL DUMPSTER DIVING. I WENT IN THE DUMPSTER AND I 51:17 SAID MY GRAND FATH EARN MY GRANDMOTHER LIVED IN DESERT HOT 51:21 SPRINGS AND GOTTEN ARRESTED AT ONE POINT FOR INDECENT EX PESH 51:25 SURE. JILL AND MY GRANDFATHER FOUND 51:29 OUT I HAD BEEN GETTINGED IF OUT OF A GARBAGE CAN WHEN MY FATHER 51:34 FOUND OUT HE WORKED ALL HIS LIFE THROUGH DEPRESSION SO HIS KID 51:38 WAS NEVER HAVE TO STRUGGLE. HE FOUND OUT I WAS GETTING FOOD 51:42 OUT OF THE GARBAGE CAN IT BREAK HIS HEART. 51:48 WONDERED HOW MUCH IT HURTS OUR HEAVENLY FATHER WHEN HIS 51:52 CHILDREN GO TO THE GARBAGE OF THE WORLD LOOK FOR HAPPINESS 51:56 INSTEAD OF ACCEPTING HIS SON. SO THE MIRACLE IS WHEN I MOVED 52:00 TO THIS AND THE PICTURE OF A STRANGER. 52:06 LIVED WITH ME FOR A YEAR AND A HE KEPT THE MOUSE POPULATION 52:10 DOWN IN THE CALF. HE DID STEAL MY STEAK ONCE WHEN 52:14 WAS COOK IT AND THIS THAT MADE ME MAD. 52:18 NIGHT IN THE WINTERTIME AND PUSH ON THE FACE AFTER HE WAS DONE 52:21 HUNTING AND SLEEPING, AND I WOULD OPEN UP THE SLEEPING BAG 52:25 HE WOULD CRAWL DOWN AND PURR. I DON'T KNOW HOW HE STOOD THE 52:32 SMELL DOWN THERE. I HAD MY CAT STRANGER. 52:35 YEARS LATER I WENT UP WITH OUR ON THE CAVE THIS IS PICTURE OF 52:40 OUTSIDE. DESERT MOUNTAINS AND VERY HARD 52:45 TO GET TO. AND THE MIRACLE IS WHILE WAS 52:51 LIVING UP THERE SOMEBODY AT SOME POINT HAD LEFT A BIBLE IN THE 52:54 CAVE. TOTALLY CLEAN. 52:58 PEOPLE CAMPED THERE BEFORE. THERE WAS CALM 7 FIRESTONES BLAN 53:02 ON THE CEILING AND POTS AND PANS AND SOME OTHER DEBRIS THAT 53:06 CAMPERS LEFT AND A BIBLE THAT SOMEONE LEFT THERE. 53:11 PI DIDN'T THINK ANYTHING OF IT. THERE WAS BIBLE ALONG WITH THE 53:14 JUNK. BUT AFTER LIVING THERE FOR 53:16 AWHILE I WAS RUNNING INTO IN TOWN. 53:21 JESUS FREAKS SAY, ARE YOU BORN AGAIN. 53:25 QUESTIONS. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 53:30 HOW IG AND? BECAUSE I WAS ALL INTO 53:36 REINCARNATION AND NOW INTO THE AMERICAN INDIAN RELIGION AND I 53:39 WANTED TO BE THERE FOR YEARS MY DAD TOLD US WE WERE ALL PART 53:43 CHAR KEY AND TOLD EPP EVERYONE GROWING UP AND AT ONE WITH THE 53:48 ROOTS THEN MY KIDS CAN BOUGHT MIZ A TEST AND NO AMERICAN 53:51 INDIAN IN ME AT ALL. I AM ACTUALLY PART INDIAN FROM 53:54 INDIA. BUT I WAS TRYING TO BE AT WAR 53:58 WITH THE INDIAN AND TAKING COYOTE AND HALLUCSIN GEPPICS I 54:04 WANT TO READ THE BIBLE AND ARGUING WITH THESE CHRISTIANS I 54:07 STARTED READING THROUGH GENESIS AND IT IS FAS NASE ITING I GOT 54:11 BOGGED DOWN INDEX CUSS. SAID IN ONE OF THE CHRISTIAN 54:14 FRIENDS SAID, DOUG, JUMP TOP THE NEW TESTAMENT. 54:18 I WENT TO THE NEWEST T. EVERY MORNING I WOULD EAT BANANA 54:22 BREAD. FROM DAY OLD BANANAS I WOULD GET 54:26 AT THE STORE AND I WOULD READ THE BIBLE. 54:30 AS I WAS READING THE BIBLE I AM DOING ARE GOING, WOW. 54:34 I HAVE BEEN HEARING THE QUOTES ALL MY LIFE AND DIDN'T KNOW THEY 54:39 CAMEL FROM THE BIBLE. YOUR TEETH, AT YOUR WITH IT'S 54:44 END, HAND WRITE ON THE WALL. TURNING THE OTHER CHEEK. 54:46 OH. OH. 54:52 I HAVE BEEN QUOTING THIS ALL MY LIFE. 54:57 I WAS REALLY SHOOK. THE -- ONE OF THE SPIRITUAL 55:05 ENLIGHTENED ONES I HAD NO IDEA. I THOUGHT HE IS A LIAR. 55:08 I AM THE ONLY WAY. HE DIDN'T SAY I AM ONE OF MANY. 55:12 HE SAID I AM IT. IN IS NO OTHER NAME WHEREBY WE 55:17 MUST BE SAVED. GOD'S SON. 55:25 AND I INNED UP GRAPPLING WITH THE SAME STRUGGLE. 55:29 WHETHER JESUS WAS EITHER A LIAR, LUNATIC OR A LORD. 55:34 THOSE ARE THE ONLY OPTION. WAS LIAR BECAUSE EVERYTHING I 55:39 READ JUST RESONATED WITH TRUTH. I WAS AMAZED AT HOW PROFOUND THE 55:42 TEACHING OF JESUS WAS. SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE EASTERN 55:45 BOOKS I ED READE. NOTHING COMPARED TO JESUS. 55:50 THE PEOPLE WHO HEARD HIM TALK. EVERY MAN SPOKE LIKE THIS MAN. 55:52 I KNEW HE WAS NOT CRAZY. BECAUSE WHAT HE SAID WAS SO 55:55 BRILLIANT HE DIED IN DEFENSE OF THE TRUTH. 55:59 HE COULD HAVE JUST LIED TO SAVE HIS LIFE BUT BECAUSE TRUTH WAS 56:03 SO IMPORTANT HE WAS WILLING TO DIE FOR WHAT HE BELIEVED. 56:06 AND I KNEW HE WAS NOT CRAZY. WHICH MEANS HE WAS NOT A 56:10 LUNATIC. WHICH MEANINGS THE ONLY OTHER 56:14 OPTION HE WAS LORD. AND THAT REALLY SHOOK MY WORLD. 56:18 AND I THOUGHT Y YOU KNOW WHAT WHAT DO I GOT LOSE. 56:22 IT WAS PREJUDICE AGAINST CHRISTIANS BECAUSE MY MOTHER 56:25 GROWING. PURSE CUTE AND THE NAZIS CLAIMED 56:29 TO BE CHRISTIANS AND KILLED THE JEWS AND A REAL BARRIER AGAINST 56:33 CHRISTIANITY BUT I THOUGHT, YOU KNOW, I TRIED EVERYTHING ELSE. 56:36 MAYBE I WAS TAUGHT WRONG. MAYBE THESE PEOPLE KILLING 56:40 EACHER ON THE NAME OF CHRIST WERE R NOT CHRISTIANS. 56:43 SO I GOT ON MY KNEES UP IN THE MOUNTAINS. 56:46 PRAYER. AND IT IS INTERESTING I SHOULD 56:50 MENTION THAT. IT WAS A PRAYER WHERE ITING IN 56:54 THE BIBLE. AND I DIDN'T PAY MUCH ATTENTION 56:56 TO IT. REMEMBER. 56:59 THEY SAID, BORN AGAIN, ON SUCH AND UP OF DATE. 57:03 I HOPE WHOEVER FINES THIS BOOK FINES THE PEACE AND JOY I 57:06 FOUND. THE BIBLE. 57:11 YEARSING LATE ITER FELL IN THE CREEK AND IT GOT SWELLED UP AND 57:16 I LOST IT. WISHED KNEW THE NAME OF THAT 57:18 PERSON. LOOK I IN ON THE KNEES IN THE 57:23 CAVE. NAKED IN THE MOUNTAINS EATING UT 57:28 MUCH CANS, LYING, DRINK, LIVING IMMORAL RALLY AND NOT HAPPY. 57:33 I SAID, I SAID IF JESUS IS REAL, WILL YOU FORGIVE MY SINS, GIVE 57:37 KNOW SOME PURPOSE FOR LIVE, COME INTO MY HEART, AND THEN YOU 57:41 KNOW, I FELT EVERYTHING CHANGE THAT DAY. 57:45 DATE I DID NOT VET A CALLER THEN CAVE I DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY IT 57:49 WAS. I FELT THE PEACE. 57:56 NOT EVERYTHING CHANGED AT ONCE. IN FACT THE FIRST FEW BIBLE 58:01 STUDIES I GAVE I DIDN'T HAVE CLOTHES ON. 58:06 LITTLE BY LITTLE. LORD STARTED CHANGING MY HEART, 58:09 TRANSFORMING ME AND I REMEMBER BEING UP IN THE CAVE AND SAYING, 58:13 LORD, I WANT YOU TO LIVE LIKE THIS FOREVER. 58:16 I FELT DESIRE TO TELL EVERYBODY I WAS IN THE CAVE BECAUSE I 58:19 WANTED TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE. 58:23 PEOPLE. WANTED TO BE BY MYSELF AND THE 58:27 BURNING DESIRE TO TELL EVERYBODY. 58:36 SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN'T DO MUCH UP HERE 58:38 IN THE CAVE. I WENT TO TOWN A FEW DAYS AFTER. 58:43 I CALLED MY MOM IN BEVERLY HILLS AND I SAID, I USED TO CHECK IN 58:46 WITH HER AND JUST CALL ME. I CALLED. 58:50 ARE YOU UP AT THE CAVE IN THE INCOMES FEW DAYS. 58:55 I WANT TO COME UP WITH A FILM CREW. 59:00 SOMEBODY FROM NBC. YEAH HIGH SON IS A MILLIONAIRE 59:03 AND LIVING IN A CAVE. THAT IS A GREAT HUMAN INTEREST 59:08 INTERVIEW HIM. WE HAVE A HARD TIME GETTING 59:11 THERE. HELICOPTER. 59:19 PAID TO FLY ME BACK UP TO THE CAVE GAIN. 59:27 WITH THE FILM CREW. THIS PICTURE OF ME. 59:31 PRAISE THE LORD, I NEVER HAD THAT PICTURE NBC TOOK IT THAT 59:36 DAY. TIMES THAT DAY. 59:47 I WAS THINKING, WILL SHARE MY TESTIMONY. 59:50 I THOUGHT HERE, PARADE LORD, YOU WANT ME TO TELL SOMEBODY. 59:54 SHOW ME. GOD IS GOOD, FRIENDS. 01:00:00 I HAVE BEEN UP THERE TELLER JUST IN CASE. 01:00:06 YOU KNOW, THIS YEAR WAS ABLE TO HIKE UP WITH OUR YOUNGEST SON, 01:00:11 STEVEN. HE HAS BEEN UP THERE. 01:00:13 KAREN HAS BEEN UP THERE. THIS IS THE WHOLE CREW WENT UP 01:00:15 ONCE. AT THAT TIME. 01:00:20 THEN THIS YEAR, SOME GOOD THINGS HAVE COME OUT OF COVID I WAS 01:00:24 ABLE TO HIKE UP THE CAVE FOR THE FIRST TIME WITH NATHAN. 01:00:28 I AM GETTING OLD. THAT MAY BE MY LAST TRIP UP 01:00:32 THERE WITHOUT A HELICOPTER. I THINK ABOUT HOW GOD BLESSED. 01:00:36 YOU KNOW? BROTHER'S WEDDING. 01:00:41 THAT IS ONE OF THE FEW PICTURES I GOT OF MY MOM AND DA 01:00:44 TOGETHER. THERE WITH THE BEARD I HAD HAIR 01:00:48 AT ONE POINT ON THE RIGHT. THEY PASSED AWAY. 01:00:55 AND I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE STORY THAT WE STARTED WITH IN 01:00:58 THE BALL IN. HERE JESUS MET AND SELF 01:01:06 DESTRUCTIVE RUNNING AROUND NAKED IN A CAVE, A TOMB SURROUNDED BY 01:01:10 THE DEAD AND THE PIGS HE CAME TO JESS SUGGESTION AS HE WAS. 01:01:13 YOU KNOW? FRIENDS NOBODY IS SUCH A BIG 01:01:16 SINNER YOU CAN'T COME TO CHRIST. YOU ARE NOT A BIGGER SINNER THAN 01:01:21 THAN ME OR ME. JESUS SET HIM FREE. 01:01:26 HE CLOTHED HIM. THEN SAID GO TELL OTHERS WHAT 01:01:29 GREAT THINGS GOD HAS DONE FOR YOU. 01:01:33 GOD OPENS THE DOOR FOR EACH ONE OF US TO COME JUST THE WAY THEY 01:01:36 ARE. ANSWERED WILL ACCEPT US. 01:01:39 YOU KNOW, A FEW YEARS AGO I GOT A CALL FROM MY SISTER IN LAW AND 01:01:44 SAID YOUR BROTHER ARE IS NOT AND, AND, FALCON STRUGGLED ALL 01:01:48 HIS LIFE. THE FLORIDA KEYS AND USED TO BE 01:01:53 A CAMP PASTOR. AND I WENT TO SEE HIM ONE TIME. 01:01:58 NOT LONG BEFORE HE DIED I WOULD TRY TO WALK AROUND THE GOLF 01:02:02 CURSE AND STOP AND COUGH AND CATCH HIS BREATH AND WE WOULD 01:02:05 WALK AND TALK. DOUG, LIFE IS NOT FAIR. 01:02:08 WHAT DO YOU MEAN? HE SAID, I AM SMART. 01:02:14 IN FACT I AM BRILLIANT. BUT I AM SICK. 01:02:17 HE SAID YOU ARE HEALTHY. BURR YOU STUPID. 01:02:22 BUT BUT ARE STUPID. HAD THE TOYS HE HAD THE HOUSE, 01:02:26 HE HAD THE CAR AND THE BET AND EVERYTHING. 01:02:31 I HAVE GOT DOUG IF I COULD HAVE YOUR LUNGS AND LIVE A LITTLE 01:02:36 LONGER. EARTHLY THING AND GOD GAVE HIS 01:02:44 SON. I WAS THANKFUL I WAS ABLE TO BE 01:02:48 AT THE BEDSIDE WHEN HE PASSED AWAY AND FALCON WILL YOU LET ME 01:02:52 PRAY WITH YOU. TEASE ME ABOUT RELIGION. 01:02:56 AT THE END, PLEASE, PRAY FOR ME. WOULD PRI AND ASK JESUS TO COME 01:03:01 TO HIS HEART AND FORGIVE THE SINS I HOPE TO SEE HIM IN THE 01:03:06 KINGDOM. THAT THIS LIFE FAME AND FORTUNE 01:03:14 MONEY DON'T BRING HAP PINS. HAPPINESS COMES FROM HAVING YOUR 01:03:17 SINS FORGIVEN AND KNOWING YOU WILL BE CHRIST IN A AND LIVE IN 01:03:21 A WORLD MADE KNEW AND GET OUT OF THIS WORD AND SICK OF TIRED OF 01:03:26 BEING SICK AND TIRED. THE WORLD IS A PANDEMIC FRIENDS. 01:03:29 NOTHING KNEW. THAT SICKNESS. 01:03:34 AND BEFORE I CLOSE THIS SEGMENT WITH, WITH PRAYER, I JUST LIKE 01:03:39 TO ASK IF THERE ARE SOME HERE TODAY, MAYBE GOD IS SPEAKING TO 01:03:42 YOUR HEART. TO FULLY SUR REN DUR YOUR LIFE 01:03:47 THOUGH WORLD AND YOU ARE WATCHING REVELATION NOW PROGRAM 01:03:51 RIGHT NOW. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SAY YES TO 01:03:57 HIM. TOWN. 01:04:03 MAYBE YOU HAVE BECOME DISTRACTED WITH THE THINGS OF THIS WORLD, 01:04:07 AND YOU WOULD LIKE TO SAY, LORD, I WANT TO GIVE JESUS FIRST PLACE 01:04:10 MINE HEART. WOULD YOU BE WILL BE TO LIFT 01:04:14 YOUR HAND AND SAY, LORD, THAT IS ME. 01:04:17 FATHER IN HEAVEN. THE HANDS. 01:04:23 THE HEALTH AND YOU WILL DO FOR WHAT YOU DY FOR ME AND SO MANY 01:04:27 OTHERS AND ACCEPT AND JUST LIKE AND TRANSFORM THEM, LORD. 01:04:32 BLESSING THEM WITH EXPERIENCE AND THAT PEACE RIGHT NOW. 01:04:39 NOW DON'T GO AWAY FRIENDS YOU WILL SEE PASTOR ROSS UP ON THE 01:04:43 SCREEN IN JUST A MOMENT WITH BIBLE QUESTIONS THINK PASTOR 01:04:47 ANNOUNCEMENTS. TIME HERE ON REVELATION NOW FOR 01:08:46 THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW WE ARE MOVED FROM THE SANCTUARY D DOWN TO 01:08:51 THE STUDIO WHICH IS AMAZING FACTANCE PASTOR DOUG AND I HAVE 01:08:55 ARE ON THE WAY. WHICH ARE DELIGHTED TO TAKE YOUR 01:09:00 BIBLE QUESTION AND AS ALWAYS WE OK. 01:09:12 FOR TODAY. AWFUL GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS OF 01:09:19 PEOPLE SINCE? WELL, YOU KNOW, THAT IS ONE 01:09:21 REASON WE KNOW THE BIBLE IS TRUE BECAUSE GOOD DOES NOT GLOSS OVER 01:09:25 THE REAL WILL YOU TY OF WHAT THE STRUGGLES ARE THAT PEOPLE HAVE 01:09:29 IN SCRIPTURE AND SO, IT GIVES A REAL DEPICTION OF PEOPLE 01:09:34 UNDERSTAND THAT SIN HAS CAUSED A LOT OF EF STILL IN THE WORLD AND 01:09:37 WHAT IT DOES TO US AND THE BIBLE WAS A FAIRY TALE OR THEN IT 01:09:42 WOULD MAYBE SMOOTH THINGS OUT BUT THE BIBLE ACTUALLY A VERY 01:09:45 ACCURATE HISTORY OF THE BATTLE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL AND SON I 01:09:50 THINK IT BASE OF THE FAITHFULNESS OF GOD'S WORD, THAT 01:09:52 IT IS DOING THAT. AND, YOU KNOW, I KNOW, THERE ARE 01:09:58 PARTS IN THE BOBBLE YOU MAY NOT READ THE CHILDREN AND THEN THEY 01:10:02 MAKE SURE AND POKES HE IS SOME OF THOSE PASSAGES. 01:10:06 AND THEATER RACE OF WAR AND INTRIGUE AND THAT ARE GRAPHIC. 01:10:12 >> YES. DESCRIBING THOSE YOU CAN SEE HOW 01:10:17 GOD CHANGED REAL PEOPLE WITH REAL LIFE ISSUE AND REAL 01:10:20 STRUGGLES AND GIVES HOPE TO US. LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCES. 01:10:26 I THE NEXT QEZ. IT US INSPIRED OR JUST A PART OF 01:10:31 THE BIBLE? TIMOTHY ALL VIP! SCRIPTURE IS 01:10:36 GIVEN BAY INSPIRATION OF GOD AND JESUS SAID MAN SHOULD NOT LIVE 01:10:40 BY BREAD ALONE BUT EVERY WORD THAT PROCEED INTERESTS THE MOUTH 01:10:43 OF GOD. SOMETHING SUPERNATURAL AND 01:10:48 MIRACULOUS IN THE WAY HE PRESERVED THE CONTENTS OF THE 01:10:52 BIBLE THE SCRIPTURES. AND EVEN IN THE CHOICE OF WHAT 01:10:55 BOOKS WOULD BE RECOGNIZED AS THE SACRED BOOKS OF THE BIBLE AND 01:10:59 OTHERS THAT MAY BE, THEY MAY HAVE VALUE WHERE YOU LEFT OUT OF 01:11:03 THE SACRED CANYON AND THEN, OF COURSE, YOU KNOW, THE NEWEST T. 01:11:07 SHALL THE BOOKS WE HAVE NOW, MAJORITY OF THE EARLY CHURCH 01:11:12 FATHERS AND BOTH APOSTLE AND THE OLD TEST T. IS WRITTEN BY THE 01:11:18 PROPHET, KINGS THAT WERE SPONDER AND SO FILLED WITH THE HOLE ZY 01:11:23 RITE HOLDING THEN SPOKE AS THEY WERE MOVED BY THE HOLY SPIRIT. 01:11:26 THE BIBLE TELL US, SO, WE BELIEVE BE THAT IF THERE IS A 01:11:29 COMMUNICATION FROM HEAVE TON EARTH, THAT IS CONSIDERED SACRED 01:11:33 AND TRUSTWORTHY IN A SPIRED THE BIBLE HAS PASSED THAT TEST. 01:11:37 ABSOLUTELY. WHEN THE EARLY CHURCH FATHERS 01:11:42 ORGANIZE THE CANNON OR THE BIBLE AND THE NEW TESTAMENT IN 01:11:46 PARTICULAR ONE OF CRE TIE CRY YEAR TO THEY WANTED TO MAKE SURE 01:11:50 THE BOOKS WERE PROVE IT. AND INTERESTING TO NOTE WITH 01:11:55 SENSE OF PAUL, ALL OF THE NEWEST T. WRITERS WERE EYEWITNESSES OF 01:11:58 THE WORK OF CHRIST. THAT IS RIGHT. 01:12:01 SO OF COURSE, PAUL MET JESUS AND DURING THE CONVERSE BUT PRETTY 01:12:06 CERTAIN THAT THESE BOOKS WERE WHERE IT BIN THE INDIVIDUALS. 01:12:10 >> EVEN PAUL THOUGH HE WAS NOT A CHRISTIAN DURING THE TIME OF 01:12:13 JESUS, HE WAS LIVE DURING THE TIME OF JESUS AND AWARE OF THE 01:12:17 REALITY OF CRIST'S TEACHINGS AND THE TIME IN WHICH HE LIVED. 01:12:20 OK. HOW DO I CONVINCE A PERSON WHO 01:12:25 BELIEVES IN EVOLUTION THAT THE BIBLE IS TRUE? 01:12:28 WITH, I KNOW WE GOT A LOT OF FRIENDS IN THIS SOCIETY TODAY 01:12:33 THAT EVOLUTION IS THEIR WORLD VIEW AND HOW DO YOU REACH THEM? 01:12:37 WELL, FIRST OF ALL. YOU CANNOT CONVINCE IN OTHER 01:12:39 WORD, ARGUMENTS NOT ALWAYS THE BEST WAY TO DO IT. 01:12:43 AND LIKE MARK TWAIN SAID. WILL AND THE SAME OPINION STILL. 01:12:48 AND YOU CAN TRY TO REASON WITH THEM. 01:12:51 PEOPLE THAT STRUGGLED WITH EVOLUTION, ONCE YOU ACKNOWLEDGE 01:12:55 THERE IS A GOD THEN THEY ACKNOWLEDGED THERE IS A 01:12:59 ACCOUNTABILITY FOR YOUR LIFE AND FOR FULFILLING THAT PURPOSE 01:13:02 THATTIC MASS SOME PEOPLE NERVOUS. 01:13:06 LOVING GOOD AND THE BIBLE IS TRUE, THEN, I WOULD REASON WITH 01:13:08 THEM SOME THE PROVESIES OF THE BIBLE THEN WHEN YOU SHOW THAT 01:13:14 GOD WAS ABLE TO FOR TEAL THE FUTURE SO PERFECT LISTEN THE 01:13:19 PROPHECIES IT HELPS US RECOGNIZE THAT GOD'S OVERALL TIME AND THEN 01:13:23 THEY BELIEVE THE OTHER PARTS OF THE BOOK BUT THE DATING METHODS 01:13:27 SAN I PERSONALLY THINK ABOUT THERE IS GOOD PROGRAMS OUT THERE 01:13:30 THAT DEAL WITH THE SUBJECT OF REVOLUTION AND EXPLAIN CREATION 01:13:34 AS A MORE VIABLE SCHEME. >> WE LOOK IN THE BIBLE AT SOME 01:13:39 KINDS GIVE TON HISTORY AND THE FLOOD. 01:13:44 MUCH OF WHAT WE SEE IN THIS HE NATURAL WORLD TODAY. 01:13:49 AND UP A MILE ABOVE SEA LEVEL IN COLORADO AND IN THE MOUNTAIN AND 01:13:54 HOW DID SEASHELLS GET UP THERE. THE FLOOD DOES EX PALESTINIAN A 01:13:57 LOT OF THINGS WE SEE IN NATURE. BURIALS OF AN MALL AND EXPLAIN. 01:14:01 THAT YEAH. YEAH BASED ON SCIENTIFIC 01:14:04 STATEMENTS IN THE BIBLE. CONTROL IN. 01:14:14 VERSE 3. WE'LL YOU HAVE LOOK THAT. 01:14:30 VERSE 3. WRITTEN IN OUR HEART AND KNOWN 01:14:37 AND RED BY ALL MEN AND CLEARLY IN STERRED TO US AND BY THE 01:14:42 SPIRIT AND THE LIVING GOOD NOT ON THE STORM BUT ON THE TABLETS 01:14:48 OF THIS HEART AND TABLETS OF FLESH OF THE HEART. 01:14:52 SAYING YOU KNOW, IT IS ANY WITH A WAY INVALID AND SAYING THAT 01:14:56 WHEN WE HAVE THE NEW COVENANT THE WHOLE NEW OF NENT IN THE 01:15:00 HEART AND SO, INCLUDED IN HAVING THAT LAW BRITTEN IN OUR HEART 01:15:07 AND SPIRITUAL SIDE AND EXPLAIN IT THIS WAY. 01:15:11 JESUS CAME TO SHOW A SPIRITUAL ASPECT. 01:15:19 YOU SHALL NOT COMMIT MURDER AND ANGRY. 01:15:29 DO NOT COMMIT AUDREY ARE DULL TRY AND DO NOT BE THINKING IN 01:15:33 YOUR HEARD. AN ATTITUDE. 01:15:43 AND IN THE SAME WAY, THE LETTER OF THE LAW SAYS REMEMBER THE 01:15:46 SABBATH DAY AND COME TO JESUS AND HAVE REST IN OUR HEARTS. 01:15:49 AND SO, FOR EVERY SPIRITUAL LAW, THERE IS THE LITTER FOUNDATION 01:15:55 AND THE LITTLE RAT LAW THERE IS AND WANT TO BE GOING AND MAKING 01:15:59 SURE NOT TOT BE LEGALISTIC BUT KEEPING THE SPIRIT OF THE LAW. 01:16:05 REMIND THE PACKAGE OF DUT IRANI WHERE GOD SAYS TO MOSE HE SES. 01:16:09 AFTER THE LAW WAS GAIN CHILDREN OF ISRAEL SAID EVERYTHING GOD IS 01:16:12 SAVED WE'LL DO. OH, BE THERE WAS HEART WITHIN 01:16:16 THEM. COMMANDPS THAT I MAY GOOD FOR 01:16:19 THEM. BE SPRINGING SUPPORT FROM LOVE 01:16:24 TO HIM AND LOVE TO OUR FELLOW MAN. 01:16:31 HOW CAN WE ACTUALLY BE HOLY? HOW CAN WE BE HOLE FLY WELL, TWO 01:16:35 WAYS WE PIECE,ED HOLINESS. ONE IS WHEN WE DOM CHRIST AND 01:16:40 YOU CAN SAY THAT WE RECEIVE THROUGH JUSTIFICATION. 01:16:48 DECLARES US HOLY. WE CONTINUE TO FOLLOW THE LORD 01:16:54 AND NOT JUST COVER UP OF OUR SIN AND SOMETHING CALLED 01:16:58 SANCTIFICATION. TO LIVE IN THE NEWNESS OF LAV 01:17:03 AND TURNING YOU A WAY FROM WHAT IS WRONG AND DOING WHAT IS RIGHT 01:17:06 AND THE WORD HOLINESS TO BE SET ASIDE AND WHEN WE ACCEPT JESUS 01:17:12 WE TRUST OUR LIVES ARE SET ASIDE FOR HIM. 01:17:18 BELONG TO YOU. SET ASIDE FOR YOU. 01:17:21 THEY ARE CALLED HOLY MATRIMONY AND THAT COUPLE MAY HAVE 01:17:25 INTERESTING DILLSCUSSIONS MORE AND SET ASIDE FOR EACH 01:17:31 OTHER. MAKE THAT AND TERM ARE 01:17:39 SINCE AND HOLINESS THERE. SHOULD WE HAVE A CHILD NOW 01:17:47 SEEING THE WORLD IS IN MESS? YOU KNOW, NOW, WITH WHAT IS 01:17:51 GOING ON. WHETHER IT IS NOT FOR GOD'S WILL 01:17:59 FOR THEM TO HAVE CHILDREN. AND HE SAID THEY MISSED THEIR 01:18:10 OPPORTUNITY SO I PRAY ABOUT THAT AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU YOU GOT 01:18:15 FRES THE LORD JESUS DID SAW THAT ARE NURSING WITH CHILD AND IN 01:18:20 THE TIME WE HAVE TO FLEE FOR OUR LIVES THEY KNOW WHAT THE DATE IS 01:18:24 GOING TO BE BUT IT IS A BRING CHILDREN INTO. 01:18:27 >> OK. >> SOMEONE ELSE IS ASKING SHOULD 01:18:31 CHRISTIANS GET INVOLVED IN SECRET SOCIETIES LIKE 01:18:33 FREEMASONS? >> NO. 01:18:38 NOTHING SECRET BUILT. SOMEONE SAID ONE TIME. 01:18:40 THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS SECRET CHRISTIAN ETH ARE YOU ARE 01:18:46 SECRECY OR THE SEEK SY WILL REAL KRISTIN YOU CANNOT KEEP IT 01:18:51 SICK CRET AS SOMEONE BELONGS TO SECRET SETTED SOCIETY AND A 01:18:54 WHOLE SPECTRUM OF THEM. WHAT ARE YOU MID HIKING? 01:18:56 CHRISTIANS OUGHT TO BE OPEN AND TRANSPARENT ABOUT WHAT THEY 01:18:59 BELIEVE? YEAH. 01:19:06 SUSPECT AND SOME OF THEM I THINK THEY GOT PAGANISM AND DIABOLICAL 01:19:12 WORSHIP. >> GOT TO BE CARE OF THINGS YOU 01:19:15 GOT TO SWEAR TO SECRECY IN AS CHRISTIANS JESUS WAS NOT PART OF 01:19:19 ANYTHING LIKE THAT. MEDITATE. 01:19:27 KNOW DAVID AND THE SAMES TAS ABOUT MEDITATING ON GOD'S LAW. 01:19:33 HE ARE VERY DIFFERENT FROM EASTERN MEDITATION I USED TO BE 01:19:35 INVOLVED IN EASTERN MEDITATION AND THE IDEA THERE IS TO SORT OF 01:19:38 EMPTY YOUR MIND YOU KNOW? YOU SAY THIS OVER AND OVER 01:19:44 AGAIN. BECAUSE YOU ARE SAYING EMPTY 01:19:49 WORD WITH NO MEANING ATTACHED AND NOW YOU CAN CREATE A SELF IN 01:19:55 DUESED BLISS AND IT IS NO REAL. BUT NOT EXPANDING YOUR MIND AND 01:20:00 BASICALLY EMPTYING YOUR MIND AND GET COUNTERFEIT PEACE AND REAL 01:20:07 ABOUT THE MAJESTY OF GOD'S WORD GOD SAYS LET US REASON TOGETHER. 01:20:12 SO ACTUALLY THINKING COGNITIVE THING AND REASONING ABOUT THE 01:20:16 WONDERS OF GOD'S WORD. THAT IS MID TATATING ON THE WORD 01:20:18 OF GOD. COMMUNING WITH JESUS NOT THE 01:20:22 EASTERN MEDITATION THAT IS IN THE HEAD AND YEAH. 01:20:25 YOU ARE FILLED WITH WHATEVER COMES AWAY. 01:20:31 THIS PERSON IS ASKING WHERE IN THE BIBLE AND PROBABLY WANT TO 01:20:35 SHARE IT WITH SENSELESS. THAT JESUS IS GOD. 01:20:41 OH. GOOD. 01:20:47 WELL ONE THING THE BOBBLE SAYS IN THE BEGINNING GOD CREATED. 01:20:52 SAYS ALL THINGS WERE MADE WERE MADE BY CHRIST. 01:20:55 HE THIS IS WORD. CHRIST POD. 01:21:00 THE TEN COMMAND AND JESUS ROSE TO THE DEAD. 01:21:04 HEBREW, YOU KNOW THE VERSE, EVEN THE ANGELS WORSHIPED HIM. 01:21:09 THE BIBLE SAYS ONLY GOD CAN FORGIVE SIN. 01:21:13 HE CAN FORGIVE SIN AND MARK CHAPTER 2. 01:21:20 THE BIBLE TELL US ONLY GOD KNOWS JESUS KNEW WHAT WAS MAN JOHN 2 01:21:25 AND MARK 2 ALSO. JETS JESUS NEW MAN'S HEART. 01:21:28 YOU LOOK AT THE DIFFERENT DEFINITIONS OF GOD AND JESUS SAW 01:21:34 THOSE DEFINITIONS. AND THE OLD TESTAMENT THAT SPONT 01:21:36 TO THE COMING MESSIAH THAT EQUATE WITH CHRISTS AS BEING 01:21:41 PART OF DIVINITY AND WE ARE KNOWS ALL AND BEING CREATOR AND 01:21:47 THE PAGE SAYS I AM WITH YOU WHEREVER YOU GO ONE HEF WAYS WE 01:21:50 KNOW GOD. HEAR THE PRAYERS AT ONE ARE 01:21:55 ONCE. YOU ARE OMNIPRESENCE THROUGH THE 01:22:00 SPIRIT. I WAS THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING 01:22:06 THIS MORNING. TRUSTWORTHINESS OF CHRIST IN THE 01:22:15 YOU OUR BELIEVE HE IS A MASTER LIAR AND CAN REACH CONCLUSION 01:22:20 IS A GOOD MAN AND WHO SAID CERTAIN THINGS. 01:22:23 OH CLAIMED TO BE ONE WITH THE FATHER AND YOU SEE ME IN A YOU 01:22:28 SEE THE FATHER YOU GOT TO ACCEPT WHAT SAYS. 01:22:31 AXE LATELY. ANOTHER QUESTION WE HAVE WHERE 01:22:35 DOES GOD DWELL? >> WELL, WE TALKED ABOUT THE 01:22:39 OMNIPRESENCE OF GOD THE BIBLE ALSO SEEMS TO CAPE GATE COD IS A 01:22:43 SPIR REASON AND FORM OF SOME FORM BECAUSE THERE IS A PLACE 01:22:49 AND THE PLACE OF GOD. WHEN WE PRAY. 01:22:54 OUR FATHER IN HEAVE. WE CALL IT HEAVEN OR PARADISE. 01:23:04 PAUL SAYS CAUGHT UP TO THE THIRD HEAVEN AND EYE JAY IN CHAPTER 6 01:23:08 DESCRIBES SEEING GOD ON HIS THRONE. 01:23:13 YOU CAN READ EYE JAY 6 LIFTED UP IN HEAVEN THE TEMPLE. 01:23:19 GOD SITHS IN THE HOLLY OF HOLIES AND THE YAWN VERSE WHICH DON'T 01:23:23 GET ANY HOLLIER THAN THAT. I SAW THE SON OF MAN BROUGHT 01:23:30 BEFORE THE ANCIENT OF DAYS AND THERE IS A PLACE. 01:23:32 GOT DOES SEEM TOLL HAVE A PLACE WHERE HE CAN BE KNOWN IN TIME 01:23:35 AND SPACE. LIVE OUTSIDE IN SPACE, TOO. 01:23:40 SOMEBODY ELSE IS ASKING HOW DO I KNOW IF I HAVE FORGIVEN SOMEONE. 01:23:46 WELL, YOU CHOOSE TO. YOU MAY REMEMBER THE THINGS THEY 01:23:51 DO THAT BOTH HE YOU. I REMEMBER HEARING A STORY A 01:23:57 NAMMOUS NURSE. ONE OF FRIENDS SAID WHAT DID 01:24:11 THEY SAY. MAY COME BACK AND YOU CHOOSE TO 01:24:14 FORGIVE. YOU READ THEM AND DON'T BRING IT 01:24:19 UP AGAIN SO THAT PERSON THAT FORGIVES YOU AND KEEP REMINDING 01:24:22 YOU. YOU. 01:24:25 HUMANLY FORGIVE AND FORGET. WE CAN'T FORGET LIKE GOD FOR 01:24:30 GITES US YOU DON'T DWELL ON. OK. 01:24:35 LITTLE BIT MORE AB |
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