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Crisis of Identity

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00:36 Jean Ross: I'd like you to bow your heads as we have a word
00:38 of prayer.
00:39 Dear Father, we are indeed so grateful for the opportunity to
00:41 just take a break from the busyness of the week and gather
00:45 in Your presence on this special day that You have blessed.
00:49 Now Lord, we know there are folks scattered all over the
00:52 country that are part of our study time together.
00:55 And we can't be united in person at the moment, but Lord, we are
00:58 grateful that we can be united in Your Spirit.
01:01 And we're all sharing the same faith, we're looking at the same
01:04 Scriptures to build our faith.
01:07 And so, Father, we ask a special blessing upon our time today.
01:10 Be with those who are listening, and pray that You'd guide them.
01:12 Be with Pastor Doug as he opens up the Word and we launch into a
01:15 whole new series of studies on the book of Isaiah.
01:18 How exciting is this?
01:20 So, thank You, Lord, for being with us, and we commit this time
01:22 in Your keeping, in Jesus' name, amen.
01:26 Our study on the book of Isaiah begins today, and Pastor Doug
01:29 will be leading us in our first lesson.
01:34 Doug Batchelor: I want to welcome our friends that are
01:36 studying the Word of God with us today.
01:38 I'm very excited about the new study that we've got going today
01:41 because we're dealing with just one of the most magnificent
01:44 books in the Bible, the book of Isaiah.
01:47 And as was mentioned, for those who may have tuned in late,
01:50 we're just beginning a new quarter study.
01:54 Now, keep in mind that some of you are watching this
01:58 stream live.
02:00 That's because here at the Granite Bay Church, to provide
02:02 the "Sabbath School" program for the other satellite networks, we
02:05 record it three weeks in advance so that we can do the editing,
02:08 and put in the subtitles, and so forth.
02:11 And but it will play nationally the first week of January, but
02:17 we're getting to get into it here with our friends who are
02:20 watching online.
02:22 And I'm excited about Isaiah because it's just a
02:29 wonderful book.
02:31 It's basically like the gospel in the Old Testament.
02:34 Now, the lesson for today, lesson one is called "A Crisis
02:37 of Identity."
02:39 And we've got a memory verse, and the memory verse is from
02:42 Isaiah 1, verse 18.
02:45 And we've got a few families here with our support staff that
02:48 are helping us with this production.
02:50 They're welcome to say it with us, Isaiah 1:18.
02:53 And I bet some of us know this one by heart even before we were
02:56 told it was our memory verse.
03:00 "Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord.
03:04 Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white
03:07 as snow.
03:09 Though they are red like crimson, they shall be as wool."
03:13 There you've got the gospel all summarized in that verse.
03:17 The Lord can take our sins, though they're just as red as
03:20 scarlet, He can make them white as snow.
03:23 That's a wonderful promise.
03:25 Now, the study today just so you don't get confused, you might be
03:27 wondering, how are we going to study 66 chapters of Isaiah in
03:33 13 weeks?
03:35 And the way I think that they're doing it, I haven't read the
03:38 whole quarterly yet, is they're--they'll be bouncing
03:40 around and doing some things based on content and sections.
03:44 So, our assignment today, we're going to be studying chapter 1
03:46 of Isaiah and part of chapter 5.
03:49 And then I believe in future lessons, they'll back up and
03:51 they'll get Isaiah 2, 3, 4, and so forth.
03:54 And so, it'll be covering certain themes.
03:57 Now, I thought it was appropriate today as we're
03:59 getting ready to enter this majestic book of Isaiah that we
04:04 have a little bit of introduction to help
04:06 understand it.
04:08 The word "Isaiah," the name, it means salvation is of the Lord.
04:14 And he is really a gospel prophet in the Old Testament.
04:18 And it says Isaiah is the son of Amoz.
04:21 And the word "Amoz" means strong, strength, to be firm.
04:26 And so, here you've got this person whose name is salvation
04:30 of the Lord, he is the son of strength.
04:33 And just even in the names, Bible names means something.
04:36 And you know, when they were naming their babies in the
04:38 Bible, they would pray the Holy Spirit would guide them, and
04:41 that name would somehow be the mission of their life or have
04:44 some prophetic significance.
04:46 And when Jacob went from Jacob, which means deceiver, and he
04:51 wrestled with God, he was renamed.
04:53 No longer the deceiver, now he's the prince Israel.
04:56 And so, they would even change their names sometimes when their
04:59 destinies changed.
05:01 So, Isaiah's named salvation is of the Lord.
05:05 And the time period of Isaiah when you read your Bibles,
05:09 Isaiah is both a historical book, it covers Bible history,
05:13 and it is also a prophetic book.
05:16 The time of his ministry is about 47 years of public
05:20 ministry, from about 760 to 713 BC.
05:25 Now, the Talmud, which is the Jewish tradition, it tells us
05:29 that he was ultimately killed by King Manasseh, and he was
05:32 executed supposedly because Isaiah said that he had visually
05:37 seen the Lord, and they said that was not possible.
05:40 You read in chapter 60, it says, "In the year that King Uzziah
05:42 died, I saw the Lord."
05:44 And that's at least the pretense that Manasseh used for
05:47 executing him.
05:49 I doubt that was the real reason.
05:51 But tradition says that he was sawn in two.
05:53 Now, that's very possible because you read in Hebrews
05:56 11:37 that some of those--that's in the great chapter of faith.
06:00 Some of those who died were sawn asunder.
06:04 And they believe that is a reference to how Isaiah died.
06:08 He started as a prophet early, his prophetic ministry covering
06:12 47 years, maybe 50 years.
06:15 But he was a contemporaneous prophet with Jonah.
06:19 That's right, Jonah was a real prophet in the northern kingdom.
06:23 Amos, Hosea, but he was a contemporary of Micah, who was
06:28 the prophet in the southern kingdom.
06:30 Now, you realize that when Isaiah was involved in ministry,
06:33 civil war had happened long ago, much earlier between the
06:36 northern ten tribes and the southern kingdom of Levi,
06:40 Benjamin, and Judah.
06:42 And Isaiah's ministry was almost exclusively the southern
06:45 kingdom, working in and around Jerusalem.
06:48 The northern kingdom was being plagued by the Assyrians at this
06:51 time, and they had their cadre of God's prophets up there.
06:57 Isaiah was a prophet.
06:59 Unlike Elijah, Isaiah was married.
07:02 How many of you know the name of his wife?
07:04 She was a prophetess, the Bible says.
07:07 I don't think her name's given, but do you know the name of one
07:11 of Isaiah's sons, Maher-Shalal-Hash-Baz.
07:17 So, if any of you are expecting, you might pass that on.
07:22 But so, he was actually married evidently to a prophetess, but I
07:26 don't know that her name is given.
07:28 And if I'm wrong, you can correct me on that.
07:31 Isaiah is a fascinating book because it in many respects, it
07:36 is one of the oldest books that we have copies of.
07:40 A complete copy of the scroll of Isaiah was found among the first
07:44 Dead Sea Scrolls that were found.
07:47 And it clearly dates to at least 100 years before Christ,
07:52 possibly 300 BC.
07:55 Actually, the historians say you're always supposed to say BC
07:57 first, BC 300.
08:00 And meaning that the prophecies that you find in Isaiah, such as
08:04 chapter 53, where he talks very clearly about the Messiah, were
08:08 written before the event.
08:10 And so, it is a fascinating book.
08:13 Not only that, because Isaiah lived about 760 to 713 BC, about
08:19 150 years before the king of Persia was born, he specifically
08:23 mentions the king of Persia by name and has a message for him
08:27 in his book.
08:29 That's pretty fascinating.
08:31 You know, I remember reading in the writings of Josephus, the
08:35 Jewish historian, that when Alexander the Great, after he
08:38 finished conquering Tyre, he came down to Jerusalem.
08:42 And the priests went out of the city, kind of waving the white
08:44 flag, and they--a procession of priests went to Alexander and
08:48 they said, "Do not attack us.
08:50 You are here.
08:52 Our God said that you would be the king that would destroy
08:54 the Persians.
08:57 You're going to succeed."
08:59 And they showed him, through translators of course, they
09:01 showed him the books of Daniel that talked about the Greek king
09:05 that would go forth and conquer.
09:08 And it says Alexander got on his knees and he worshipped at
09:10 that point.
09:12 So, this is not the first time that great conquering kings were
09:14 foretold before they lived.
09:17 But yeah, even Cyrus, he could have read about himself written
09:21 by name.
09:23 Alexander is not given by name, but Cyrus is mentioned in Isaiah
09:26 by name in chapter 45.
09:30 So, in the prophecies of Isaiah, it talks about prophecy--he
09:34 prophesied the fate of many kingdoms, and they all
09:37 came true.
09:39 Babylon, Assyria, the Philistines, Moab, Syria,
09:42 Ethiopia, Egypt, Edom, Arabia, Judah, and Tyre.
09:48 And so, it's a very thorough book.
09:52 Now, there are 66 chapters in Isaiah, but it's not the longest
09:57 of the prophetic books.
09:59 Do you know who the longest prophetic book is?
10:02 It's Jeremiah.
10:04 Don't--can't always go by chapters.
10:07 Jeremiah's got 52 chapters, but Jeremiah has 33,000 words.
10:10 I don't think that's including his book of Lamentations.
10:13 And Isaiah's only got 25,000.
10:16 So, sometimes the chapters are longer, or the--yeah, the
10:19 chapters are longer and there's more words in them.
10:22 And so, this is just a little background in the book of Isaiah
10:25 to tell us that--and of course, Isaiah has quite a few
10:28 prophecies that talk about the coming Messiah.
10:33 And let me see here, there were some other little facts.
10:40 Yeah, I think I covered--I covered the main point.
10:43 Oh, Isaiah is quoted more than 50 times in the New Testament.
10:47 Jesus frequently refers to the book of Isaiah.
10:51 So, if there's any question about if Isaiah was really a
10:53 prophet of God, Jesus said he was.
10:56 And so, with that, and I may share a little more as we get
10:58 into other weeks, let's get into the first section of our
11:02 study today.
11:04 And it says, "Hear, oh heavens."
11:06 Now, we're going to read the first two verses.
11:09 I'm looking forward to the day when we can move into normal
11:11 Sabbath School and worship service.
11:13 You know, there was a time we used to pass around microphones
11:16 and ask people to help us read the verses.
11:18 Had it a little more interactive, and I'm hoping that
11:20 that day will come again soon.
11:23 But I'll read this for you.
11:25 Isaiah chapter 1, verse 1 and 2, "The vision of Isaiah, the son
11:27 of Amoz, which he saw concerning Judah and Jerusalem in the days
11:31 of Uzziah, Jotham, and Ahaz, and Hezekiah kings of Judah."
11:36 So, we know that his ministry spanned the reign of
11:38 several kings.
11:40 Who is the longest reigning king of Judah?
11:47 Manasseh.
11:50 Manasseh comes right after Hezekiah.
11:52 Who is the second longest reigning king of Judah?
11:55 Uzziah.
11:58 So, Isaiah's life is bookend by the two longest reigning kings.
12:04 Uzziah is when he starts.
12:06 Manasseh is when he ends.
12:09 So, that's just a little interesting piece of trivia.
12:11 He starts out then and he says in verse 2, "Hear, oh heavens.
12:15 Give ear, oh earth.
12:18 For the Lord has spoken, I have nourished and brought up
12:21 children, and they have rebelled against Me."
12:23 Now, he starts his message by saying, "Hear, oh heavens."
12:26 Is he asking the atmosphere to listen?
12:30 Is it the gases that he's speaking to?
12:32 And when he says, "Give ear, oh earth," was Isaiah a pantheist
12:39 and he's talking to the trees and the rocks?
12:42 What does that statement mean?
12:46 Well, you know, if you want to understand something in the
12:49 Bible, what's the key?
12:51 Compare Scripture with Scripture.
12:53 If you look in Deuteronomy 30, verse 19, Moses is
12:57 speaking here.
12:59 He said, "I call heaven and earth as a witness today against
13:02 you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing
13:05 and cursing.
13:07 Therefore choose life, that both you and your descendants
13:10 might live."
13:12 I call heaven and earth as a witness.
13:13 Go to Deuteronomy 31:28, "Gather to me all the elders of your
13:16 tribes and your officers, that I might speak these words in their
13:19 hearing, and call heaven and earth to witness against them."
13:24 So, why did these Bible writers appeal to the heavens and
13:28 the earth?
13:30 You know, I think it's interesting, at one point
13:33 Israel, I think it was the tribe of Manasseh, they built an
13:36 altar, and Joshua and the other tribes got upset.
13:39 And they said, "You're only supposed to sacrifice at this
13:42 one altar."
13:43 They said, "No, we just created this altar to be a witness."
13:46 The rocks are a witness?
13:48 And then when they crossed the Jordan River and the
13:51 river parted?
13:53 Joshua said, "Take 12 stones out of the base of the river,"
13:56 before it closed up again, and stacked them up as a witness,
13:59 really a reminder.
14:02 And so, when they say, "Hear, oh heavens and earth," now let me
14:05 give you one more thing to think about.
14:08 Are there beings in the room today other than human beings?
14:15 I don't mean pinto beans.
14:19 I mean, if you read in Ephesians, it says we wrestle
14:21 not against flesh and blood, but against what?
14:27 Principalities and powers and rulers in heavenly places.
14:32 So, when you say, "Hear, oh heavens," for the believer in
14:35 Jehovah, is there a spiritual world?
14:39 Are they witnessing what's happening here on earth as well?
14:42 And so, when it says, "Give witness, heavens and earth,"
14:46 it's really calling all the humans, angels, good and bad.
14:51 The angels above, the angels below.
14:53 It says we're giving witness of the Word of God.
14:56 There's a challenge.
14:58 So, Isaiah is making a declaration for all to hear the
15:00 beginning of his book.
15:02 You can also read in Micah 1, verse 2, "Hear, you peoples.
15:06 All you pay attention, oh earth and all that is in it.
15:10 Let the Lord God be a witness against you, the Lord from his
15:13 holy temple."
15:15 All right, so he's making an appeal, what he's about to say.
15:19 So, what does he say now when he says, "Hear, oh heavens"?
15:22 Look in verse 3.
15:25 Isaiah 1, verse 3, "The ox knows its owner, and the donkey its
15:28 master's crib," or stall we would say.
15:32 "But Israel does not know.
15:34 My people do not consider.
15:36 Alas, sinful nation, a people laden with iniquity, a brood of
15:40 evildoers, children who are corrupters.
15:43 They have forsaken the Lord.
15:45 They have provoked to anger the holy one of Israel.
15:48 They've turned away backward.
15:50 Why should you be stricken again and you revolt more and more?"
15:54 I'll pause there before I get to the other section here in this
15:57 passage with verse 6, or with verse 5 rather.
16:03 He says, "The ox knows his master, the donkey his master's
16:07 crib, but My people don't know Me."
16:11 You know, if a horse bucks off his rider, you know where the
16:17 horse is going to go?
16:19 Back to the barn where the food is.
16:22 And if you've got a dog that takes off and runs, they will
16:25 almost always come home when they get hungry.
16:29 And if you've got a homing pigeon and you put it in a
16:31 crate, and you take it from St. Louis to New York and then
16:34 the crate breaks and it takes off, you know where it's going
16:36 to go?
16:38 It's going to fly back to St. Louis.
16:40 One of the longest pilgrimages, a homing pigeon was being
16:45 shipped, it was a very expensive homing pigeon from England to
16:49 some collector in South Africa.
16:51 And on unloading, that pigeon, it escaped.
16:56 About six weeks later, it showed up in England.
17:00 It knew how to find its way home, that's why they're so
17:02 famous as homing pigeons.
17:04 So, he's saying even the animals know where their owners are.
17:09 Says, "But my people forgot that I am your Father, I'm the one
17:12 who led you out of Egypt.
17:13 You're going after these other gods.
17:15 You're forgetting about Me."
17:18 And then he talks about what's at the heart of it all.
17:20 This is Isaiah 1, verse 5.
17:23 "Why should you be stricken again?
17:25 You will revolt more and more.
17:27 The whole head is sick, the whole heart faints.
17:32 From the sole of the foot to the head, there is no soundness,"
17:36 that means no healthiness in it.
17:38 "But wounds and bruises and putrefying," that word
17:42 "putrefying" means stinking, decaying, corrupting sores.
17:50 It's not a very pretty picture.
17:54 "Putrefying sores.
17:56 They have not been closed or bound up."
17:58 It's like talking about gangrene.
18:01 "Or soothed with ointment.
18:04 Your country is desolate."
18:06 Before I get into that part, here he describes the condition
18:09 of sin.
18:10 Can you think of somebody in the Bible that was sick from the
18:12 crown of their head to the sole of their foot?
18:15 When Job was afflicted.
18:18 And by the way, keep in mind the afflictions of Job were a type
18:22 of the sufferings of Christ for our sins.
18:25 And it says that Job was afflicted with boils,
18:28 painful boils.
18:30 And he had to scrape himself, so these are open sores.
18:33 It's like what Isaiah is talking about.
18:35 I know it's not pretty, but this is what the Bible says.
18:37 From the crown of his head to the sole of his foot.
18:41 How does Paul describe sin?
18:45 It's like a physical sickness.
18:48 It's a disease or a dis-ease.
18:51 And this is what Isaiah is saying.
18:54 And he says, "I want to heal you."
18:55 Jesus is called the balm in Gilead.
18:58 Says, "These wounds have not been closed or bound up."
19:02 By the way, we're going to study later on Isaiah does a little
19:04 medical work, did you know that?
19:07 When King Hezekiah is sick, he's got some kind of a fever, and
19:12 Isaiah has to tell him he's going to die.
19:15 And there's a sign that comes to him, and it says, you know, the
19:20 sun actually stops and goes backwards ten degrees.
19:24 And then God tells Isaiah, "Tell Hezekiah that he will recover
19:28 and that he is to place a lump of figs on the boil."
19:32 So, evidently he had some kind of open infection, and Isaiah's
19:35 the one who gave him the prescription.
19:37 It's interesting that he didn't just do a healing like Jesus and
19:39 say, "Be healed," but he used a medicinal remedy.
19:44 So, they had some rudimentary idea about healing back then,
19:48 and nothing was being done.
19:50 He says, "You're sick and you're doing nothing about it."
19:53 "They've not been closed or bound up or soothed
19:56 with ointment.
19:57 Your country is desolate.
19:59 Your cities are burned with fire.
20:01 Strangers devour your land in your presence, and it is
20:04 desolate, as overthrown by strangers."
20:07 Now, so when Isaiah is writing, part of the time at least
20:11 historically when Isaiah is writing, the Assyrians are
20:14 rampaging through the northern kingdom.
20:17 In fact, at one point in Isaiah's writing, and this is
20:21 also mentioned in Chronicles and in Kings, that the king of
20:26 Assyria came right to the gates of Jerusalem.
20:29 In order for him to get to the gates of Jerusalem, they had to
20:32 conquer and burn through all the fortress cities of Judea.
20:36 And so, with all of this--these enemies at the gates, so to
20:39 speak, the people are not turning to God.
20:42 They're spiritually sick, they're threatened by their
20:44 enemies, they're economically devastated, and he said, "What's
20:47 with this?
20:48 You're not turning to Me.
20:50 You're not praying."
20:53 It says, "Your cities are burned with fire.
20:55 Strangers devour your land in your presence, and it's
20:57 desolate, as overthrown by strangers.
21:01 So the daughter of Zion," God's people, the church, "is left as
21:05 a booth in a vineyard."
21:08 Now, you know, you might--some people, if you're going to live
21:10 in a house for a long time, you might have a substantial house
21:12 with stone walls and a tile roof in Bible times.
21:15 But the farmers sometimes, when they were working and watching
21:18 their crops, they would have these little booths made out of
21:22 leaves that would be out there in the farm or the garden.
21:25 You know, they were living scarecrows back then, and they
21:28 had these little booths out there.
21:30 And he says, "Your cities, they're beginning to look like a
21:32 hut in a garden of cucumbers."
21:36 Pretty pathetic, "Like a booth in a vineyard or a hut in a
21:39 garden of cucumbers, as a besieged city.
21:42 Unless the Lord of hosts had left to us a very small remnant,
21:46 we would have become like Sodom, we would have been made
21:49 like Gomorrah."
21:51 Now, of course, Sodom and Gomorrah were obliterated, they
21:52 were annihilated, no survivors.
21:55 And God said, "Look, I'm giving you a remnant.
21:58 The ten tribes in the north are going to be carried off
22:00 by Assyria.
22:02 Your country has been invaded by the land because of your sins,
22:04 you've turned to other gods."
22:06 In Isaiah, he goes into the specifics of what those sins are
22:09 many times in his books.
22:11 But the southern kingdom was still going through the
22:15 sacrificial system.
22:17 They were still going through the rituals, and we'll get to
22:20 that in just a minute.
22:22 So he said, "If it wasn't for the mercy of the Lord, you
22:24 wouldn't even have a remnant.
22:27 I'm sparing a remnant."
22:30 Next section, rotten ritualism.
22:33 And Jesus spoke about this, and I'll be reading Isaiah 1:10-14.
22:38 "Hear the word of the Lord, you rulers of Sodom."
22:41 Notice how he starts that next verse.
22:44 "Give ear to the law of your God, you people of Gomorrah.
22:48 'To what purpose is the multitude of your sacrifices to
22:50 me?' says the Lord."
22:52 They still had the temple, they still had the services, they
22:54 still went through the rituals.
22:57 They went through the sham of going through all the sacraments
23:00 and--but he said, "What good is it if your life is wicked?"
23:04 And if you're going to talk about people who are really
23:06 wicked, there's only a couple places you can point that are
23:09 the epitome of wickedness, Sodom and Gomorrah, and the people in
23:12 the days of Noah.
23:14 By the way, Jesus said that's what the world will be like
23:16 before he returns.
23:18 And this is what Israel had become like before the
23:20 Babylonian captivity.
23:23 "'To what purpose is the multitude of your sacrifices'
23:27 says the Lord.
23:28 'I've had enough of burnt offerings of rams and the fat of
23:31 fed cattle.
23:33 I do not delight in the blood of bulls, or lambs, or of goats.'"
23:36 Can the blood of goats and lambs and those animal
23:42 sacrifices, do they wash away sin?
23:45 No, they all pointed to the only one who can wash away sin, and
23:49 that's Jesus.
23:51 And so, if we're living high handed, sinful lives, but we
23:54 say, "Well, well, you know, we're giving a big offering,"
23:56 does that cover our sin?
23:59 God is saying, "What good is that if you're living wickedly
24:02 and you're going through all the pretense of religious, you
24:04 know, ceremony?"
24:08 Says, "When you come to appear before Me, who has required this
24:11 of you from your hand, to trample my courts, to bring no
24:14 more futile sacrifices?
24:16 Incense is an abomination to Me.
24:19 The new moons, and the Sabbaths, the calling of your--"
24:22 Now, does that mean he did away with the Sabbath?
24:25 No, just meant you're not honoring Me when you come to
24:28 worship me on Sabbath, and you live like the devil the rest of
24:31 the week.
24:33 "The new moons, and the Sabbaths, the calling
24:35 of assemblies.
24:37 I cannot endure iniquity and the sacred meeting.
24:40 Your new moons and your appointed feasts My soul hates.
24:44 They're trouble to Me, I am weary of bearing them."
24:47 Now, that's pretty strong language.
24:50 It's like when Jesus said to the religious leaders, "You rob
24:54 widow's houses, and for a pretense you make long prayers."
24:58 So, can you be excused from robbing widows if you just pray
25:03 a long time?
25:06 No.
25:08 Amos 5, verse 21, he says, "I hate, I despise your feasts.
25:13 I take no delight in your solemn assemblies.
25:16 Even though you offer to Me burnt offerings and grain
25:19 offerings, I will not accept them.
25:21 And the peace offerings of your fattened animals, I will not
25:24 look upon them."
25:26 What is the condition to having the Lord accept our sacrifices?
25:29 Repentance, humbling of our hearts, sincerity.
25:34 If we sincerely repent of our sins and come, He accepts our
25:37 worship, He accepts our sacrifices.
25:40 But if we're living in open rebellion and we're going
25:43 through just the, you know, the sham of religious ritual, that
25:48 doesn't please the Lord.
25:51 It's like you remember the parable that Jesus tells, two
25:54 men went up to the temple to pray.
25:56 One was a publican, one was a Pharisee.
25:59 Pharisees were very religious.
26:01 And the Pharisee stood and he prayed thus with himself, "Lord,
26:03 I thank You I'm not like other men.
26:05 I pay tithe of all that I have, and I fast, and I'm not like
26:08 this publican back here."
26:10 He's just trusting in his own self-righteousness.
26:13 But the publican would not so much as lift up his head unto
26:15 heaven, but he smote upon his breast, he's standing in the
26:18 back, he says, "Lord, have mercy on me, a sinner."
26:20 He's repenting.
26:23 This is what the Lord wants.
26:25 The Bible says a contrite heart God will not despise.
26:27 He wants us to have broken hearts, repentance for our sins.
26:32 Amos 5:24 explains what he's looking for, "But let justice
26:35 run down like waters, and righteousness like an ever
26:39 flowing stream."
26:42 And moving onto Isaiah chapter 1, verse 15, "When you spread
26:46 out your hands, I will hide My eyes from you."
26:49 Now, that's a scary thought that we might pray, talking about
26:52 when you spread out your hands and you pray.
26:55 "When you spread out your hands, I will hide My eyes from you.
26:58 Even though you make many prayers, I will not hear.
27:00 Your hands are full of blood.
27:03 Wash yourselves," here's that verse that we were memorizing.
27:06 "Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean.
27:08 Put away the evil of your doings before My eyes.
27:14 Cease to do evil.
27:16 Learn to do good.
27:18 Seek justice, rebuke the oppressor; defend the
27:21 fatherless, plead for the widow."
27:23 Then he says, "Though your sins be as scarlet, they'll be as
27:26 white as snow."
27:28 So, what does the Lord want from us?
27:30 Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean through the blood of the
27:32 Lamb, turning to Jesus, repentance.
27:35 "Put away the evil of your doings before My eyes.
27:40 Cease to do evil, learn to do good."
27:42 Now, that's a very important verse, learn to do good, you
27:45 know why?
27:47 If you decide you want to turn to the Lord and you repent, if
27:49 you can't change everything in one day, don't get discouraged.
27:52 There is a learning process.
27:54 When I first came to the Lord, it took awhile for me to learn
27:57 how to talk without cursing.
27:59 It was a learning process.
28:01 But through the Holy Spirit, God was able to put the brakes on.
28:04 And so, you know, if you've spent your whole life doing evil
28:07 and you decide, "All right, I repent of my sins, you may need
28:10 to take some time to learn to do good, right?
28:13 That make sense?
28:16 "Rebuke the oppressor, defend the fatherless, plead for
28:19 the widow."
28:21 Psalm 66:18, "If I regard iniquity in the heart--in my
28:25 heart, the Lord will not hear me."
28:27 That's why he said in Isaiah 1:15, "If you spread out your
28:30 hands, I'll hide My eyes."
28:33 So, if we're living in deliberate sin, and we're giving
28:36 God our Christmas shopping list and say, "Lord, do this and this
28:38 and this," God says, "Look, I want your heart.
28:42 I want you to be surrendered.
28:44 I want you to be turning from your sins and following Jesus."
28:47 And then we're really saying, "Lord, I want to be on
28:52 your team."
28:54 Matthew 23:14.
28:57 I already read that, actually, "Woe to you, scribes
28:59 and Pharisees.
29:01 You devour widows' houses, and for a pretense you make
29:03 long prayers.
29:05 Therefore, you will receive greater condemnation."
29:07 And even in Isaiah 58, he uses the same principle.
29:10 He says, "What good is your fasting if you fast for strife
29:13 and debate, and to strike with the fists of wickedness?
29:17 You'll not fast as you do this day to make--will you not fast
29:20 as you do this day to make your voice heard on high?"
29:23 Jesus in his ministry said, "Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees,"
29:28 Matthew 23:23.
29:31 "You pay tithe," and paying tithe is good, but he says, "You
29:35 pay tithe of mint and anise and cumin, and you've neglected the
29:38 weightier matters of the law, justice and mercy and faith.
29:43 These you ought to have done without leaving the
29:46 other undone."
29:48 Don't neglect paying tithe, and even in the small things, but he
29:50 said we cannot cloak our unrighteousness by, you know,
29:54 giving an extra offering.
29:57 And you know, we've all seen it, not just me, in the church.
30:02 You've got some people that major in minors.
30:06 They're extremely religious and exacting in certain areas.
30:09 You know, I'm a vegan.
30:13 And that's--you know, not trying to make you feel bad if you're
30:16 not, just saying that I believe in healthful living.
30:19 But I've met some people that are vegans, they're vegetarians,
30:22 they're very fastidious about the way they eat, and they are
30:25 as mean as snakes.
30:27 So, you're not saved by veganism, are you?
30:30 You know what I'm talking about?
30:33 And so, what God wants is righteousness in us.
30:36 It's not just a few legalistic, outward forms of worship.
30:41 "Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees.
30:44 You cleanse the outside of the cup and the dish, but inside
30:47 they're full of extortion and self-indulgence.
30:50 Blind Pharisee, first cleanse the inside of the cup."
30:53 So, what does Jesus want cleansed first?
30:56 You want the outside to be clean, you really have got to
30:58 clean the inside.
31:00 All right, and next section we're going to is the argument
31:02 of forgiveness.
31:04 And this is Isaiah chapter 1, verse 18.
31:07 "'Come now, let us reason together,' says the Lord.
31:10 'Though your sins are like scarlet, they'll be as white
31:13 as snow.
31:15 Though they are red like crimson, they will be as wool.'"
31:18 So, here you've got this incredible contrast.
31:21 And you know, whenever I read this verse, a couple of stories
31:24 come into mind.
31:26 One is when I lived in New York City growing up, New York City
31:29 is better now as far as it's--they're having a hard time
31:32 under the current times, but they are better than back when I
31:37 was a kid.
31:39 You know, now when people walk their dogs, they kind of clean
31:41 up after the dogs?
31:43 They didn't do that in New York City, and they had a lot
31:45 of dogs.
31:48 And that just to give you one example.
31:50 And the buses did not have catalytic converters.
31:53 There was a lot of smog in the city.
31:55 And you know, in our buildings in New York City, we did not
31:58 take the trash out.
32:00 We went to the landing and there was an incinerator.
32:02 We threw our garbage into a big burner that was in the basement.
32:06 You can--from the 15th floor, you could throw your garbage in
32:08 this chute, and you could hear it go pop, pop, pop, pop, pop as
32:11 it fell down, poosh into the incinerator.
32:13 You can open up the door and you can feel the heat coming up from
32:16 the incinerator.
32:18 On top of all the apartment buildings in New York, they
32:20 had incinerators.
32:22 And there was ashes in the city on the street, it was a dirty
32:25 city back in the '60s when I was living there.
32:29 I woke up one morning and I thought, "Something weird
32:32 going on."
32:34 I couldn't hear anything.
32:36 Usually outside my window in New York City, you always heard the
32:38 buses stopping and starting, and the taxis honking, and the
32:43 people yelling, and just always noise.
32:46 It was dead quiet.
32:49 I thought, "What happened?"
32:51 I went to the window, I looked out, about a foot of snow had
32:54 fallen during the night.
32:56 And it paralyzed all the traffic.
32:58 It may have been more than a foot of snow, but there was no
33:00 vehicles were moving, there were no snow plows out yet.
33:03 And it made everything so quiet, it insulates noise.
33:06 And everything suddenly went from dirty to pure.
33:09 And it was the most amazing transformation, I'll never
33:12 forget that.
33:14 But then I had another experience when I read
33:16 this verse.
33:18 I was in Maine, I was going to school in Maine, and it
33:20 was wintertime.
33:22 And they were driving on the snow in Maine, they knew how to
33:24 do that.
33:26 And I was going down the road in a truck with one of
33:28 the teachers.
33:30 And we were on some school errand to go to the store.
33:32 And we were driving by this farm, and this beautiful gray
33:35 and white dog ran out as dogs sometimes do to bark at trucks
33:38 that go by.
33:40 And it slid on the ice, and it slid under the truck.
33:44 It normally probably would've been fine.
33:47 And we hit it.
33:49 But we didn't kill it right away.
33:50 And we felt terrible.
33:52 We hit it, and it went and tumbled out from underneath
33:54 the truck.
33:56 And we pulled over and went out, and the dog was on the snow, and
33:58 it was looking up to us, and it was badly wounded, and it
34:00 was bleeding.
34:02 And the red blood on the white snow, I'll never forget
34:04 that picture.
34:07 And we watched it, it died there in front of us.
34:09 And I just think about the contrast of the steaming red
34:13 blood on the white snow, and how different it was.
34:17 Whenever I think about Jesus and it says scarlet, "Though your
34:20 sins be as scarlet," the white as snow.
34:22 I think because of the scarlet blood of Jesus, our sins are
34:26 made white as snow.
34:28 And the contrast can't be any greater between those two.
34:32 So, this is what he does for us.
34:35 And he says it will be like wool.
34:37 And of course, they would--they knew how to dye even white wool
34:41 to make it very white back then.
34:44 And so, God is saying doesn't matter what your sins are,
34:47 though they are like scarlet.
34:49 It's interesting that Isaiah wrote this and then one of the
34:53 most wicked kings in the world, Manasseh, whose sins were very
34:56 much like scarlet, he repented and God forgave him.
35:00 And then when he says, "Come now, let us reason together,"
35:04 what does that mean?
35:06 Let's argue this out.
35:08 It's like Jesus said, "What profit is there?"
35:11 He wants us to take into account and think, use our noodle as
35:13 they used to say.
35:15 "Think about it.
35:17 I'm willing to forgive you."
35:20 In Revelation 3:18, "I counsel you to buy of Me gold in the
35:22 fire that you might be rich, and white garments that you might be
35:27 clothed, that the shame of your nakedness may not be revealed."
35:32 And so, this white represents the purity of
35:34 Christ's righteousness.
35:37 And then Isaiah 44, a similar teaching, he says, "I have
35:40 blotted out like a thick cloud your transgressions."
35:46 And you think not a cloud of--you can always tell when you
35:48 see a fire on the horizon.
35:51 If the smoke is white, it's usually a grass fire.
35:54 If the smoke is black, it could be a car or a house because
35:56 there's toxins and things in there that produce black smoke.
36:00 And so, when it's talking about your sins are like a cloud, it's
36:05 talking about a black cloud of sin.
36:08 Says God can make us pure.
36:11 Says, "Like a cloud, your sins return to me, for I have
36:14 redeemed you."
36:16 All right, and then we're going onto the section to eat or
36:19 be eaten.
36:21 This is Isaiah 1, verse 19.
36:24 "If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the good
36:26 of the land."
36:28 So, when we come to the Lord, what does He want from us?
36:30 A willingness.
36:32 Now, some of you might say, "You know, I'm not sure I'm prepared
36:34 to make a Christian commitment.
36:36 I've got so many changes I need to make.
36:39 I don't know if I'm even willing."
36:41 You know what you can do?
36:42 You can pray that God will make you willing to be willing.
36:45 I mean, everybody, you can be willing to be made willing.
36:48 So, really everybody's without excuse.
36:50 Say, "Lord, I--make me willing to do Your will."
36:53 Says, "You will eat the good of the land.
36:56 But if you refuse and rebel," sin is really rebellion, "you
36:58 will be devoured by the sword.
37:01 For the mouth of the Lord has spoken."
37:03 And you know, they did refuse and rebel, and the sword of the
37:06 Babylonians did ultimately come.
37:08 "How has the faithful city has become a harlot.
37:11 It was full of justice."
37:13 Now, does Revelation talk about a harlot city?
37:16 Revelation 17 and Revelation 18, it does.
37:20 Jerusalem was to be God's bride, calls her Zion, and now it says,
37:24 "You've become like a harlot."
37:27 "Your silver has become dross, your wine mixed with water.
37:30 Your princes are rebellious and companions of thieves.
37:33 Everyone loves bribes and follows after rewards.
37:37 They do not defend the fatherless, nor does the cause
37:40 of the widow come before them.
37:43 Therefore the Lord says, the Lord of hosts, the mighty one of
37:45 Israel, 'Ah, I will rid Myself of My adversaries, and I will
37:50 take vengeance on My enemies.
37:52 I will turn my hand against you, and thoroughly purge away your
37:55 dross, and take away your alloy.
37:57 I will restore your judges as the first, and your counselors
38:00 as at the beginning.
38:02 Afterward, you will be called the city of righteousness and
38:05 the faithful city.
38:07 Zion shall be redeemed with justice, and her penitents
38:10 with righteousness.
38:12 The destruction and transgression of sinners shall
38:14 be together.
38:16 And those who forsake the Lord will be consumed.
38:19 For they will be ashamed as the terebinth trees which you
38:21 have desired.'"
38:23 They were worshiping under these trees.
38:26 "And you will be embarrassed because of the gardens," where
38:28 they have their idols, "which you have chosen.
38:31 For you will be as a terebinth whose leaf fades, and as a
38:33 garden that has no water.
38:35 The strong shall be as tinder, and the work of it as a spark."
38:40 It's talking about judgment coming, like the tinder and
38:41 the spark.
38:43 "Both will burn together, and no one will quench them."
38:46 Isaiah and Jeremiah talked about them struggling because of
38:50 judgment, and that they would be burned with unquenchable fire.
38:54 Now, did this prophecy of Isaiah come true?
38:57 Because they did not turn.
38:59 They temporarily repented during the reign of Hezekiah and they
39:02 found some deliverance then.
39:04 And even during the reign of Josiah.
39:09 But then ultimately, the Babylonians came and destroyed
39:12 the city.
39:14 And the last section here, we've just got a couple minutes,
39:17 Isaiah chapter 5.
39:19 Now, we're jumping from Isaiah 1 to chapter 5 'cause we're doing
39:21 these things in segments.
39:24 And verse 1 through 7, "Now let me sing to my well beloved a
39:27 song of my beloved."
39:30 By the way, Isaiah writes many of his prophecies in poetry.
39:34 And you know, something is lost when you go from Hebrew
39:37 to English.
39:39 You know, if I tell you a poem in English, roses are red,
39:43 violets are blue, whatever, there'll usually be some rhyme
39:46 to it.
39:49 But when you take the poetry from one language to another,
39:52 sometimes you lose some of the rhyme of it.
39:55 But this was written often in poetry.
39:59 And it's a lot more beautiful, I understand, in the Hebrew.
40:03 "Let me sing to my well beloved a song of my beloved regarding
40:06 his vineyard.
40:09 My well beloved has a vineyard."
40:11 Now, where do you find something about my well beloved in
40:13 a vineyard?
40:15 Isn't that also in what they call Canticles, the Song
40:17 of Solomon?
40:20 "On a very fruitful hill.
40:22 And he dug it up and he cleared out its stones, and he planted
40:24 it with the choicest vine.
40:26 He built a tower in its midst, and he also made a winepress in
40:28 it, so he expected it to bring forth good grapes.
40:32 But it brought forth wild grapes.
40:35 And now, O inhabitants of Jerusalem and men of Judah,
40:38 judge please between me and my vineyard.
40:41 What more could have been done to my vineyard that I have not
40:44 done in it?
40:46 Why then, when I expected it to bring forth good grapes, did it
40:48 bring forth wild grapes?"
40:50 Can you think of a parable in Luke chapter 13, where Jesus
40:53 talks about a man that had a fig tree planted in his vineyard?
40:59 And it didn't bring forth any fruit.
41:01 And the owner said, "Just cut it down, it's taking up ground.
41:04 These are fruitless trees."
41:06 And he said, "Oh, give it one more year."
41:08 The gardener said, "Let me dig around it, let me fertilize it,
41:11 I'll irrigate it, and then hopefully it'll bring
41:13 forth fruit.
41:15 I'll do everything that can possibly be done, let's
41:17 be patient."
41:19 And so, God is so patient with his people back then.
41:21 And is he patient with his people now?
41:23 I'm not sure, but it could be true that the worldliness that
41:28 existed in the church in the days of Isaiah might be existing
41:31 in the church today, what do you think?
41:35 Was there warnings that came they had to repent or there'd
41:38 be judgment?
41:41 Yeah, "What more could be done to my vineyard?
41:44 And now, O inhabitants of Jerusalem, I'll tell you.
41:47 Why then, when I expected it to bring forth good grapes, it
41:51 brought forth wild grapes?
41:53 Please let me tell you what I will do to my vineyard.
41:56 I will take away its hedge."
41:58 The walls of Jerusalem were broken down.
42:00 "And it shall be burned.
42:02 And I'll break down its wall, and it will be trampled down.
42:04 I will lay it waste.
42:07 It will not be pruned or dug, and there will come up briers
42:09 and thorns.
42:11 And I'll also command the clouds that they do not rain upon it,
42:14 for the vineyard of the Lord of hosts is the house of Israel,
42:17 and the men of Judah are its pleasant plant.
42:20 He looked for justice, but behold, oppression.
42:22 And he looked for righteousness, but behold, a cry."
42:26 He said that there'd be judgment because the vineyard did
42:29 not turn.
42:31 Now, this happened twice.
42:33 God's people were judged, the very prophecy that Isaiah made
42:35 came true in the days of the Babylonians, Jeremiah, when the
42:41 city was destroyed, the wall was destroyed, everything was burnt.
42:45 It was thorns came up on the land of Judah and Jerusalem.
42:49 He restored them, gave them another chance.
42:54 And after the teaching of Christ, Jesus' message was very
42:57 much like that of Isaiah.
42:59 He said, "This generation will not pass away until there won't
43:02 be left one stone upon another."
43:04 The same thing happened again.
43:06 Now, has God changed?
43:08 He's calling again for His church to repent.
43:11 And I think that message is going out.
43:13 What did Jesus say to the--you read in Matthew chapter 20 and
43:16 chapter 22, he tells these parables about the vineyard
43:19 workers, who abuse the owner of the vineyard, and they did not
43:24 give him the fruit.
43:27 And he gives two or three parables about the vineyard.
43:29 And I think he's pointing back to that passage there in Isaiah
43:32 chapter 5.
43:33 The vineyard represents the house of God.
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45:08 male: It was--it was ongoing with me.
45:10 I would get up and drink.
45:12 I would go to work and drink.
45:13 I would come home and drink.
45:15 And that was--that was my way of life.
45:18 I had an older sister, and in 2008, we received a phone call
45:23 from her husband saying that she was involved in a very serious
45:26 home accident.
45:28 She had fallen outside on her patio.
45:31 It was a concrete patio, and she hit her head because she was in
45:36 a drunken stupor.
45:37 And she needed emergency brain surgery because of the trauma
45:41 that she had suffered.
45:43 And so, they were able to stop the bleeding in her brain, but
45:46 her organs started shutting down one by one.
45:50 So here I was, you know, hadn't had a drink, being a full blown
45:53 alcoholic myself, hadn't had a drink in probably a full day,
45:58 which was, you know, a lifetime for me.
46:01 And during the time we were watching there and they said
46:03 that she wasn't going to make it, and we had made the decision
46:06 as a group, you know, with her children present and her husband
46:08 that they were just going to go ahead and pull the plug.
46:11 During that time, watching her fade away, God forgive me, but I
46:15 sat there asking her to die fast so I could go get a drink.
46:22 And you know, I didn't even see it then, I didn't see how bad I
46:25 was at that time.
46:27 But you know, I look back at it now and it just tears me up.
46:33 Alcohol, that's what it does to you.
46:36 I was walking out to go to work one morning with my breakfast,
46:39 which was a six pack of beer.
46:42 And as I was climbing into my truck, it just hit me that it
46:46 was enough.
46:49 So I turned around, I took the six pack of beer, and I threw it
46:52 in the trash can, and I went and told my wife I needed help.
46:55 And there's two things I never do, ask for help and throw
46:58 away beer.
47:01 And you know, thank God I was able to do both.
47:04 Well, when I finally got to the hospital, and they came and got
47:08 me and took me in.
47:10 And when they did a blood alcohol on me, they had to do it
47:13 twice because they weren't quite sure it was right, but it
47:16 was 0.38.
47:18 They were all amazed I was even able to walk in there, let
47:21 alone, you know, being conscious.
47:24 It was about two months after I'd got out of treatment and
47:26 starting my fresh life.
47:28 I had left home, left my wife, and I was going to start my new
47:31 life of sobriety, and she wasn't going to be a part of it.
47:34 So I moved out and I was on my way to the store one morning
47:37 when I was T-boned, broadsided by an oncoming SUV on the
47:43 driver's side door of my truck.
47:46 And this driver was doing an estimated 65 to 70 miles
47:49 an hour.
47:51 And he smacked on my side of the door.
47:53 I woke up in the passenger seat of the truck.
47:56 And I remember coming to and hearing people standing outside,
47:59 "Look, he's still alive."
48:02 There was hairline fractures in my pelvis and there was a
48:04 compression fracture in my spine.
48:07 And so, on all intents and purposes, I walked away from an
48:10 accident I had no business living.
48:12 Well, with a broken back, I wasn't allowed to be vertical
48:15 for but very short periods of time.
48:18 And I wasn't very mobile with a fractured pelvis, so I was
48:22 forced to move back home.
48:25 And you know, thank God I've got a stubborn wife who was willing
48:29 to take me back and put up with all this.
48:33 During my recovery, the only thing I could really do was
48:35 watch television.
48:37 And so, as I was thumbing through the channels, I noticed
48:39 a gentleman.
48:42 And I happened to stop because he was proclaiming that you
48:45 can't prove biblically that the Sabbath was changed from
48:47 Saturday to Sunday and that it's not biblical.
48:51 I thought, "Well, you know what, I think I can do this."
48:55 You know, so I took up my Bible and I did something strange to
48:58 me, which was actually study.
49:01 You know, and over the course of several months of watching this
49:04 man, who I would later discover was Pastor Doug Batchelor, I
49:08 started trying to disprove everything he was saying.
49:13 And the more I read and the more I studied, the more I found out
49:17 that not only could I not disprove it, I was believing it.
49:23 I realized it was the truth.
49:25 Then I started soaking up everything that "Amazing Facts"
49:28 had--I was at their website, you know, doing all the reading,
49:30 I was looking at the Sabbath truths.
49:32 I was, you know, downloading, streaming everything they had,
49:35 and I was really, really getting it, and it helped me so much.
49:39 Over a process of about three months while studying, you know,
49:44 with Doug Batchelor and the "Amazing Facts" team and then,
49:46 you know, of course my Bible.
49:49 But over that three months, I had fallen in love with Christ
49:53 like I had never had before.
49:55 And not only was my back and my pelvis healed, but my soul
49:58 was healed.
50:00 And I experienced an emotional and a mental healing that, you
50:06 know, I had been longing for, for years.
50:10 I've got to do something.
50:13 What do I do next?
50:14 So, I looked up in the phone book and I found the number for
50:16 the local pastor.
50:18 I called him and I said, "Hi, my name is Brian, I've just
50:20 been converted.
50:21 Where do I go?"
50:23 And the poor guy was like, "Brian, it's nice to meet you.
50:25 Converted from what and go where?"
50:28 I said, "That's what I want to know."
50:31 But we had a little laugh over that and he thought it
50:33 was funny.
50:34 And before we knew it, I was, you know, heart and soul into
50:37 this little church.
50:39 And I was studying with the pastor and decided, you know, I
50:43 want to be baptized, I want to be rebaptized.
50:46 And we thought, "Great."
50:47 So, I did some study, and we agreed that I was going to be
50:53 baptized on this date.
50:55 Well, the next morning, my wife asked me and said, "You realize
50:57 what day this is?"
50:59 I said, "Well, it's Sabbath."
51:00 And you know, Sabbath was amazing in itself, but she said,
51:04 "Look at the calendar."
51:05 And when I looked at the calendar, on that day was my one
51:08 year anniversary of my sobriety.
51:11 I was being baptized one year after being sober.
51:14 And I just thought, you know, there's no such thing
51:16 as coincidence.
51:18 That was just amazing God would work that for me.
51:20 God has done amazing things with my life, and I have to give Him,
51:23 you know, all the credit because short of just responding, you
51:30 know, I've done nothing.
51:32 And it's been Him, and it's just pleasure, absolute pleasure be
51:35 called a child of God.
51:38 I am really thankful that God used "Amazing Facts" television
51:41 program and Pastor Doug Batchelor to make a change in
51:45 my life.
51:50 announcer: Together, we have spread the gospel much farther
51:53 than ever before.
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52:05 announcer: Amazing Facts, changed lives.
52:14 Ruben: You know, we grew up in a neighborhood up in the Midwest
52:17 that was a pretty bad neighborhood.
52:20 And when I became a teenager, I started using drugs.
52:24 I was on--I started using meth when I was, like, I think 16,
52:27 15, something like that.
52:29 I was having some problems in my life I really didn't know how to
52:32 deal with.
52:35 The only thing I really knew was violence.
52:37 So, this night here, I was going to inflict violence on myself.
52:41 I was really high and really depressed, so I took--you know,
52:45 I had this .40 caliber.
52:48 So, I remember I put one in the chamber, and I stuck it to the
52:50 side of my head like this.
52:53 And that gun had a hair-trigger, you know?
52:56 And I remember I was tapping it because a part of me said, "No,
53:01 I don't want to do this," but there was something very evil
53:05 present there saying, "Do it."
53:07 I just said to myself, I said, "God, if You're real, show
53:11 yourself to me."
53:15 My mother took me into church when I was a little kid, and we
53:19 used to sing "Jesus Loves Me."
53:22 And I remembered that song.
53:24 I started playing it in my mind, and almost had like a vision of
53:28 me as a little kid.
53:32 You know, in Sabbath school, we used to bang those sticks
53:37 together and sing "Jesus Loves Me."
53:43 And I heard that in my mind.
53:47 So, I just said, "Wow."
53:52 So, I just kind of, like, put the gun down, and I kind of fell
53:55 on my bedside there, and I said, "Lord."
53:59 I just basically just prayed this crazy prayer.
54:01 I said--you know, I told Him everything that was wrong
54:04 with me.
54:06 And I remember one day, I was driving around, I kind of
54:07 felt lost.
54:10 And I drove by this church, and I'd seen Tom out there, Tom was
54:12 just out there watering the flowers, you know?
54:14 Tom: So, I caught a vision out of the side of my eye of this
54:19 big, husky guy with the tattoos walking up.
54:22 And he's saying hello, and I said--so, I asked him if I could
54:27 help him.
54:30 And he told me that he drives by the church on occasion, and
54:34 every time he goes by, he's thinking that he should stop in.
54:38 Ruben: After he showed me around the church, you know, I was
54:43 like, "Okay, man, it's nice meeting you," and this and that.
54:47 So, I jumped in my car and I started heading down
54:50 the driveway.
54:52 And the next thing you know, in like my peripheral vision, I see
54:55 him coming around the corner, like Jerry Rice running
54:59 a football.
55:01 No, not that fast, but you know, he was taking off after me.
55:05 And he says, "Hey, hey, hey, hold on, hold on."
55:08 Tom: I asked him if he would like to have some Bible studies,
55:10 and he said yeah.
55:13 Ruben: He would come by the house, and we'd all start--we'd
55:15 start hiding the beer cans and trying to air out the
55:18 weed smell.
55:20 And there was a presence that came with Tom that
55:22 was comforting.
55:25 You know what I mean?
55:27 Even though I wasn't taking the Bible studies as serious as I
55:29 should have looking back, there was just a presence about him
55:33 being there in the house that was comforting.
55:37 I told Tom, I said, "Tom, you know, you can't win everybody."
55:40 Tom: I looked at him and I knew.
55:42 I said to him, "Ruben, I never get anybody."
55:47 I said, "It's the Holy Spirit who will do that."
55:51 And I kind of in my heart knew that the Holy Spirit was going
55:54 to work on Ruben.
55:56 Ruben: So, then Tom kind of left the picture for a while.
56:00 And then I think one day at my mother's house, they were
56:02 watching "The Final Events of Bible Prophecy."
56:05 So, I watched that, and I remember the scene where they
56:11 had the hellfire and stuff.
56:15 You know, they're outside the city, and it showed the hellfire
56:19 coming down and burning people and stuff.
56:23 And I remember saying to myself, "That's where I would be
56:26 right there."
56:28 After the hellfire scene, I saw the saints, and the city, and
56:33 the New Jerusalem, and Jesus recreating the earth.
56:39 And I said, "I want that to be me and my family."
56:46 There was something about the way Doug preached and things
56:48 that I felt that touched me.
56:51 Because he's kind of like myself, you know, he's--he
56:56 didn't--he didn't grow up like that.
57:00 You know, he'd done drugs and things, so I kind of found these
57:03 common grounds that I had with him.
57:05 And I liked how he just kind of, like, kept it real with
57:07 his preaching.
57:09 And then Pastor Rodney came to the church, and I got to know
57:13 him very well, and we started doing some finishing studies.
57:18 He wanted to make sure I understand what I was doing and
57:21 things, and baptized me, my wife, my brother.
57:25 No matter what you've done, where you come from, where
57:30 you've been, no matter how bad of a sinner you think you are,
57:35 the Lord Jesus loves you no matter what you've done.
57:40 Doug: Friends, it's because of God's blessing and your support
57:43 thousands of others, just like Ruben, have found Jesus and
57:46 eternal life.
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